I know it may seem unsurmountable at the moment. There will be good days and bad days... days when you don't want to get out of bed and days when you almost forget you have T. And you will adapt. What you are feeling is absolutely normal. Healing takes time my friend.. whether it takes the form of habituation or some future treatment/cure. Be kind to yourself.
@Ken219 I'm not sure, I did the booster two weeks before the onset and I was taking medication that may be ototoxic, I didn't necessarily need any of that
@Joe Cuber What scares me the most are my studies. I was so happy, I was doing so well and now I couldn't even take all my exams. I have always lived and fought for these studies and everything was stolen from me. I'm afraid I won't be able to do it, even in a year. My ability to concentrate is near 0, I feel so stupid
But thank you all so much, I hope you are right and that everything will end up « well ». It's just so frustrating to see everyone around you moving on with life and nobody takes me serious with my Tinnitus
I am already proud of the progress i made. The first three months I was extremely suicidal, never was before, and today I don't have such dark thoughts at all but daily life is still such a pain and my exams stress me SO much. I know you understand the struggle. I was talking about my family and friends :( But thank you for your nice words @Joe Cuber, you really seem to be a good person
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