keka

Going back and forth between wanting to die and wanting to live has become the new normal.

''There is nothing like the sight of an amputated spirit. There is no prosthetic for that.''

If only it could shut up for two minutes and let me collect my thoughts.

The goddamn morse-code. My brain sounds like a broken machine.

Just listened to some music on the lowest volume. Shed a few tears... My greatest passion.

*survival mode activated*

I miss music.

This affliction has poisoned every single aspect of my life.

I have to get on with this, it's a decision for tonight.

''Never having peace of mind, running from what I can't see''

Can't deal with this fucked up nervous system anymore.

Still feeling the effects of withdrawal 6 months later. Great.

So sick of wrestling with this monster.