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Daniel Lion
Praying for you....you’ll get threw this.....big breaths

Jul 20, 2019
1. Bill Bauer likes this.
spedgas
Was stuck with a needle at work from a known IVDU. Put on PEP for the exposure. Terrified of it damaging my ears. No win situation.

Jul 20, 2019
spedgas
Nearly ten months in. Absolutely miserable. I’m drowning here. I don’t have the mental makeup to beat this. Obsessed with this sound.

Jul 6, 2019
2. just1morething
  Understandable. I just had a daytime nap and my noise came on strong when I woke up. I was doing quite well today until then. Maybe I can knock it out somehow.
  
  Jul 6, 2019
3. just1morething
  My psychiatrist called Dr. Shulman in NY. She said I can call him too. At least I have some gabapentin and clonazepam.
  
  Jul 6, 2019
spedgas
Dealing with huge mood swings. Optimism alternating with misery. Simply unable to ignore this.

Jun 30, 2019
2. just1morething
  Same here. A “normal” day is hard to duplicate.
  
  Jun 30, 2019
  
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spedgas
Absolutely have to get on a plane tomorrow. Worried of making things worse. I've got muffs, plugs, and NC headphones. Unsure of best option

Jun 8, 2019
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3. Bill Bauer
  Was it an Airbus plane?
  
  Jun 9, 2019
4. spedgas
  No, it was a Boeing. Ninth row. Second flight was a regional jet with the engines far at the back of the plane. Loudest thing on that flight was the PA speaker right above my head. Both flights were pretty short.
  
  Jun 9, 2019
  
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5. spedgas
  Going to break out the X5s for the return next week.
  
  Jun 9, 2019
spedgas
I’ve had five good days of feeling close to normal. Not sure why, I just hope it continues.

May 22, 2019
1. gameover, OnceUponaTime, Strife_84 and 2 others like this.
2. Strife_84
  I had 3 days in a row but today I woke up and my T was louder. Very odd. Hope yours last :)
  
  May 23, 2019
  
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Daniel Lion
Happy for you and so jealous. This is the beginning of more good things....celebrate quietly

May 15, 2019
1. Bill Bauer likes this.
spedgas
For the first time in eight months I didn’t hear my tinnitus all day today.

May 15, 2019
1. gameover and Bill Bauer like this.
2. Bill Bauer
  Is it completely gone, or can you still hear it in a quiet room or when you wear earplugs?
  
  May 15, 2019
spedgas
I seriously need to give this site a break. Any suggestions on how I can actually pull that off? I'm serious.

Apr 9, 2019
2. TheDanishGirl
  Ask for a voluntary ban from the site. I have done that a couple of times.
  
  Apr 9, 2019
  
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3. just1morething
  Yeah, then you can't post. PM Markku. Sometimes a break is good.
  
  Apr 10, 2019
spedgas
I'm getting tired of people without tinnitus telling me how I should be handling mine.

Apr 9, 2019
1. Drone Draper, Autumnly and sleepingsiren like this.
2. sleepingsiren
  I so get it. "Just turn on a fan, distract yourself" what a load of crap.
  
  Apr 9, 2019
  
  spedgas and Autumnly like this.