Dreaming of Pain Remission

Nothing substantial to write about here. Just bored out of my mind waiting for my pain flareup to dial back down. Just like with tinnitus, there is the fear that it won't. I just have to get through this week and then I have some time off from work to rest. I've already had to give up my strongest passion in life but I've tried workarounds. It just feels like whenever I find a workaround, pain finds a way to smack it back down.

So for all the time that I have enjoyed coloring in my coloring books, playing hidden object games on my tablet, web surfing, talking to friends, writing up stories, reading visual novels…

I dream of you in anticipation.
And hope that I will not have to bury my newfound hobbies.

 

Do you have crazy symptoms from anxiety that is not address with T? I'm glad you off this month.

 

I don't understand. I have had anxiety before tinnitus and probably before chronic pain. I don't think I actually get any symptoms from my anxiety though.

 

I never had anxiety before but when I got T, I got anxiety and at first it was an outer body experience, but by the third month different things like eye flashes, muscle pain etc, but it is all related anxiety, I believe alot of crazy symptoms is related to anxiety, either way anxiety_T or T anxiety, so your chonic pain is from anxiety and T makes it worse. so maybe you can work on it differently. Did I make sense?

 

I know you mean well but this is incorrect. Basically, you are saying that it is all in my head. I thought this too at first but considering it has never gone away after 2 years… Not a chance.

 

Have you had a Lyme's disease test, that has alot of different symptoms and you have to have a few bars for it to be Lyme's, I'm from upstate NY, and I have moderate head T. I like to listen, I'm just that way, I'm good for an ear. I do have crazy things from the anxiety. So I do understand to deal with other stuff and T.