Yesterday had both good and bad things but I would call it overall good. I think things are overall bad for me though, despite feeling less depressed. I would say I continue to get worse instead of better. Being less depressed means I'm not lying on the couch crying and doing nothing but a lil more active and...numb.(Cont)
I honestly have no idea how to treat my H at this point due to conflicting thoughts by the H community. I feel worse no matter what I do, whether it be making use of earplugs and sitting in silence or foregoing earplugs in everyday situations and having sound. I am worried at present that my more H ear is increasing its T volume. (As opposed to being drown out by my left) (Cont)
This is incredibly frustrating as I know it has not been exposed to dangerous noise. Albeit, it has been exposed to noise that I would not consider loud and yet still puts me in pain.
I feel numb too. I go in circles from crying hysterically to feeling absolutely nothing and just staring into the wall.
Have you considered LLLT for your H? I'm researching this type of treatment right now. I hope you'll get better soon. I've noticed that I've had symptoms similar to TTTS and they have gradually got better to the point that I feel 90% normal.
Mostly I just want the ability to watch TV with volume on, listen to music and white noise, and voice chat with people without being in pain. These were my coping methods and now they are gone.
I am considering LLLT. However, I do not have a lot of money and my hours have been decreased after handing in my ADA form at work. There are no easy decisions in life.
I'm very sorry you have to go through this. I'm sorry I don't even have anything to recommend regarding your situation. :(
I'm considering making my own laser, I'm researching the parts and it seems that I can do it under 100$. I'm running around local clinics and the only one that has 650 nm laser provides treatment for only 4 minutes at 5 mW. It seems to be useless at this dosage.
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