Sevv

Setback Nr. 5 within 37 months because a dumb waitress laughed very close to my bad ear. Probably enchroaching severe level by now.

Man, loud tinnitus is bullshit. My first level was 1/10, second one 3/10 and now I'm at 5-6/10, so exhausting. How did it end up like this?

My afterimages suddenly reduced by 90%, so basically gone. Feels like something clicked in my brain!

Still can't believe my bad luck with that damn firework.

Why do all us have such bad luck to have to endure this? I wonder if I can really habituate to this increase (little change so far).

So, firework increased my T from 1,5-2/10 to 3-4/10, and that dog barking to 4-5/10 (delayed spike). I'll have to life carpe diem I guess.

Habituating again is hell. I do not look forward to the next three years until I can get FX-322 or whatever treatment.

Did one of these online tests for frequencies. Still goes to 15k. Those tones also still knock my T out for a moment.

Having my first spike. Went to carneval yesterday. Volume was moderate, but an idiot blew off firework closely.

Half year in, not much of a change for 5 months. Habituation-wise either my T or my VS bothers me. Hard to tune out both.

T has been very low for a week. Seems to go down the less I think about it. Weird. VS stable, doesn't bother me much anymore.

Found the pitch of my noise damage. Must be between 16-17khtz. Could hear the sound in my left (good) ear, but not in the right ear.

I feel terrible. I want to go back to the time where I only had my T. VS worsened in the past days.

Experiencing my first real spike. Now it's moderate. Wonder if it was bus driving without plugs. Otherwise it could be anything.

Quiet room stage T now for a while (except for some occasions it fluctuates up). But have mild visual snow now... :)

I feel mostly habituated. But T was low this week. 2-2,5. Maybe 3 when I wake up in night.

More habituation. T is calmer, but volume around the same (mostly a bit above silent room stage).

So I had 5 very low days in a row, yesterday slightly up, today a bit up again (so now a bit above quiet room stage again).

Saturday afternoon: very low T. Sunday: almost gone. Monday: bit up (bad sleep), but still very low.

Couple notes: T keeps changing slowly (unclear though if for the better) and I've started to habituate (pretty mild T, so no wonder).

Sometimes I wonder if it's really going down or just longterm fluctuations. It has changed, but not so sure about volume. =/

Short update: had one mediocre-good week, now four very good days with once 15 seconds of total silence.

Today was the quietest morning if had so far, a new low. Afternoon was slightly louder, but stlll quiet room stage.

T feels a bit louder again today, but it fluctuated quite a bit today. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just imagining it going down^^

Monday was quiet room stage, today I seem to get another day. T must be at around 1db. Bad sleep though because of congested nose.

Opened the package for my new earmuffs. It opened with an explosive bang. If I get a spike from this I'm gonna be real mad.

Damn, it's louder again, feels like a setback of 2-3 weeks, and that so close to it being gone. Wonder why it went up. -_-

Quiet room stage since Sunday, but sligthly louder since yesterday. Probably stress and letting two metal pans clang together a bit...

I am now confident that it is fading. Had another very quiet day. At times I was close to silence.

Another update: T reduced by 20% since yesterday. Feels like a background noise now, hearing feels more like normal (noticing small noises).