Utdmad89
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Utdmad89

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    1. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      There truly is no expert. My Mrs thinks ill get back to 80/90% myself, but I know my days are numbered. No hope no help no future. 4
      Apr 25, 2024 at 1:40 AM
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    2. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      He told me to play sports. Get jaw and neck massage and sort my OCD out with Meds lol I'm fcked 3
      Apr 25, 2024 at 1:39 AM
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        They have no clue, don't they?
        Apr 25, 2024 at 4:59 AM
    3. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Told me to see an osteopath for my neck and jaw as my T is Somatic. Also said get my OCD in check which would be the most difficult thing. 2
      Apr 25, 2024 at 1:37 AM
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    4. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Dc Boedts said my cases is very treatable and said he thinks it's TTTS causing my issues. Said my OCD is playing a massive part 1
      Apr 25, 2024 at 1:36 AM
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    5. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      When is there going ti be something done. Everything is at a snails pace or none existent! Fuck these conditions. Life is utterly pointless
      Apr 24, 2024 at 4:21 AM
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      3. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        Just maybe not on my fed though lol
        Apr 25, 2024 at 11:26 PM
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      4. gameover
        gameover
        Yes, variability is bit of game changer. One would have to measure the peaks of T intensity. I really wonder how would the objective measurement work - after all my T varies in both the spectrum of phantom sound (static/ringing/tonal) and the volume.
        Apr 26, 2024 at 1:03 AM
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      5. gameover
        gameover
        In theory the worse T the higher neuronal activity should register somewhere, but I am not 100% sure. It is truly a tough condition - neurological disfunction/degeneration/maladaptation however one wants to call it.
        Apr 26, 2024 at 1:04 AM
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    6. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      18 months today, why is mine permanent. Why did I have to get H/N on top. What is the point in my life now
      Apr 23, 2024 at 7:39 AM
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        To overcome this new challenging condition and know you can endure very hard things. That's all I can think of anyways. As always I Root for better days for all my fellow T sufferers.
        Apr 23, 2024 at 1:08 PM
    7. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Nothing
      Apr 22, 2024 at 2:32 AM
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    8. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Looking for the easiest and surest way of ending it. Can't do it at home, I don't want my son to find me that way. I can't believe there is
      Apr 22, 2024 at 2:31 AM
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    9. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Absolutely sick of this. No one gives a shit. Nothing being reaserched, just ment to be ok with my life being over. Oh think positively! Ffs
      Apr 22, 2024 at 1:56 AM
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    10. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      I can't do this, the isolation is killing me. The way H effects everything is horrible. There is no hope coming. So what is the actual point
      Apr 20, 2024
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      2. Heal82
        Heal82
        Hey man, spend $350 and buy the DNRS course. It helped @Marin and it will help you too! I bought it yesterday and I think it's going to be beneficial to you too
        Apr 21, 2024 at 10:41 PM
      3. Heal82
        Heal82
        You need hope then this course will give you not just hope but a way to get better
        Apr 21, 2024 at 10:42 PM
    11. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      18 months of this awful T on the 22nd. And today is 5 months of H and pain. God I want to die
      Apr 20, 2024
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    12. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      On a one way trip, and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Never been this low in my life, and I've been really low
      Apr 18, 2024
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      3. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        I hate T with a passion but I could distract and still be around my family properly and started the motion of going back to work. But H is killing everything right now.
        Apr 19, 2024
      4. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        I honestly feel like I have a few months left at this rate. I'm constantly thinking about ending my life.
        Apr 19, 2024
      5. L along the way
        L along the way
        Sorry to read this.. i also don't wish to live like this.. because even to just fall asleep at night became a problem. Luckily i don't have to do morning work shifts. I say to myself.. anything that promotes natural wellbeing is good.. it's been so harsh.. breathing.. trying to give it time.. i pray for a better tomorrow
        Apr 20, 2024
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    13. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      I don't see the point in continuing. I just feel worse and worse. Nothing is coming to help. Life is just slipping away. Might as well die.
      Apr 18, 2024
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    14. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      I want to die, I really can't be fucked with this anymore
      Apr 16, 2024
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      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        It's always strange to "like" such comments.. these are such harsh things, nothing to like about it. Of course, like, means i can relate.. just want this harshness to stop somehow.. and i get thoughts too all the time that i just want it to be over. Don't know what to say.. praying for some relief in time and just going day to day i guess..
        Apr 16, 2024
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    15. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      I just keep on realising that my life is over. And the suffering won't end till I end my life
      Apr 14, 2024
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    16. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      And those with the other ear problems will probably kill themselves 7
      Apr 14, 2024
    17. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      This is why there are levels. Those with Mild Moderate T will probably be okay in 18 months to 2 years. Those with it severe will struggle 6
      Apr 14, 2024
    18. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      You also have severe T on top.5
      Apr 14, 2024
    19. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      You can't cook. You get pain from using the shower. You even get pain in silence. 4
      Apr 14, 2024
    20. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Imagine you can't go out the house. Or look after yourself let alone your kid. You can't work.you can't have sound on the tv. (3)
      Apr 14, 2024
    21. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      You are obviously suffering more than someone without H/N and milder T 2
      Apr 14, 2024
    22. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Someone said that whatever level your t we all suffer the same. That just isn't true. If you have hyperacusis/noxacusis AND severe T (1)
      Apr 14, 2024
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