Hello! I Am Błażej. I Am 24 and I Have Tinnitus

Hello!
I am Błażej.
I live in Poland and i am 24. Sorry for my poor english at first.
My story with T is short. Month ago I was shooting with a Kalashnikov...
I always do this with ears protectors - but one time i didnt.
After that i woke up with T(left and right ear)
and hearing loss (right ear) and for a one week than i decided to go to Hospital.
They gave me 8 drips with pentoxyfiline and it helps me a little.
Now i must take pills with pentoxyfiline - that almost habituate my T in right ear.
But there is no way to habituate my left ear.

I hope I will not give up.
Before accident I thought about myself I am imperishable, immortal, bulletproof and nothing can stop me -
That because my physical condition and motivation inside me.
I had plans for the future... family, marathons, special forces and many others... I loved my life...
Now i know that was only my sick pride and now i must pay for it.
I hope that will not break my soul.
My whole life I have in mind words of Winston Churchill
"Never give in. Never give in. Never, never, never, never"
I think God help me to survive