lanterns&coffee
Mood:
Asleep
Last Activity:
Apr 17, 2024 at 4:17 AM
Joined:
Jul 23, 2022
Messages:
2
Trophy Points:
163

Post Ratings

Received: Given:
Like 294 107
Agree 0 0
Helpful 0 0
Hug 4 1
Good Question 0 0
Genius 0 0
Funny 0 0
Winner 0 0
Informative 0 0
Friendly 0 0
Useful 0 0
Optimistic 0 0
Creative 0 1
Gender:
Female
Birthday:
Dec 19, 2005 (Age: 18)

Share This Page

lanterns&coffee

Member, Female, 18

I think it’d be much more rewarding if my T switched to like.. the noise you hear in a seashell or something, but that’s impossible Mar 24, 2024

lanterns&coffee was last seen:
Apr 17, 2024 at 4:17 AM
    1. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I think it’d be much more rewarding if my T switched to like.. the noise you hear in a seashell or something, but that’s impossible
      1. Ngo13 and gameover like this.
    2. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      If me and my gang pull up yea (gang in question: different types of T sounds)
      1. alwaysmasking and Kain like this.
    3. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      ah. Sounds like a really really bad tv static, sort of driving me nuts ..
    4. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      hey chat how’s it going (gets hit with a wave of tinnitus spikes again
      1. _Shoto_ likes this.
    5. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I feel like it may be because I’m up at like 4 am and super tired that’s why it’s gotten that bad, it’s never sounded that annoying before
      1. Kiyomi likes this.
    6. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Genuinely wanna cry rn, I can’t sleep because it sounds like sirens :(
      1. aab, tpj, Kiyomi and 2 others like this.
    7. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I’ve got a horribly painful headache that’s been there for days. And a whole lotta pain in my ears and between them!! Teeeeerrible
    8. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      i think i jinxed it in the post before my last one lolol
    9. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      just got a long spike for NO reason at all.. it just spiked for no reason out of the blue and wont return to baseline :(
    10. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      My tinnitus has been laying low For a while now, I hope it continues to do so. I barely notice it at night too as I’m always distracted
    11. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      hey tt, it’s been a while :-) uni is just around the corner. I’m pretty nervous, but I hope everything will be alright.
    12. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Hmm .. 3rd day of tinnitus spike, maybe it’ll go back to baseline or I’ll get use to it
      1. aab likes this.
      2. View previous comments...
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        @HearingHell i don’t pay attention to it in the morning anymore, just at night :’) working on habituation again
        Jan 7, 2024
        HearingHell likes this.
      4. cyberspace
        cyberspace
        having this condition at such a young age is so fucked, just turned 19 the other week and ive had t since I was 15
        Jan 7, 2024
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      5. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        @cyberspace couldn’t have said it any better; how am I supposed to enjoy my life while I watch everything around me collapse because I can’t go a full day without getting a spike?
        Feb 11, 2024
    13. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I don’t know what spiked my T but it came out of the blue and ever since I can’t seem to push any habituation up front. It’s so loud.
      1. aab likes this.
      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I am so sorry. Same happened to me.
        Dec 30, 2023
        gameover likes this.
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        @4Grace man :( I would’ve understood if I used earphones or been somewhere loud but I haven’t and that’s why I’m confused as to why it’s spiking all of a sudden
        Dec 30, 2023
    14. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Guess who’s back (me) yaaay. Also it was my birthday around a week and a half ago : )
      1. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        Belated happy birthday! Hope you've been doing well :)
        Dec 30, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      2. HearingHell
        HearingHell
        Happy belated birthday. Welcome to adulthood.
        Dec 30, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        Dec 30, 2023
        HearingHell likes this.
    15. 4Grace
      4Grace
      @lanterns&coffee just seeing your profile now. How have you been doing? Did you recover from going to the party?
      1. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        Hey grace! Sorry for the late reply. At the time, yes, I did recover :)
        Dec 30, 2023
        4Grace likes this.
      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        That’s a great sign. I know a lot of people that have T and have been going out for years, they get a temporary spike then after a while it always comes back down. Not saying you should not be careful, happy it came back down for you.
        Dec 30, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
    16. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Wow okay ouch. My ears hurt so bad, I went to a party a few hours ago and I wish I didn’t. My head hurts as if I’m inside a bell.
      1. silentnight and Strawberryblonde like this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Awful. I went to a fair yesterday. I came home the same.
        Jul 3, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      3. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Did you wear earplugs? Always carry them you ans have them on hand for situations like that.
        Jul 4, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
    17. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      On a positive note, I’m so much more positive than I was when I first got t. I thought my life would be torn away, but t would never!!
    18. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      My t is spiking really bad on the left & I have a truck noise in the centre of my head . It’s almost 3 in the morning. I just want to sleep.
      1. silentnight and tpj like this.
