Aschenherz
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Aschenherz

Member, 37, from Germany

I hate this disease. sure, you have good days and bad days. But this... it is ridiclious. I don't even want to deal with it. But i have to.. Mar 21, 2024

    1. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i am ready for a psych ward. I really am. But they couldn't help me 2017. And i really don't know, how i got better back than tbh.
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    2. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      every day is a day to a solution for tinnitus. every day is a day which we have completed. every day. every. day.
    3. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Susan Shore is my last Hope.
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I know what you mean. But with new Tones there is new suffering.
        Nov 25, 2022
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      4. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        its been 15 freaking years she has to come through, I hope to god she dont fail but seriously in the mean time invest in some hearing aids ASAP.
        Nov 26, 2022
      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        why should i wear hearing aids, when the ENT said, i have good hearing? can you explain this to me?
        Nov 26, 2022
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    4. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i am so afraid of sleeping, because this tone is from hell. So loud and intrusive, when i wake up at night.
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      2. InfiniteLoop
        InfiniteLoop
        Yes, it might take years to get used to, but you will. Just stay calm...
        Nov 24, 2022
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    5. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      never knew that drepression can get so bad. Now i understand, why 10.000 people kill themselves every year in germany.
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      2. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        nah bro the CAUSE FOR OUR DEPRESSION is different from others, now dont get me wrong there are other diseases and disabilities that can rival tinnitus but for the most part our condition well you know..... I envy other people who want to delete themselves over trivial things, i wish the worst thing was my lover left me or i lost my job.
        Nov 26, 2022
      3. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        unless they are sick or have a condition like us, they have no reasons to harm their selves PERIOD. you dont know how mad i get when i see suicidal people complaining and they werent abused as kids, have no one in their family die, basically aint got nothing to really cry about. I wish the worst thing in my life was a BULLY lol
        Nov 26, 2022
    6. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i have never felt so bad in my life. I have never had so little energy. I know, you all give your best. But my depression will win, i guess.
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      2. InfiniteLoop
        InfiniteLoop
        I have been there, but you see, almost 9 years of T and counting. T might not get better, but you will get better. That is the way that this condition works.
        Nov 24, 2022
      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Some decisions we make are not refundable. Make good ones my friend. We suffer together to not be alone.
        Nov 25, 2022
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    7. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      noise canceling headphones, which i total not use for music will fix the low hum problem in silence?
    8. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      She did it FROM HERSELF with a curette. If any doc would be so good in T handeling, we would be in a better place.
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    9. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      She erased some wax and now it feels like the vibration is not as strong. But could also be placebo or Luck. anyways, not much vibration!
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    10. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i was at an ENT today.. you know what is coming.. NO, SHE REALLY HELPED ME AND WAS ENCOURAGING! best thing in the last three months.
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    11. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I doubt, that i can endure this till Christmas.
    12. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      and yes, i am at full blown panic mode right now. Never thought that i am here again, tbh. I was a naive, dumb child.
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      2. CRGC
        CRGC
        Sorry to hear. I think I might have written this to you already, but I think that if you were able to habituate once, you will be able to do it again! Stay strong my friend.
        Nov 21, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        you are very kind. But i have never had a low hum, which got so much worse in silence. It is a living nightmare. For me, the H is not the worst anymore..
        Nov 21, 2022
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      4. CRGC
        CRGC
        Sending positive vibes your way man <3
        Nov 21, 2022
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    13. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i can only hope it is getting quieter with time. Gosh, now the winter is here and we stay indoors for much longer. I am a wreck.
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      2. CW Dragon
        CW Dragon
        yep, 20F/-5C already here only November. Only good thing is it is easier to sleep at night. 12 hours with earplugs to fully rest the ears.
        Nov 22, 2022
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    14. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      can you also get used to the vibrations in your head? It feels not so..
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    15. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      "It is just a noise. It wouldn't kill you." Well, fuck you.
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    16. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The worst part is, when you just want to have some minutes of silence. My H started to get bad again. I couldn't continue.
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    17. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      the humming is a whole new level. Now i understand, why people kill themself. I have no Quality of Life anymore.
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      2. Leeroy
        Leeroy
