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TIME TIME TIME.... I'm not joking. This almost KILLED ME. I went absolutely insane, but after a year and a half, I feel 98% back to normal. Oct 20, 2022

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1. GCS
  TIME TIME TIME.... I'm not joking. This almost KILLED ME. I went absolutely insane, but after a year and a half, I feel 98% back to normal.
  
  Oct 20, 2022
  1. tniuf, Ngo13, ZFire and 4 others like this.
  2. BrOKeN_1
    Amen! Time is paramount. Habituation is a slow process. Glad to know your doing well. Remember this if and when you spike. (Hopefully never tho) Time.
    
    Oct 21, 2022
2. GCS
  I remembered how I felt for a whole year, and that's why I came back to give an update. I felt uneasy, restless, and breathless every second
  
  Oct 20, 2022
  1. Gabriel5050, ZFire, JPGL and 1 other person like this.
  2. Forever hopeful
    It’s awful. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Today I had two episodes of SBUTT on my left ear. I get them every few months. These lasted a few minutes. Freaked me out.
    
    Oct 20, 2022
    
    JPGL and Strawberryblonde like this.
3. GCS
  HI ALL! Long time no see. What helped me? Time... my mind and body naturally learned how to not give a shit and live.
  
  Oct 20, 2022
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4. GCS
  Hello guys, no time long see. So the current status is that 5 days of the week I'm not bothered by T. I'm productive and mostly happy.
  
  Aug 7, 2022
  1. JPGL, kuromi, Ondine and 5 others like this.
5. GCS
  My tinnitus is exactly the same as in this video the background sound.Who has the same too? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjuJk6vzpPI
  
  Jul 9, 2022
  2. Forever hopeful
    Ali video? I couldn’t hear anything in the background
    
    Oct 20, 2022
  3. GCS
    @Forever hopeful only young people hear that high frequency. Only my 30 years old friend could hear it, my parents 45+ couldnt year it. My T frequency is ultra high, probably 17kHz
    
    Oct 20, 2022
  4. tniuf
    If it's exactly the same then how can you hear the sound in the background of the video?
    
    Jan 13, 2023
6. GCS
  Great video on Tinnitus from Rick Beato. As he said almost all musicians have tinnitus. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdINYxLWGXs
  
  Jul 9, 2022
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7. GCS
  Hello guys, I'm back after a long time. Just an update. I feel almost great. My life power and energy is coming back more and more...
  
  Jul 8, 2022
  1. dennis_me, BrOKeN_1, Joe Cuber and 3 others like this.
  2. BrOKeN_1
    Cheers!
    
    Jul 9, 2022
8. GCS
  Mentally T was not that bothersome but physically I felt stiff. I feel a bit better physically, feeling a lot looser.
  
  Apr 10, 2022
  1. makeyourownluck, Wrfortiscue, Rockman and 1 other person like this.
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  3. Rockman
    What anti depression did you try?
    
    Apr 10, 2022
    
    makeyourownluck, JPGL and Wrfortiscue like this.
  4. GCS
    @Rockman escitaloprame
    
    Apr 10, 2022
  5. GCS
    I got that like a half year ago but never tried it out
    
    Apr 10, 2022
    
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9. GCS
  Took anti depressant for the 1st time because of T and, I don't want to jinx it but finally, I don't have that weight feeling on my chest
  
  Apr 10, 2022
  1. makeyourownluck, NYCGuy, aura and 2 others like this.
  2. Guywithapug
    Takes about 6 weeks to start feeling any effect
    
    Apr 10, 2022
10. GCS
  Well, I'm living with this. I still don't feel anywhere close as before, but I got more and more used to the new norm.
  
  Apr 9, 2022
  1. Wrfortiscue and Steph1710 like this.
11. GCS
  Hello everybody, I'm back after 2 months. Sad to see Brian P pass away. I remember him very well, because he was always vocal about his T.
  
  Apr 9, 2022
  1. Wrfortiscue, Damocles and Steph1710 like this.
12. GCS
  Though day today. Screamed and cried a bit...
  
  Feb 5, 2022
  1. Steph1710, NYCGuy, Guywithapug and 1 other person like this.
13. GCS
  It's not blasting, only let's say 85db for 5 mins.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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  2. NYCGuy
    Don't go to 85db, you are still recovering. I won't go over 60db to be honest. I listen to low music in my car, I like to play safe.
    
    Feb 3, 2022
    
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14. GCS
  My ears are much more sensitive. If I ever want to listen loud to music in a car, after a song I get an uncomfortable feeling.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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15. GCS
  Sometimes is difficult as fuck, I know that quiet chilling is no more. But I can still jam to music, and have a great time.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
16. GCS
  Fuck man... I read so many depressing shit here. I know I'm not as productive as before, but I can still live a sort of happy life.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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17. GCS
  What the f just happened? I feel like shit the past 2 days. Unbelievable anxiety... why why why?
  
  Jan 29, 2022
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  2. Steph1710
    @GCS swings and roundabouts. Those horrible days will become fewer and fewer. You already know you can have good days, so don’t feel too down just yet. You’ve got this buddy!
    
