Gabriel

But at least I don't really have friend anymore, no lover anymore, I am changing work and will have no colleagues anymore.

All parents want is their kids to be happy and not die sad at 30 years old. Worst is I have a twin so each bday will be without me

Now, I don't see any more future. I can't see myself having kids, travelling, or simply being happy anymore. I feel sad for my parents

1 year ago, I was finally "cured" from tinnitus, finally living a good life. Today, I am at my worst. I thought T was behind me for good.

Just came to the reflexion that some people with terminal illness can enjoy their last days of life but with tinnitus I can't even

I will be under total anesthesia in September. I hope when I wake up my T will be gone. Or to not wake up at all

Hello Gabriel, I came across a post of yours. Did you get your Tinnitus from Busphar? Do you have hearing loss? I got mine from 5mg of Busphar for 3 weeks and was wondering if you were the same case?

I won't post anymore. I lost all hope. But I hope for all other people. It will get better for you. Take care all

Well, unfortunately, it was just a fake hope.

What if ? Never loose hope

Or was it the amitriptyline? Hnstly idk rn. Reading my notes again, shit happened 2 days after stopping it but I only took it 1w at 4mg max

More than one month later and the "side effect" of ashwagandah are still there. If only I knew...

I hope this phase of my life end soon. My gf broke up (I was waiting for it honestly), I am living at my parents, not working anymore

I still don't understand why this spike didn't resolve like it did before, why it went the opposite way.

Yep, read my notes, ashwagandah f*CK me up. My not noticeable two sounds are nottliceably loud every day, + a shhh right ear, + sensitivity

It might work great to sleep but once you stop you're fucked

I think I can confirm the ashwagandah was actually the problem, not the lexomyl. Now each time I go out I have that high pitch T

Ive been waking up now with 2 big waving sound every morning + my ears are sensitive in the way that if I go out it'll trigger high pitch T

I thought I was close to success story but since I stopped ashwagandah and arkopharma with gaba, it has been worth than ever

Be careful with ashwagandah. It's actually the stopping of it that triggered a weird spike. But taking it definitely do something

Now I l going to take a break from tinnitustalk. If anyone wondered. See you again sometime

Also my sleep has again improved a lot. Even if it's not as good as 2 months ago, and still wake up coz of T. I hope it will pass

Protip : I withdrawn too fast from benzo, and taking it again seems to work. Now I can taper slowly, hopefully will be ok

I was prescribed amitriptyline drops for sleep. I read so much about it I don't know what to do. Are little drops safe ? Like 5 mg. Advices?

I need to convince myself that it will pass. That this noise can change, fade and go away. Mind dictate brain

I think I've read too many bad stories and convince myself it would be this because of withdraw or would never pass.

Or what if I convinced myself because of what I read here that it will be this way ? Actually, its how my T was born

Also I wonder if why triggered my electrical horrible T was cutting raw B6 and other supplements ? I am lost at this point

The irony, I was forced for the first time to take benzo yesterday coz big anxiety, I never had until now.

This is new, the T never act up because of noise it was actually the opposite the past month. Noise would kill it