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    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The PVCs and PACs are back from the stress. It's exhausting when your heart can't pump oxygen/remove CO2 throughout your body properly.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        :-(
        Oct 3, 2023
    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Another day, another slew of rejection letters.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Oh no @kingsfan :-( Looking for a job is a full time job! I hope you will soon be invited for an interview and land a great well-paid job.
        Oct 3, 2023
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    3. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Got a week off from the electrical hiss. Of course I still had horrible tinnitis, but it was bliss. Started up again for no reason...
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Why do you think the hiss went away?
        Sep 30, 2023
    4. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Sore throat even though I'm the only person who masks in probably the whole county. People walking around hacking their lungs out in public
      1. JeffToob, 4Grace, Juliane and 2 others like this.
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Lets see if insurance still pays for Covid tests. Hopefully my tinnitus doesn't get even worse...
        Sep 27, 2023
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        For sure, I'm not seeing many people wearing masks when I go into public places.
        Sep 27, 2023
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    5. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      T sucks but I'm carrying a mountain of other problems as well.
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      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        You're not alone. ❤️
        Sep 26, 2023
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Sad to hear that. And no, you are not alone ❤️
        Sep 26, 2023
      5. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @kingsfan - I am very sad to hear that for you. You are not alone. This T is making my pile much much bigger.
        Sep 28, 2023
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    6. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Gabapentin, my only escape...
    7. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      This is how badly T has my mind messed up. I just now found out today is not Saturday. All day yesterday I thought it was Friday...
      1. Juliane, tpj, BrOKeN_1 and 1 other person like this.
      2. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        I mean to be fair when you have severe tinnitus, does the day really matter anyways lol. New day same BS. Nothing too look foward to regardless.
        Sep 23, 2023
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Ryan Scott Every day is different with me. It's exhausting.
        Sep 23, 2023
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    8. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Struggling the past couple days. I handle my tinnitus really well when I don't have these ultrasonic freq tones/hissing
      1. Juliane and 4alien2 like this.
      2. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I hear you, I got this low frequency being a PITA, along with my normal high pitch... No rhyme or reason, just another way to torture me.
        Sep 22, 2023
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Tryn2BHopeful Trying to wrap my head around what low freq tinnitus would be like. This condition is so personal that, even while suffering from it, it's difficult to imagine what anyone else's experience is like.
        Sep 23, 2023
    9. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Not sure why I spike when I haven't even left the house in days
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Hardwell Now I never know what each day will be like. And that hour I was on the side of the highway a few months ago just made things even more random and extreme.
        Sep 21, 2023
      4. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        Yeah I think T just does whatever it wants honestly man, for no reason. Been confined to the couch for 10 months and still get spikes for no reason. Just such a dumb condition like no other to have to live with.
        Sep 21, 2023
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Sep 23, 2023
    10. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I got a kick out of your cause of tinnitus "turning everything up to 11" - so did all my friends and they will never get T ever. Why us?
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @cjbhab But it still took another decade of abusing car stereos and earphones to set it all in motion.
        Sep 21, 2023
      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        Took 2 pills... and likely alot of stress...
        Sep 21, 2023
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Tryn2BHopeful Otoxicity really is a whole different beast. Another member here had her hearing destroyed from a single course of azithromycin. I used to take that stuff regularly for blepharitis. I even had it in eye drop form.
        Sep 23, 2023
    11. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      This isn't a sleepover. It's a slumber party!
      1. 4alien2 and BrOKeN_1 like this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        For real!
        Sep 19, 2023
      3. kingsfan
    12. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Forgot to post, but yesterday was my 3-year tinnitus anniversary.
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      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Yay! =|
        Sep 19, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane I'm a UI designer and front end web developer. I can also do graphic design work. I've worked in the travel, video game,home builder, and music and events industries. Some I worked for companies directly, others were while working at a design agency.

        I will do remote or in-office. I'll work anywhere needed, though I'd prefer southern california.
