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Ondine

Member, Female, from France

COVID, 3 years after everybody. Very anxious to be feeling so breathless and dreading my tinnitus to spike. Please let me be safe... Nov 5, 2023

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Apr 14, 2024 at 9:36 PM
    1. Ondine
      Ondine
      Ended the Christmas afternoon with 15 guests alone in a room with earplugs, noise became more & more unbearable as the hours passed.
      Dec 26, 2022
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    2. Ondine
      Ondine
      And again, woken up in the middle of a night by a fleeting T lasting for 2 hours, and no clue as to why it happens..
      Dec 23, 2022
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    3. Ondine
      Ondine
      Nothing like being woken up at 3:30am by a fleeting t that will take hours to completely die down. Makes for a great night.
      Dec 9, 2022
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    4. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      thank you so much. The low hum is really affecting me, but i believe, there is hope.
      Nov 30, 2022
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    5. Sammy0225
      Sammy0225
      Do you believe your t was anxiety induced? I read on your story it sounds similar to mine actually almost exactly like mine. Even have/had the wine glass tone
      Nov 30, 2022
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      3. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        Your case definitely sounds similar to mine and I have teeth issues as well possibly started from COVID or anxiety I guess I’ll never know but mine was bad it would fluctuate daily depending on how much noise I heard for the day determined how loud it got..(…)
        Nov 30, 2022
      4. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        …(.) also I noticed I was grinding my teeth in my sleep.. gone through so many tones the wine glass one didn’t really bother me much it was a drone humming one that bugged me the most! Thankfully it went away but still kinda there
        Nov 30, 2022
      5. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        A lot of tones went away eventually just stopped caring and monitoring them all
        Nov 30, 2022
    6. Ondine
      Ondine
      Hit my head really hard 30 min ago. Is there a risk for my T to worsen later during the day or am I safe if it stayed the same so far ? :(
      Oct 19, 2022
      2. martinberryhorse
        martinberryhorse
        I know a few people who got T from head injury, they all got T immediately. I would guess you are probably ok.
        Oct 20, 2022
    7. Ondine
      Ondine
      I'm so scared, I'm not strong enough to go through this again :'(
      Sep 12, 2022
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      2. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I also must go through this again. Let's believe, we can do it.
        Nov 30, 2022
    8. Ondine
      Ondine
      (3/3) and then fleeting tinnitus until the eeeeee remains... this time it's on my right ear. I can't handle it getting worse again, I can't.
      Sep 12, 2022
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    9. Ondine
      Ondine
      (2/?)These last few days I've experienced the same pattern as my onset : electronic noises coming back, discovering a huge iron deficiency
      Sep 12, 2022
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      2. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        This is very interesting. I had iron deficiency the first time I got T and also, when my huge spike which became my permanent new baseline happened 2 yrs ago.
        Sep 12, 2022
    10. Ondine
      Ondine
      (1/?) 4 fleeting tinnitus in 1h, each one louder than the last, and the last one won't entirely go away. Please let it go away :'(
      Sep 12, 2022
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    11. Ondine
      Ondine
      My left ear feels full and resonates with so many hellish sounds, how can it get so much better and then... :'( I'm never going to recover..
      Aug 28, 2022
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    12. Ondine
      Ondine
      Spiking. Its been months since it's been this awful, this loud. What's the point of being almost healed if it's for relapsing after ?
      Aug 28, 2022
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      2. SmallRonnie
        SmallRonnie
        I'm going through the same thing right now. It really is very depressing. This time I'm hopeful it will at least get better again eventually.
        Aug 29, 2022
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    13. Ondine
      Ondine
      The old dial up modem sound has returned these last few days, it was the 1st I got when T started.. I want it gone, brings back bad memories
      Aug 27, 2022
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    14. Ondine
      Ondine
      Dreamt about a doctor forcing me to listen to loud sounds and mocking my fear because "T isn't real. Beat the shit out of him. It felt good
      Aug 23, 2022
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      2. Lurius
        Lurius
        I wish this was a movie so I could watch it over and over for therapy.
        Aug 23, 2022
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      3. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        From the bottom of my heart, thank you for beating the shit out of your dream doctor. You’ve made me very happy haha! :)
        Aug 23, 2022
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    15. Ondine
      Ondine
      It might be a coincidence, but I've been taking iodine and selenium for 2 months now and have consistently improved since. T is 90% gone.
      Aug 13, 2022
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      2. Ondine
        Ondine
        I didn't chose them on purpose actually. I tried a new brand for my B 12 supplements, and the new ones came with iodine and selenium supplements !
