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Christiaan

Member, Male, from The Hague, the Netherlands

Some say you get mentally stronger after 'surviving' a severe disease. I have to be honest I'm still crippled by PTSD after all those years Apr 7, 2024

    1. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Hi fellow T-comrades, I've an appointment with Dr. De Ridder on the 11th of April. Are there any questions you'd like me to ask him?
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      2. Jerad
        Jerad
        Ask him about Neurosoft Bioelectronics. It says he’s on the team working on it.
        Apr 6, 2022
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Of course I will, Jerad.
        Apr 6, 2022
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @Jerad You can find my notes about Neurosoft in the ''How Much Would It Cost to See Dirk De Ridder?'' thread.
        Apr 11, 2022
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    2. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      @Pharz Goed nieuws over TU studie! Check New University of Michigan thread voor meer info
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      2. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Oh, never mind. De berichten zijn overgezet naar een nieuwe thread. Je vindt het nu in de ''TU Delft & Prof. Dirk De Ridder'' thread.
        Mar 31, 2022
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    3. aura
      aura
      Welcome back! :)
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        I'm sorry to hear about the things you went through in the past. Your mother sounds like a nice piece of work. At least you live on your own. That helps a bit, right?
        Mar 18, 2022
      4. Lurius
        Lurius
        Yeah, but I blocked her phone number 2 weeks ago and that has started a tsunami of problems with her. Although I don't actually talk to her, she still finds new, creative ways to try to contact me all the time. If I ever decided to *really* tell her what's on my mind, it would destroy her soul so I've been holding back for 20 years.
        Mar 18, 2022
      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        I understand deeply that it's super difficult to cut ties with someone you've inevitably spend quite some time with. Perhaps she'll understand your reasons by blocking her phone calls. At least, I hope she's able to reflect on her behaviour. Time will tell, Lurius
        Mar 18, 2022
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    5. Damocles
      Damocles
      Manchester City at the top of the table, 10 points clear of Chelsea in second, with 18 matches left to play. So the machine rolls on... (/ᗒᗣᗕ\)
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      3. Damocles
        Damocles
        Yeah, good luck to Abramovich. Guess it's only natural to sell a team in a country you're effectively exiled from.
        Mar 18, 2022
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @Damocles I share your passion. It's certainly fun to watch cup matches and hope that the underdog has a chance of making it to the final and winning qualification for Europe. It must have been a long time ago that a team from lower tier has done something like that? I only remember Millwall in 2005 or so. Fun times :P
        Mar 19, 2022
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      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Yeah same problem here. Everything ends up being commercialised. Even 2nd division is very expensive to watch on TV. Well, that's modern football nowadays.
        Mar 19, 2022
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    6. Leila
      Leila
      Ik wens u prettige kerstdagen en hoop met heel mijn hart dat het goed met u gaat.
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        May 1, 2022
      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Are there any books that are well written and that you'd like to recommend? Despite that I am currently reading 3 books at the moment, I'm certainly open for suggestions.
        May 1, 2022
      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Anyway, I wish you strength, peace and love in this challenging time. All the best from your Dutch neighbour, C.
        May 1, 2022
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    7. Leila
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      2. Damocles
        Damocles
        Dec 8, 2021
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      3. Leila
        Leila
        A friend of mine used to play the Bob Rivers Christmas CDs every year and this is the song I've always liked best :)
        Dec 9, 2021
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    9. twa
      twa
      Hope your heart is ok, we haven’t heard from you in a while. Check in with us to let us know you’re ok.
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    10. PortugalTheMan
      PortugalTheMan
      Okay. Now I'm getting worried. Where are you? We want to know if you're okay.
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      3. Stacken77
        Stacken77
        People usually announce if they intend to be less active, otherwise folks may get worried, like this. I really really hope he's okay, but I'm having doubts. This abrupt stop in activity is very unusual.
        Oct 22, 2021
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      4. Wrfortiscue
        Wrfortiscue
        Ok yeah it’s strange now
        Oct 26, 2021
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      5. transient18
        transient18
        Indeed, he was a very active member!
        Oct 26, 2021
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    11. Kriszti
      Kriszti
      Are you OK?
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      2. Leila
        Leila
        Oct 6, 2021
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      3. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        @Leila that made my day! I love Fraggle Rock. Just sat in my car and sang along. :) Hehe. Thanks for that. X
        Oct 6, 2021
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      4. Leila
        Leila
        @Steph1710 same here! The opening theme is just such an amazing feel good song that comes with a whole lot of great childhood memories :)
        Oct 6, 2021
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    12. Damocles
      Damocles
      Where the f*ck you at @Christiaan my man?