        Sep 19, 2023
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      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan Sorry, did not see your reply! That sounds great. You have a very creative and versatile profile and if I had a company I would hire you on the spot :-) Are there a lot of remote job postings in those fields?
        Sep 23, 2023
    13. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I love being homeless. 10/10 experience. Thank you tinnitus and corporate greed.
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        :-(
        Sep 12, 2023
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        I am so sorry @kingsfan. That is just unimaginable challenging to deal with...
        Sep 12, 2023
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      5. scared8
        scared8
        Thinking of you. I’m so sorry this is happening.
        Sep 18, 2023
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    14. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Sinus rinse with earplugs in might have been a bad idea. Think I made my right ear louder, or maybe I'm just focusing on it more? can't tell
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I hate this.
        Sep 13, 2023
    15. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Who strains their back looking down at there phone? This guy! ←
      1. Utdmad89 likes this.
      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        That might be due to the neck brace restricting your neck movement.
        Sep 11, 2023
    16. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Whats up with my brain. Took me 5 minutes of frustration to remember the word occlusion, a term I know incredibly well. Happens all the time
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        This is happening to me more and more.
        Sep 19, 2023
    17. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Hide your phones, and keep your TV's and radios off on OCT 4 between 2-3 pm EST in US. FCC alert system test scheduled
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    18. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      So I went to the urgent care for my ear pain and turns out I have fluid behind the eardrum, but no sign of infection. Likely allergies.
      1. Ngo13, Juliane and 4alien2 like this.
    19. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Also, I think I'm at the point where I cannot survive without taking gabapentin. Is my T just that bad, or did I somehow develop dependency?
      1. sakrt, SarahMLFlemmer and gameover like this.
    20. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Now my ear hurts. I hope it's not an ear infection. Really going through it over here.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @SarahMLFlemmer When I can get a job and my own place again, and be near by kid, then I'll have some gratitude. Those are the only things I want right now. Looks like i'll be missing her 16th bday....
        Sep 6, 2023
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan I hope all those things will happen for you ❤️
        Sep 7, 2023
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      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Sep 11, 2023
    21. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      tinnitus is taking a back seat to my tennis elbow right now
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @sakrt Light stretching every hour seems to be helping a lot so far. I went to the store and bought a couple new computer mice, but I will be returning them for a pen tablet.
        Sep 6, 2023
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      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        Your ear pain on same side w/ the arm pain? @kingsfan
        Sep 6, 2023
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Sep 7, 2023
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    22. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      [2] Took a sip of a cold brew with pumpkin cold foam and was instantly thrown back in time.
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      2. sakrt
        sakrt
        Mmmm Looooove everything pumkins. :) What brew did you have? Last one I had was John Adams. I love John Adams. You?
        Aug 31, 2023
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @sakrt Cold brew coffee =). I'm more of a whiskey drinker than a beer drinker. Really the only beers I like are Modelo, Sapporo and Blue Moon.
        Sep 1, 2023
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      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        @kingsfan oops. :) ha. Not much of beer drinker either, but the curiosity of pumpkinspice w/ it at the time, and the interesting seasonal varieties. Great w/ coffee too, but not tried "iced"/cold. Did it spike your T?
        Sep 1, 2023
    23. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      [1] It's absolutely astounding how our minds so strongly associate our senses with memories.
      1. Ryan Scott, Juliane, jimvee and 4 others like this.
    24. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      FYI, Small towns are no quieter than the city
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      3. BobbieJay-1954
        BobbieJay-1954
        I guess it’s all based on your neighbors and surrounding area. My aunt and uncle live on a very quiet cul-de-sac in a small town and I’m jealous they don’t have obnoxiously loud neighbors with all kinds of cars and motorcycles, or ones that light off fireworks all year round.
        Sep 1, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @BobbieJay-1954 Any one of the neighbors are mowing on any given day. F250/350 Diesel trucks driving down the main at the end of the street. Harley bikes in the summer. Freight trains blasting horn through town 4-5 times a day/night. Prop planes flying overhead.