        Aug 23, 2022
    16. Ondine
      Ondine
      I know I don't post much, but I read and think of you all everyday. Love to everyone who might need it.
      Jul 30, 2022
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    17. Ondine
      Ondine
      Ear infection in both ears and Amoxicillin for 5 days... I was doing so well these last few weeks. T was so very quiet.. :(
      Jul 30, 2022
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    18. Ondine
      Ondine
      I'm so sick of this. So terribly, desperately sick of this. Spiking for no reason and trying to remain calm, but I've been crying for 1h..
      Jun 1, 2022
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      2. Uklawyer
        Uklawyer
        How are things now for you?
        Jun 2, 2022
      3. Travis Henry
        Travis Henry
        It always could be worse. If you don't have H and are not homebound and not able to listen to any sound at all without pain you are doing good.
        Jun 2, 2022
    19. Ondine
      Ondine
      I have to go to Paris next week and take the underground for 20 minutes. I only have foam earplugs, I hope it's gonna be enough...
      May 8, 2022
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    20. Ondine
      Ondine
      Low humming and vibrations are killing me with anxiety. I just can't go through this again :'(
      May 5, 2022
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    21. Ondine
      Ondine
      Hugs to anyone needing them <3
      May 5, 2022
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    22. Ondine
      Ondine
      Left/worst ear was 99% silent for the 1st time last night. If it wasn't for this low humming in the right ear it would have been perfect...
      May 5, 2022
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    23. Ondine
      Ondine
      To think I was considering posting a success story a few weeks ago as I was getting so much better... this is such a cruel, cruel joke.
      May 1, 2022
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    24. Ondine
      Ondine
      Burning and sounds feeling louder are gone, but I experienced low frequency tinnitus last night, my whole head vibrating. What is going on..
      May 1, 2022
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    25. Ondine
      Ondine
      Can hyperacusis declare for no reason ? No noise trauma, no meds? Something's definitely wrong, sounds are louder and I'm scared to death..
      Apr 28, 2022
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      2. aura
        aura
        Well,that's how I got mine.
        Apr 28, 2022
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      3. Hottopic29
        Hottopic29
        Mine does when i have anxiety
        Apr 29, 2022
      4. Marshall
        Marshall
        Stress, anxiety, ptsd, thought of having it alone. Medication as well.
        Apr 30, 2022
    26. Ondine
      Ondine
      Left ear has been increasingly sensitive to sound and burning these last few days, I'm so sick and worried about those random symptoms...
      Apr 28, 2022
      2. aura
        aura
        Same here. Pain and burning sensation in the past 4 days, hyperacusis,loud T. Super worried.
        Apr 28, 2022
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      3. Hottopic29
        Hottopic29
        Solar flare from sun have been happenig mine was ache last 2 days
        Apr 28, 2022
    27. Ondine
      Ondine
      Woke up crying at the thought of it coming back as unbearable as it was last year, I just can't live through this again...
      Feb 15, 2022
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      3. OnceUponaTime
        OnceUponaTime
        Stay positive! Chances are it will not come back as last year. Take care of yourself.
        Feb 15, 2022
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      4. Tatsopa
        Tatsopa
        I'm sure you'll be fine "très chère compatriote" ;). Fleeting T's may be scary but, on some days, I can have dozens of them, even on "good" days. Just pressure changes I guess as it's always happening when weather is changing.
        Feb 15, 2022
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      5. Ondine
        Ondine
        I'm sorry to reply so late, but thank you so much for your kind and reassuring words at the time. It did get better regarding fleeting tinnitus, but the unusual tone comes back once in a while and I'm now dealing with burning/sensitive ear...
        Apr 28, 2022
    28. Ondine
      Ondine
      1 year since onset. Almost healed, but three fleeting Ts and a faint unusual tone sent me into full panick attack last night. Tinnitus PTSD.
      Feb 15, 2022
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      2. ThomasF
        ThomasF
        I want to send you a virtual hug.
        Feb 15, 2022
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      3. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        Sending *hugs*. <3 It will be alright. x
        Feb 15, 2022
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      4. Ondine
        Ondine
        I'm sorry to reply so late, thank you both so much for comforting me when I posted this. Hugs back to you, even months later <3
        Apr 28, 2022
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    29. Ondine
      Ondine
      Right ear feeling increasingly sensitive and inflamed, random pain too... trying not to overthink this but it makes me so anxious.
      Dec 17, 2021
    30. Ondine
      Ondine
      Sending hope, strength and hugs to everyone needing them today.
      Nov 15, 2021
      1. aura, Nadia231, Tanni and 1 other person like this.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    March 25
    Location:
    France
    Tinnitus Since:
    February 2021
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Headphones, TMJ disorder, anxiety, undiagnosed COVID..

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