      You're making me worry.
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      3. aura
        aura
        Yeah,i know...just trying to be optimistic...
        Oct 2, 2021
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      4. twa
        twa
        @Christiaan, please check in. We are worried about you. Your friends. :-)
        Oct 3, 2021
      5. twa
        twa
        Has anyone heard from him?
        Oct 7, 2021
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    13. Damocles
      Damocles
      Hope you're doing alright @Christiaan mate.

      You busy back at work?

      Give us an update soon.
      1. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        Yeah, haven’t seen our handsome @Christiaan on here recently.
        Sep 24, 2021
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    14. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      My heart went berserk last night and I'm wondering if Oxytocin or salty popcorn is the culprit of this story. Feeling a bit jaded.
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @PortugalTheMan Both, actually. I felt better mentally after a few days on Oxy. I also think that my T was less intrusive in the morning and afternoon.
        Sep 14, 2021
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @Damocles Thanks for doing all that research. Much appreciated bro;) I visited my GP today, and she said that it's 1 in 100 that something like that would happen and given my stable heart rate, she is more inclined towards another possible explanation : adrenaline rush. This may be the case, as I had a busy week and only relaxed a little on Sunday.
        Sep 14, 2021
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      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Anyway, I'll take a few days off on Oxy and maybe restart the experiment in a week or so.
        Sep 14, 2021
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    15. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      A facepalm moment 4 Republicans who restrict voting rights & impose abortion ban in Texas. May their stupidity bite them in the ass some day
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    16. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      @Kriszti I consider my tinnitus moderate (was once catastrophic), but given the multi T character, I'd rather place my bets on improvement
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    17. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Well, Dr. De Ridder fell for my charms and prescribed Oxytocin for me. I will let you guys know if the O-juice works its magic on my T.
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      2. twa
        twa
        @Christiaan I thought I remembered that to be a pregnancy medicine. @Damocles, I haven't been single in a very long time, but it is still possible to feel alone.
        Aug 31, 2021
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      3. Damocles
        Damocles
        Aug 31, 2021
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @twa I'm sorry to hear your significant other isn't very mindful of your delicate situation. I wish there was a way to make people like your husband understand what T & H sufferers are going through
        Sep 1, 2021
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    18. Damocles
      Damocles
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      2. PortugalTheMan
        PortugalTheMan
        Is Cavani willing to give the number 7 jersey to Ronaldo? :D
        Aug 30, 2021
      3. PortugalTheMan
        PortugalTheMan
        @Tanni His home is at "Sporting CP" :p I believe that after a few seasons at United he will still return to "Sporting CP" to finish his career.
        Aug 30, 2021
      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @PortugalTheMan Sure, but not without a fight! Cristiano Ronaldo only has to use his pinky to win an arm wrestling match with poor old Cavani.
        Aug 30, 2021
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    19. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Cinema, football games and concerts are a no-go, but I have to say that theatrical plays are pretty doable. That def counts for something
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    20. PortugalTheMan
      PortugalTheMan
      @Christiaan PSV is in great physical and moral condition, a great second part in Lisbon. may the best one win next week.
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      3. Damocles
        Damocles
        HA! @Christiaan! I'm not going to be intimidated by Ronaldo!

