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I hate this. It's been about two months, I've gone to a neurologist, cervical surgeon, have ear pressure tests done, and no solution or relation to anything yet. I had vertigo before, and had been going to some therapies for that, and it seemed gone, and now this. It's like crickets, just like the sound I used to hear every night, from outside the house, but now it's non-stop, and the quieter it is, the louder the crickets get. I can't distinguish at night time if there are crickets or it's just me or which noise it's real and isn't. It's frustrating, it's just driving me nuts, and I really do not want to imagine life like this. I long for noise to block the sound of this some, but I really really want a moment of true peace and silence again. I tried homeopathic pills, no use. I sleep with muscle relaxer and Melatonin. I'm a bit desperate.