    Jan 29, 2022
    
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18. GCS
  Aaaahh... it's so shitty to use headphones now for regular use. Traps the T and I hear it even more. Maaan... I fucked up April 23rd 2021
  
  Jan 28, 2022
  1. JPGL, MissYouSilence, Wrfortiscue and 1 other person like this.
  2. Steph1710
    Yeah, I fucked up too. But onwards and upwards. Can’t live in the past.
    
    Jan 28, 2022
    
    tracyNYC, JPGL, NYCGuy and 6 others like this.
  3. Wrfortiscue
    What steph said :)
    
    Jan 29, 2022
    
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19. GCS
  Hope next day will be better and I will be productive again
  
  Jan 27, 2022
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20. GCS
  I'm sad to announce that the good streak of days is over. It was good today too but I took a nap and I feel like shit after the nap.
  
  Jan 27, 2022
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  2. Flowergirl
    Me too - same thing happened . I had a couple good days , woke up good today took a short nap woke up with what I can screaming but it’s loud high pitched noise pretty bad.
    
    May 8, 2022
21. GCS
  But this shit is not finishing me, I'm stronger, much stronger!!! Great fucking day number 4 in a row. LETS GOOO!!!
  
  Jan 26, 2022
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  2. Stacken77
    LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
    
    Jan 27, 2022
    
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22. GCS
  I was always a super active person, with great body. From 85kg I'm now 110kg. I was crying and depressed every day.
  
  Jan 26, 2022
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  2. Flowergirl
    Depressed me 2
    
    May 8, 2022
23. GCS
  But I'm not finished. I will achieve my goals and have a great life which I already have even with this fucking noise.
  
  Jan 26, 2022
  1. JPGL, Steph1710, Stacken77 and 2 others like this.
  2. Wrfortiscue
    You will bro <3
    
    Jan 27, 2022
    
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24. GCS
  I was bullied terribly in school. Had back pain for 1 year so bad that I couldn't move at all and now this noise in my head.
  
  Jan 26, 2022
  1. ZFire and Wrfortiscue like this.
  2. Flowergirl
    There’s bound to be a connection. I just asked for referaal to see a spine/ neck specialist, some days like now idk how we wait yet another day but somehow we do
    
    May 8, 2022
25. GCS
  FUCK YOU LIFE!!! YOU AIN'T FINISHING ME! I'm only 23 years old but I went through so much shit already.
  
  Jan 26, 2022
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26. GCS
  There was never a time when we had silence. You always hear something. Heartbeat, blood flowing, breathing, blinking etc.
  
  Jan 26, 2022
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  3. Kriszti
    If you are able to not focus on it, that's pretty amazing. For others it is not a choice, really.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
    
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  4. Steph1710
    @GCS I love your attitude. I’m the same. I pressed “the fuck it button”, and decided I won’t let this dictate my life.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
  5. GCS
    I do hear it. 24/7. And it's so high that I cant even show people my T because they can't hear that high. But I don't associate this shit with panic anymore. I never cried and was depressed so much, than this last 8 months in my whole life (and I went through such a bad back pain that I couldn't bend even a bit for a year). So yeah, I just took this punch from life and told that bitch that I'm not done.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
    
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27. GCS
  Feeling good; day 3. A small annoyance 2 times today for a couple of minutes, but hey, I got tired of feeling sad and shit, so I changed.
  
  Jan 25, 2022
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  3. GCS
    @Wrfortiscue yeah but real acceptance not forced one. Like my brain automatically said that enough of this shit.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
    
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  4. Wrfortiscue
    Haha awesome you’re on your way to habituation.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
  5. Wrfortiscue
    Some days I can care less and feel great. Other days it’s light/non intrusive and I still focus on the noise and hate everything lol
    
    Jan 26, 2022
    
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28. GCS
  I don't miss silence. In silence, I only got bored and sleepy. Always played music when silence occurred. Not hearing T is what I miss.
  
  Jan 25, 2022
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  3. GCS
    @Uklawyer hearing sounds and music without T is what I miss.
    
    Jan 25, 2022
    
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  4. Steph1710
    @GCS i totally get what you mean. However, I play my music loooud to cover the T. But my H suffers for it.
    
    Jan 26, 2022
  5. Flowergirl
    I’m suppose to start habituation therapy in June. I wish I felt like it might help. It’s bad right now.
    
    May 8, 2022
29. GCS
  guys, I feel good for some reason.
  
  Jan 25, 2022
  1. Charburchar, kingsfan, ZFire and 4 others like this.
  2. Damocles
    You feel good because you are becoming an energy thing, with the ability to control every electronic device.
    
    Jan 25, 2022
    
    sensualmosquito, ZFire, Steph1710 and 1 other person like this.
  3. Damocles
    You are becoming one with the energy that surrounds us.
    
    Jan 25, 2022
    
    sensualmosquito, ZFire, Steph1710 and 1 other person like this.
  4. kingsfan
    As an empath, I sense you are feeling good right now.
    
    Jan 25, 2022
    
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30. GCS
  So I hear, smell, and see static. Taste and touch next. Maybe I will become an energy thing and control every electronic device.lol
  
  Jan 25, 2022
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  2. Steph1710
    “Can you feel it, see it, hear it today.”
    
    Jan 25, 2022
    
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