Hi i'm an 17 old boy from france and i'm in the same shit you are now, i got mine since 3 weeks and also considering to take part of AM 101 trials, I just want to know, how have you got your T ? Mine's due to loud music exposure (though it wasn't that loud..).
PS : I've seen that you talked with dr Nagler, i've talked to him too but i've been aware by Steve (a very good member here) that he's a rat and we shouldn't listen to him because he's only promoting TRT)
The best to you too! I'm optimistic they'll be a cure for us soon, if not in the trial then in next few years. I guess we need to take everything we hear with a grain of salt.... TRT sounds like a version of CBT - which I'm actually studying so I'm a supporter! but this might just be my own bias. good luck. if you get in the trial for sure message me & i'll do the same