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derpytia

Member, Female, from Rescue, California

This is no life. Apr 11, 2024

    1. derpytia
      derpytia
      Praying every day for some kind of miracle. God knows I due for one.
      1. threefirefour, Quentino and Martin69 like this.
      2. Quentino
        Quentino
        I would like one too, even if i have not so much to complain...
        Sep 22, 2015
    2. derpytia
      derpytia
      Trying to habituate again is not my idea of a good time.
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      2. derpytia
        derpytia
        It depends on what your definition of habituated means. For me, it means only having a breakdown once and month and being able to function at 80% most days...
        Sep 12, 2015
      3. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Lucky girl! I function 10% most days and have breakdowns, no actually meltdowns everyday! You're doing just fine.
        Sep 12, 2015
      4. SoulStation
        SoulStation
        You're going to make it through this. I have been thinking about you.
        Sep 12, 2015
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    3. dan
      dan
      Industrial strength T - I coined that phrase lol
    4. derpytia
      derpytia
      I just feel like I'll never be happy again. So what's the point anymore?
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      3. dan
        dan
        I also hear my T in all situations but the shower i stil feel normal.
        Aug 29, 2015
        ChrisJ and Quentino like this.
      4. Quentino
        Quentino
        Mine has increased and even if i do not hear it in the shower i hear it in more situations, But i'm don't focus on it and i ignore it. It require to make efforts but it is possible.
        Aug 29, 2015
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      5. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Industrial strength T, is impossible to ignore. It saturates your mind and kills your ability to think and concentrate on anything else. it wipes your mind clean of rational thoughts. It's killer T!
        Aug 30, 2015
    5. derpytia
      derpytia
      Another new tone. This makes 12 tones. I wish I would just die already
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      3. just1morething
        just1morething
        Have you been to the House Ear Clinic in CA.? Or checked with Dr. Shulman in NY? http://www.tinnituscenter.com/ You have to keep looking for solutions. I hope you get better derpytia.
        Aug 17, 2015
      4. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        J1mt. A friend of mine, went to see Dr. Shulman and unfortunately he wasn't able to help him. This doesn't imply, he can't help someone else.
        Aug 17, 2015
      5. Vincent R
        Vincent R
        I just got a new tone myself. If T just would have stayed on its previous level, I would probably have been able to put up with it. But why can T get worse without the ear suffering new damage? Something is off with that.
        Aug 17, 2015
    6. derpytia
      derpytia
      Lonely. T is so isolating :(
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      2. Street Spirit
        Street Spirit
        YOU have US. Hang in there!
        Aug 16, 2015
      3. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Take a drive with the windows open and the radio on.
        Aug 16, 2015
      4. Richard zurowski
        Richard zurowski
        "Keep your head up stay strong" All of us are here for you.
        Aug 16, 2015
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    7. derpytia
      derpytia
      Well, the neurologist would not give me what I asked for. She even said she had never heard of Autifony or AM-101 but she would check it out
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      3. Quentino
        Quentino
        of course he didn't know, the contrary would have been surprising. Why did your neurologist refused?
        Aug 14, 2015
      4. derpytia
        derpytia
        She said the drug has not been approved by the FDA to treat my condition therefore she was not allowed to prescribe it. :(
        Aug 14, 2015
      5. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Mount a siren on her shoulder and ask her again.
        Aug 15, 2015
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    8. jeannie
      jeannie
      good luck! I just called phychiatrist today and waiting for a callback, im at my wits end with this..
    9. derpytia
      derpytia
      Going to a neurologist to beg for keppra or trobalt. If not then my next stop is a psychiatrist for antidepressants...
      1. Markku
        Markku
        Let us know how it goes derp!
        Aug 11, 2015
      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Good luck!
        Aug 11, 2015
      3. Richard zurowski
        Richard zurowski
        Wish you the very best.
        Aug 11, 2015
    10. derpytia
      derpytia
      All I want for my birthday is for my T to go away. Probably won't happen.
    11. Quentino
      Quentino
      Hi Derpytia, have you a better idea about your futur job?
      Also Do you feel better than the former weeks?
      1. derpytia
        derpytia
        No. No better idea at all. I feel at little screwed for the future. And I had one good day. I don't visit this forum too much anymore because it doesn't feel like a safe haven for me anymore. I usually just come on to answer messages if I have any and check up on the research news.
        Jul 18, 2015
    12. derpytia
      derpytia
      People on this forum need to review the terms and conditions here. Seriously. This place used to be a safe haven for me. :(
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      2. jimH
        jimH
        I'm really sorry if some of us let you down during such a difficult time...:^(
        Jul 6, 2015
      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Yeah,place has turned a bit mean ..
        Jul 7, 2015
      4. Karen
        Karen
        It really still is a safe haven, Derpytia. Some members have just gotten caught up in differences of opinion. You can message me at any time, too.
        Hugs!
        Jul 7, 2015
    13. derpytia
      derpytia
      I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND NORMAL.
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      2. caffclifton
        caffclifton
        Im here if you need to talk hun, I saw we used to post similar things when i first joined TTalk. I have a very positive outlook now and would like to offer any help advise to anyone that needs it, Stay strong <3
        Jun 4, 2015
    14. LillianLexicon97
      LillianLexicon97
      I hope you're okay Derpytia.
    15. derpytia
      derpytia
      Tinnitus is so unpredictable. Mine changes every hour. Having less and less freak out moments though.
    16. derpytia
      derpytia
      I think I might have TMJ now. On top of everything else :(
    17. leelo
      leelo
      Good job with school! I am in college as well so your success gives me hope
      1. derpytia
        derpytia
        thank you :)
        Jun 21, 2014
    18. derpytia
      derpytia
      Whenever I try to focus on something hopeful there's just one person who shoots it down in the name of science. Let me be hopeful! Sheesh!
      1. attheedgeofscience
        attheedgeofscience
        Jun 5, 2014
      2. attheedgeofscience
        attheedgeofscience
        Hope is a good thing. Sometimes it is all we have. But false hope is the worst of things...!

        I wish you well. Take care.
        Jun 5, 2014
    19. derpytia
      derpytia
      Okay eustachian tube you need to learn to calm down, sheesh.
    20. Hudson
      Hudson
      I love your name. Is it related to the "Derp" meme? Or am I totally off base? lol
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      2. Hudson
        Hudson
        That doesn't answer my question at all! :)
        May 14, 2014
      3. derpytia
        derpytia
        Yeah it's based off the derp meme
        May 14, 2014
      4. Hudson
        Hudson
        You just earned yourself a follower then.
        May 14, 2014
    21. derpytia
      derpytia
      Huzzah! Doctors tomorrow and tuesday. Hopefully they'll be a bit more proactive than the last doctor!
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    22. derpytia
      derpytia
      Well sheesh y'all. No need to be snappy to me when I'm trying to search for some answers...
      1. Markku
        Markku
        Hey, who has been snappy to you here? Can you direct me to a post?
        May 4, 2014
      2. derpytia
        derpytia
        It's okay, Markku. I'm not too bothered by it anyway. :) I don't want any conflicts and maybe they were just tired or whatever.
        May 4, 2014
      3. Markku
        Markku
        May 4, 2014
    23. derpytia
      derpytia
      Always praying for a miracle.
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  • About

    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    July 29
    Location:
    Rescue, California
    Occupation:
    Retail unfortunately
    Tinnitus Since:
    04/2014 (many increases since then)
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Progressive hearing loss / noise / ETD