        No, we will see how he fares against last seasons Champions League winners, now running at 100% with their new striker.
        Aug 26, 2021
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      4. Damocles
        Damocles
        Totally agree with you on the transfers. It's a joke.

        You can very easily just buy your way to the top of the Premier League and have yourself ownership of some decent silverware, if you can find yourself a Saudi investor...

        Things have got to be sorted out. We need more caps!
        Aug 26, 2021
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      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @Damocles I'll hope so too for you:) The Citizens were fun to watch years ago but now it's time for something fresh and Chelsea may maybe be lucky enough to proclaim the title this season. Lukaku is definitely the guy who can help with something like that
        Aug 26, 2021
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    21. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Locatelli's move to Juventus is going to make Serie A very predictable this year. Who is finally up to the job to take on I Bianconeri?
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Lampard was certainly a great player! He really played better when Makalele, Damien Duff & Joe Cole were signed back in 2003. Those were the years! It's still bad though that Lampard was thrown to the lions as a manager. If he had an older, more experienced assistant, things might have looked differently for Chelsea and certainly for him too.
        Aug 22, 2021
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Isn't the Premier League trying to change the rules to increase supporters' influence in the way clubs are managed? I believe the German Bundesliga has a system in place where fans have at least 51% of the voting shares. It's one of the reasons why they have affordable tickets & chill standing places for hard core supporters.
        Aug 22, 2021
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      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Well, if you put it like that;) Yeah, they are still wondering around like zombies in search of their long lost football stadium XD. On the other hand, the ambiance in the stadium nowadays is more like you're watching a civil polo or field hockey game. It's only on the pitch where you can see some action;p
        Aug 22, 2021
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    22. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      @Tanni It caught my eye that you're not a lot on TT lately. I want you to know that I miss your witty comments & hope things are going swell
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      3. Damocles
        Damocles
        I wanna go to The Hague!

        Although I'm calling it Christiaansville from now on!!
        Aug 23, 2021
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        It has a nice ring to it @Damocles;) But I like The Hague as a name too. Did you know that the city is officially called 's-Gravenhage or Den Haag in Dutch? We are really good in making things difficult for ourselves, lol
        Aug 23, 2021
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      5. Damocles
        Damocles
        lol. I did not know this @Christiaan, and I love it!

        Alright anyway, we can keep it as The Hague... for now. But if things start getting complicated, we're switching to Christiaansville! \(^_^\)
        Aug 26, 2021
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    23. JaneDo
      JaneDo
      Hi @Christiaan,

      Can I ask what kind of tinnitus you have?