        Sep 1, 2023
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      5. BobbieJay-1954
        BobbieJay-1954
        Sounds exactly like my neighborhood. It’s genuinely awful. I’m lucky they mow the lawns here about once a week (I live in a condo) but when they do it’s so annoying.
        Sep 2, 2023
    25. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Well I went outside to look at the super blue moon, and it didn't look very super.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Aug 31, 2023
      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        Did anyone see the cow?
        Aug 31, 2023
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @sakrt No.. no E.T. on a bicycle either. bummer
        Sep 1, 2023
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    26. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      holy cow
      1. sakrt, Juliane, PennyCat and 3 others like this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Holy moley macaroni!
        Aug 30, 2023
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      3. sakrt
        sakrt
        Holy pants!
        Aug 30, 2023
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Aug 31, 2023
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    27. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      After a couple of days of 0 hissing, it just randomly popped up while sitting on the computer last night, no trigger, nothing.
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      2. DeanD
        DeanD
        @kingsfan ahh ok, that explains it. Hissing to me (my hissing) is like air coming out of a tyre.
        My high pitch electrical buzz is also my most challenging too
        I do get frustrated with every study, and any tests, with no mention of pitch, and whether pitch was ever changed.
        Yes we all want silence but a change in pitch to my version of hissing would do me too!
        Aug 28, 2023
      3. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        Strange and bad
        Aug 29, 2023
      4. MaxRabbit
        MaxRabbit
        Mine is like tuning an old radio high frequency signals maybe? Constantly an electrical metallic pulsating screech. Has a static base I can feel or its so loud thats how its perceived. Its unmaskable and what kills me. The white noise/static is max volume in my ear drums. It went ballistic when I worsened a few months back. FML. All tones I habituated too. Now, they are UNDER the static. Its that loud.
        Aug 29, 2023
    28. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      To guy who decided to use the dyson ear blaster 3000 in the restroom, when there were paper towels right beside it... FU, man...
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Right!! No tinnitus having MFr's! I hate that shit!
        Aug 27, 2023
      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        He didn't!
        Aug 27, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Story of our life.
        Aug 27, 2023
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    29. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Went to turn down the volume on my phone and accidentally turned it up to max. Can’t make this stuff up.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Oh no :-/
        Aug 25, 2023
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      3. Andrei88
        Andrei88
        lol yeah man tell me about it!
        Aug 25, 2023
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      4. BobbieJay-1954
        BobbieJay-1954
        I do this on my computer at least once a day. I’ll turn up a quiet program’s volume and then Windows will BLARE a notification sound. Love it!
        Aug 25, 2023
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    30. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Crazy how loud the 4khz tone in my left ear gets and it doesn't bother me at all but the ultra-high pitch ringing and hissing annihilates me
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      2. MaxRabbit
        MaxRabbit
        Unmaskable, squealing, high pitch static/hiss is THE WORST. You cannot function. If you want to trade pure tones for it? You have no idea what this is. The static hiss is pure torture and makes wearing protection a particular insanity. If the pulsing, hissing, shooting static was gone? I would have myself and my life back. I have about 5 regular T tones and ll take 5 more over this hell.
        Aug 25, 2023
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      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I got the high pitch static, hiss that breaks up and skips around. I get the low hum sometimes as well. Both are frustrating in their own way. The low hum almost has a feeling to it in your ears. The high pitch hissing is just un-maskable and you hear it over every thing. I have had the high pitch since day one, so I guess I am more used to that one atm... ugh.
        Aug 25, 2023
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      4. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        I have the hiss, electrical with pure tone that fades in and out. I can feel my noise in my right ear.
        Aug 26, 2023
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    A town near you
    Occupation:
    Writer & Producer of Cleaver
    Tinnitus Since:
    9-17-2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    turning everything up to 11