    19. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I wish I can use cute headphones & decorate them like all the other kids my age now. I wish I can do that. I wish my life wasn’t torn away.
      1. silentnight and Strawberryblonde like this.
      2. silentnight
        silentnight
        stay strong, dear lantern. there's so much life left to live for us. <3
        Mar 24, 2023
        Strawberryblonde likes this.
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        Mar 24, 2023
        silentnight likes this.
    20. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I’m also really sleepy and really tired .. so that makes it much more louder.
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
    21. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      It’s been getting louder these days. One thing I found helpful is raining & fire crackling ASMR, but how do I build that in my head..
    22. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I think I got a spike.. I’m scared I hope it doesn’t last for long, it’s giving me heaps of anxiety I might start panicking lol
    23. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      room for months again. It’s a scary process. A scary thing to experience; like the world is ending and you’re missing out on your youth. 2/2
    24. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I’m lacking so much strength & my will to mentally heal & be social is dropping down so bad. I’m scared. I don’t wanna lock myself in my 1/2
    25. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I don’t know what to say, or how to express my devastation & sadness. I CANNOT believe I have to suffer with this, for the rest of my life.
      1. Ngo13, Ryan Scott, tpj and 2 others like this.
      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Hopefully in the near future there should be a treatment that will relieve us of this nightmare that can't be seen heard or felt by anyone else but us :) You have to power through the bad days even if it feels so hard, you'll get there.
        Mar 3, 2023
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        It’s really really scary ..,, I hope that there’ll be a cure in the future, but it just feels like they aren’t taking it seriously at all. It feels like we’re in the dust.
        Mar 4, 2023
        Strawberryblonde likes this.
      4. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Unfortunately the medical community have been tremendously slow in getting help to those of us that need it.
        Mar 4, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
    26. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I feel so lonely. This ringing won’t shut up, can my life get any worse ,, ? I feel like I’m gonna cry myself to sleep any second now
      1. brixenbrixen, Ryan Scott, tpj and 2 others like this.
    27. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I’d probably spend thousands of dollars if I ever planned to buy all one piece volumes .. how many box sets does this series have
      1. Jsm_Joestar likes this.
      2. View previous comments...
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        @TheCapybara $500 ……. that’s a lot but considering there’s a ton of volumes it’s only ever understandable. I’d still like to collect other manga sets before one piece though, it’d probably take me years to collect all that bc I’m not very keen on spending a lot of money
        Feb 13, 2023
      4. Jsm_Joestar
        Jsm_Joestar
        I would say its worth it if you enjoy alot of japanese content and if you want to visit one day. Some things are lost in translation so knowing japanese is a better way of consuming contend most of the time
        Feb 13, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      5. Jsm_Joestar
        Jsm_Joestar
        And its fun to learn it through manga or anime withouth subtitles. Just gotta watch out because those things contain alot of informal language
        Feb 13, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
    28. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      I graduate this year November and honestly I’m both scared and excited; I don’t want to be an adult just yet
      1. tpj likes this.
    29. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Damn I just got a loud spike
    30. Jsm_Joestar
      Jsm_Joestar
      Hey Lantern how are you doing? Nice perona pfp btw
      1. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        hi! Sorry I saw this late haha
        I’m doing alright thanks for asking, yourself?
        And yea ty!!! I love op lol
        Feb 12, 2023
      2. Jsm_Joestar
        Jsm_Joestar
        np, not being on this site can be a good thing(not thinking about T). Good to hear you are doing alright im doing pretty good myself. Fun fact i reread one piece while homebound and im up to date with the manga rn
        Feb 12, 2023
        lanterns&coffee likes this.
      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        Yeah, I left for a while but I always remember the site when I get a spike, it’s like a little permanent reminder ya know? Glad you’re alright yourself
        And that’s awesome what !! There’s a lot of stuff on my Watchlist and continue-list that sometimes I just don’t read manga lol
        Feb 13, 2023
  • Loading...
  • Loading...
  • About

    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Dec 19, 2005 (Age: 18)
    Tinnitus Since:
    2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    unknown
    ☕️ hello!! the names frills or lantern. Despite my name, I’ve never tried coffee before!
    I’m a big animal lover & a bookworm. Favourite animals are red pandas & deers! I love the Redwall series by Brian jacques. My favourite quotes are;

    “You will find joy, frustration and sorrow in your quest. Never forget that friendship and loyalty are more precious than riches...Happiness can be brief, but it knows no time in the land of dreams.” - Pearls Of Lutra

    “Don't be ashamed to weep; 'tis right to grieve. Tears are only water, and flowers, trees, and fruit cannot grow without water. But there must be sunlight also. A wounded heart will heal in time, and when it does, the memory and love of our lost ones is sealed inside to comfort us.” - Taggerung

    i also play both rhythm & otome games! Some of my favourite otomes are obey me & ikemen prince. Some of my other favourites which I don’t play but watch are; cafe enchante, collar x malice & piofiore.
    I play arcaea, phigros, cytus II, enstars, arb (hypmic), bsts (blackstar) c more !! Most of these are set on high speeds ^_^