      Best Jane
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      3. JaneDo
        JaneDo
        Hoe is het met de Oxytocine? Heeft het je geholpen tot nu toe?
        Sep 14, 2021
      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Dank voor je begrip, Jane. Nu gaat het wel redelijk, maar het is zeker een uitdaging om normale dingen te blijven doen. Les geven op de middelbare school zit er daarom voorlopig niet in voor mij, dus probeer ik nu bij de belastingdienst R'dam gewoon administratief werk te doen in een rustige omgeving. Ik hoop dat je ondanks T nog leuke dingen kan doen gedurende de dag
        Sep 14, 2021
      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Ja, ik durf te zeggen dat Oxytocine helpt. Het heeft mijn tinnitus toch een toontje lager doen zingen. Onlangs heb ik wel een raar moment gehad met mijn hart, maar misschien ligt het niet aan Oxy maar aan stress. Ik ben wel van plan het nogmaals een weekje te proberen. Trouwens, hoe is alles verder in het mooie Amsterdam?
        Sep 14, 2021
    24. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      @Leila Yep, Portuguese. Always wanted to speak the language of my maternal ancestors (my grandma was part Portuguese)
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @PortugalTheMan Good idea! I'm still at basic level (food #1). Here it goes: Eu peço café. Leite é uma bebida;) Still got some work to do. Do you want to learn Dutch? Maybe we can learn together:)
        Aug 14, 2021
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      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @twa Really? I thought that mostly Spaniards took the trip to Mexico in colonial times. Do you speak Spanish fluently? And what about Portuguese?
        Aug 14, 2021
      5. twa
        twa
        @Christiaan I believe that some of the Spaniards who went to the Southwest and Mexico had Portuguese ancestry also. I speak Spanish, my mother's first language was Spanish. I studied for many years to become fluent and taught for 12 years in Spanish.
        Aug 14, 2021
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    25. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Things to look forward to this year: Dr. De Ridder's brain zapper 2.0, new season of Outlander and the new vegan KitKat; in that order
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      3. Damocles
        Damocles
        Not gonna lie @Christiaan, I've often wanted to go back and "split a KitKat" with her since we broke up... even if she does have a husband now.... well, especially because she has a husband now, if I'm being honest :I
        Aug 18, 2021
      4. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        @Damocles Oh boy, sorry for opening that old wound, Damocles. If only Marty McFly and Doc Brown were to make a pit-stop at our place with the DeLoreon, it would have been grand to go back in time to make things right.
        Aug 18, 2021
      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        And maybe as a nice bonus tell our stupid younger selves to wear those damn earplugs to football matches & concerts from the get-go. But in the meantime, we're playing the waiting game for someone like Elon Musk to cook up something like that *impatiently looking out of the window in hopes of spotting the DeLorean*
        Aug 18, 2021
    26. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Dealing with a lot of weltschmerz lately. I hope the UN Climate Report is a wake up call for people to cherish our precious little planet
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    27. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      Wow, what a thriller that shoot-out was! A big thumbs up to the Belgian field hockey team for winning the gold medal at the Olympics
    28. Christiaan
      Christiaan
      @Lurius Congrats and also thank you f'ing much for making me so envious;) Plz. let us know if it does the trick
    29. Mehmet
      Mehmet
      Hi Christiaan.

      I hope youre doing well. Do you have any idea about the neuomdulation therapy vs notched music therapy?
      Apple offers both. For now Im listening to notched white noise for my tonal Tinnitus. Did you try neuromodulation ? Any suggestion ? Regards Mehmet
      1. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Hi @Mehmet . I'm unfortunately not familiar with neuromodulation therapy. Is it also specific for tinnitus? Personally, I would stick to one kind of therapy, just to be sure if it works or not. Otherwise, you don't exactly know which treatment does precisely what for your tinnitus.
        Aug 2, 2021
      2. Mehmet
        Mehmet
        Hi

        For the last days I ve been listening to notched white noise on iOS Tinnitus Play app.Relaxing. Apple gave the academic background behind the notch therapy and its very easy to use. You can easily determine the frequency of your tinnitus. If the tinnitus frequency is below 8000 Hz. , there is no restriction in terms of hours you listen to notched music. Do you confirm ?
        Aug 2, 2021
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        That app sounds quite good. If you think it helps with your tinnitus, I'd say: go for it! Could you let me know after some time if it helps? I hope it works:) About the amount of exposure time: I read somewhere that 2 hours a day is more than enough. Don't overdo it btw! There's something called hearing fatigue and if you listen to music for far too long, it could work negatively for your hearing.
        Aug 3, 2021
    30. Damocles
      Damocles
      Love the new profile picture @Christiaan!

      Please get me a grumpy octopus also!!
      1. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        I can definitely hook you up on some grumpy octopuses. Whatever you like! Just give me your address and I'll send my guy to your place;)
        Jul 30, 2021
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      2. Damocles
        Damocles
        HA HA!! Brilliant!!
        Jul 31, 2021
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    The Hague, the Netherlands
    Tinnitus Since:
    2016
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    2016: headphones, 2020: worsened thanks to Rammstein