        Feeling your pain and struggle. But just keep hang ing in there. Do what you need to do to keep on pushing on.
        Nov 17, 2022
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      3. Lurius
        Lurius
        I don't have much to spare these days as I'm fighting a losing battle myself. But since you've recently made this revelation, let me tell you that I'm deeply sorry this has happened to you. It's not fair and it's not right. Try not to maximize the crisis that's going on in your brain, but rather take one day at a time and "it is what it is". Breathe and focus on what makes you smile and disconnect from the sound.
        Nov 17, 2022
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    18. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      nothing masks the low hum. I can not recover anymore and am highly suicidal. What to do? I am out of options..
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    19. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      why do i develope further noises. I am five years in and this was NEVER happening. Stop this!
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    20. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      How can you live with a humming in your brain that vibrates and got louder in silence?
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      2. sakrt
        sakrt
        This is exactly me, but one-side ear with pulsatile reverberations. :( It's reactive to internal body sounds: vascular, voice, and what seems muscular spasms. In certain known disorders, reactive T/H occurs not only by external sounds, but by also from sounds within. Is this same for you?
        Nov 14, 2022
      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        it is too new to tell you that. I am having this for a week after a bad cold.
        Nov 17, 2022
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      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        @Aschenherz Hopefully, it's a temporary spike from ongoing inflammation within. Drink lots water, Vit.C, Vit. B+... and many here use NAC (but I've not tried). @Lane suggestions for congestion issues are helpful. Is the Prozac helping, or made it worse?
        Nov 17, 2022
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    21. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      the new humming tone is driving me crazy. You all were right, deep tones are insane. It is getting louder every day..
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    22. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      my neurologist is an asshole, but i am so sucidial, that i took the antidepressent anyways. we will see, how this goes..
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        I hope it works for you man. Prozac saved my life.
        Nov 13, 2022
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      4. NYCGuy
        NYCGuy
        All the best!
        Nov 13, 2022
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      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        new tone. humming. It is getting louder in silence.. This is a mad world.
        Nov 13, 2022
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    23. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Without the reactivity of the new tone i would be in a place, where i could say, i can life with that. But this tone is an Asshole.
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    24. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      at least the dysacusis is nearly all gone.
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        at this point i was very lucky. 3 Months.
        Nov 6, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        And, as much as i want to, i cannot say anything, which was the kicker. I just stayed during the uncomfortable sounds and over time it got better. I know, that this could get very wrong. As i said, i was lucky. The encountering of this sounds gave me relief, not worsening. Running water, porcelain and plastic are still very distorted, but these also the things, that give me pain, so i must avoid this anyways.
        Nov 6, 2022
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      5. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        how long did you have Dysacusis?
        Feb 21, 2023
    25. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am aliv
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      3. CRGC
        CRGC
        Hang in there man. One day at a time
        Nov 3, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        @KoolKat one of my new tones is reactive. i've also had 3 months of severe hyperacusis, but it settles slowly.
        Nov 5, 2022
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      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        @CRGC yes, this is all, we can do..
        Nov 5, 2022
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    26. KoolKat
      KoolKat
      hey bro just please hang in there, in the mean time get a hearing aid and wait for susan shores results.
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    27. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      my flat has a new fire alarm. My Landlord said, if i put it down, he will fire me immediately. i have no safespace anymore.
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    28. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      you are all so lovely. I know, this is the ONLY PLACE who really care. <3
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      2. Uklawyer
        Uklawyer
        We do care. There are some great people on here.
        Oct 11, 2022
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    29. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I have had never H before. If it is getting worse, you will soon read from me here..
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Love you brother. Best of luck!
        Oct 11, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        you too! If i come online in a couple of weeks/months, you will be have a success story! I am sure of it.
        Oct 11, 2022
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      4. CRGC
        CRGC
        Wishing you a quick recovery man ❤️
        Oct 11, 2022
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    30. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am wishing you all a quick healing, but all i will do now is focus on the good things in life. Maybe this helps, even with H. I don't know
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    Birthday:
    Mar 20, 1987 (Age: 37)
    Location:
    Germany
    Occupation:
    I work in an Museum
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2017 H since 7/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown