convolution

Again: one week with my girlfriend and I was basically cured. Back alone, t. comes back. Brain/mood seem to play a huge role here.

Three days with my girlfriend - t was pushed so in the background that I could not care less. Now alone again: I cannot take my mind off it

Finally found a nice studio flat. I'll live on my own for the next year or so. No more loud flatmates. Moving in next week :)

A snoring person bothers me more than my t. I had to sleep with muffs AND plugs last night. Hallucinogenic experience.

T. or not t. I think I must re-engage in life. My research is waiting and I have a PhD dissertation to begin. Goodbye my friends!

I fell asleep with headphones playing white noise and t. came the day after. I am so mad at me rn, why nobody ever told me about this shit?

Had a boardgame session with my Italian friends (loud af), so I had to religiously protect my ears. I had good time, I guess this helps too

I hear my t. everywhere (not loud, but can't be masked). It's just there whispering "hey pos, if you misbehave I'll annihilate your life"

My cat woke me up at 4:30 am. I experienced complete silence for the first time in a month. But then I slept again and the t. came back :/