Hello Everyone im so happy YAY

I recently decided to turn my life around how great eh ! wahoo so awesome (extreme sarcasm) . I quit smoking weed , which was great. got my highschool diploma after dropping out. Im now 21 and i decided to quit drinking because i was basically an alchoholic. I did this all in about 4 months, as when i want to do something i go out and get it. So much for doing myself better after i quit drinking I got extreme panic attacks. and apparently had an underlying anxiety disorder to begin with. So now i did all these things to better myself but instead i came out with being off balance, floaters all over my eyes and flashing lights. oh and the best of all A LOUD FCKING LOUD HISSING SOUND IN MY GDAM EAR IM READY TO BLOW MY BRAINS ALL OVER THE PAVEMENT TO GET FCKIN RELIEF FROM THIS FOR THE LAST FOUR MONTHS IVE HAD NO GOD DAM SLEEP IM ON A VERY THIN LINE and i am so stressed out im even excersing. litterally eating the best i ever have and getting more excersice then i ever have. I did all these things to better my life and look what i come out with. my mother committed suicide at 24 and sadly i might go this route becuase i cant deal with this shit anymore apparently i have neurological damage and without ATIVAN or seroquel i will go fckin insane. fck

 

Tai sometimes it's hard to see the woods for the trees. I reached out onto this website only yesterday and found that the people on here are kind, caring and responsive. Everybody and I mean everybody has been in or thought about doing something silly after a bad spell. It's a small phase that will pass. Get those damn thoughts out of your head once and for all. Here is a list of ear damaging medication (Ototoxic) that you and your Dr should know about.

http://www.ata.org/sites/ata.org/fi...by_League_for_Hard_of_Hearing_2012_Jul_12.pdf

Booze in moderation isn't to bad but as we know it can kill. You smoke weed? well bad boy who hasn't? at least you cannot die from smoking weed and has a lot more healing properties than Big Pharma or the US and UK governments
want you to know. ( They cannot patent weed) It has been used for thousand of years as a medicine all over the world
but has been banned since the mid thirties as it was a threat to the Oil Industry, The clothing Industry, Wood Mills
& the Pharmaceutical companies. The American government love to build new prisons and put people inside but I want you to live to see the day when the war on this marvellous plant is over. Take care and I want to see you talk to others and share your feelings. Don't let it build up, don't let it get you down. We are all here for one purpose and that is to help and share the load.

 

Yea i had to quit weed because it made my anxiety worse. Ive read alot of books about it and am aware of the things your saying. I cant smoke it but ive been looking into this rick simpsons hemp oil that can maybe help with this nerve damage in my brain. I forget to mention that i had a concussion a year ago to it has some degree in this too. But im losing control nothing on my body is working properly and i am emotional damaged out of control i think im going crazy most days and cant control my emotions

 

Tai if your in the US and occasionally need a smoke do not take a Sativa strain or any cross breed variations. Try an Indica strain which is known to help relax the mind and body. If you have anxiety issues then that's what I would do. Sativa is more of a head high whilst the Indicas relax the body. Where are you in the world? Tell us about yourself.
We got a few things in common to start with!. Do you like music and travel perhaps or let me guess you got to be a
gamer? (PC Xbox PS?)

 

I come from ontario canada . I did enjoy drinking with all my friends and going out but can no longer do that. Its not quite the anxiety thats the problem its the pysical symptoms that i get from it such as the ears ringing, the dots and lights in my vision and other weird symtoms. I dunno if i should go back to smoking weed i want to try this rick simpson oil if you have heard of it . I have to resort to gaming now that my anxiety is so bad i do own a ps3

 

Rick Simpson is another unsung hero of mine. Try a copy of State of Decay there's nothing like a bit of zombie squishing with a truck !

 

You're not alone buddy. I've had some fucked up thoughts and times since I've had this, but we're people and we have too much we can do in this life. Plus, odds are in our favor we get legitimate treatments for reducing the noise, possibly eliminating it, not only in our lifetimes, but in our near lifetimes. Hang onto hope since that's the strongest thing we have right now.

Hang out here, you're with a bunch of other people dealing with the same shit you are. We should all go on a cruise together once we get this shit cured.

 

Hey Tai, I live in Toronto.
You may have developed tinnitus as a result of alcohol withdrawl...it may subside as it isn't noise induced. Have you had an audiogram done?
Panic attacks are curable. Your tinnitus is in only one ear and its a hissing, sounds like a moderate level tinnitus and I have no doubt you will conquer it.