Aschenherz
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Aschenherz

Member, 37, from Germany

I hate this disease. sure, you have good days and bad days. But this... it is ridiclious. I don't even want to deal with it. But i have to.. Mar 21, 2024

    1. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I will leave this board for a couple of weeks. I know, you have it bad, but i am so scared about the posts.. my anxiety is through the roof.
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      3. Leila
        Leila
        I wish you all the best in your recovery, try to keep things as calm and quiet as possible and don't let anybody guilt you into doing something that challenges / hurts your ears. There will probably some headshaking and complaining about you needing to be more social but the people who do have no idea how painful dealing with hyperacusis can be.
        Oct 11, 2022
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      4. Leila
        Leila
        Hopefully it will get better, it did with me after about 3/4 of a year, and if or when it does your body will let you know, so don't let anybody shame or push you into something that will be harmful to you. Gute Besserung und versuch, dich nicht zu sehr runterziehen zu lassen!
        Oct 11, 2022
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      5. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Best to take breaks from here occasionally it's good for you. I find myself becoming more paranoid with certain things I read on here and it increases my awareness and anxiety related too it than it ever did before.
        Oct 12, 2022
    2. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      after how much months your anxiety got better?
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      2. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        i already use anxiety-meds. They don't give me much. CBT-Training/Therapy has a waiting list for 2 years here. It is a good thing and a bad thing living not in the noisiest of towns.
        Oct 11, 2022
    3. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      lost my Job due to T and H..
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      2. Leila
        Leila
        There are many jobs that allow you to get away with tinnitus and hyperacusis, but working with little people isn't really one of them. Kids are far too unpredictable in the carefree way they go about the things they do.
        My hyperacusis is far from what it was before but children's voices and voices coming through speakers still set it off.
        I'm really sorry your condition forced you out of a job that you loved!
        Oct 7, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I really hope, that my H also improves over time. Only time will tell.
        Oct 7, 2022
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      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        This post made me emotional.
        Nov 14, 2022
    4. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am in a stage, where i can't life alone with myself. So, what should i use? Nortriptylin or Clomipramine? I need to do it, unfortunately
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    5. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      do you think, that every tinnitus stays the same for anyone? Like, if you once habituated, you do it again? please be honest..
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      2. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        It totally depends on the level IMO. When I first got my tinnitus I habituated in 15 months. After my spike in 2020, 2 years ago, I still haven't habituated to this baseline. It's too loud to ignore + hyperacusis which is even worse
        Oct 4, 2022
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    6. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      first dose of lion's mane.
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    7. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I just can't do this a 2nd time.. i just can't.. i am not strongh enough for this..
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      2. NYCGuy
        NYCGuy
        You can, you will find the strength for it.
        Oct 3, 2022
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    8. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The tooth is dead. It must be pulled out. I heard even general anaesthetic wouldn't do the trick. I can't imagine to recover from that..
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    9. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The infection was only found while i've had another treatment. Since that there are 3 months already. I don't know what do to.
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    10. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The thing is.. i also need to go to the dentist, guys. I really need to. There is a secret infection. And my H is already so bothersome..
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    11. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I think i will not push through this a 2nd Time. Ive got 2 years of habituation. It was more than I ever hoped for.
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      2. CRGC
        CRGC
        Hang in there man. If you've done it before, you can do it again.
        Sep 29, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        you are all so lovely.. really caring. I am literally in tears. We don't deserve this at all.
        Sep 30, 2022
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    12. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      one moment.. tinnitus can be related with sleep apnea? My mom has it severe and i am having it too, i am sure, but not tested for that.
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    13. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      noxacusis is such a horrible condition. And no one understand it, expect the people here.
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    14. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      how long does it took, until your concentration improved? It is 2 months for me and even a childs game it too much to handle.. it is a joke.
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      2. AfroSnowman
        AfroSnowman
        It was a continuum for me. Probably started improving at 6-9 months with painful situational forcing further improvements at 1.5-2 years out. Still improving at 3 years
        Sep 28, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        My anxiety is insane. I never thought, I would be in this again. And here I am. In a much worse situation than 2017. With no help at all around me. This was better 2017.
        Sep 28, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I tried meditation, affirmation and PEP, daily walking etc. I have an anxiety personality disorder and therefore know many methods which helped me in the past, but T and H are much harsher monster, as we all know.
        Sep 28, 2022
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    15. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The first months are usually the hardest. Even when this relapse is real, my mind can overcome this and stop the anxiety.
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    16. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The world per se got harder and harder. And we must nagivate through this with such a harsh condition. This isn't fair at all.
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        This world is hard and cruel.. but also amazing and beautiful. I'll never understand why we are given this awful condition to contend with. Sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day is knowing there are others that truly know how debilitating this condition can be. One day can good while the next can smash your heart and soul. I hope and pray you/we can get some relief.
        Sep 22, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        Thank you so much.
        Sep 22, 2022
    17. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I really don't know if i can habituate to this again. It is consuming me. How can you all be so strong? wow. And this is only ONE problem
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Not all of us are strong. We are just trying our best with this monster that is T.
        Sep 23, 2022
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    18. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      no wonder, this drug is highly addictive. I feel like "before" more energy, clearer thoughts.
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    19. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      After five Days of severe anxiety and thoughts, which are grim, just popped my first Lorazepam ever.
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    20. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      after five day with SEVERE anxiety and thoughts of doing something permanent, i've popped my first Lorazepam ever.
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    21. Zora
      Zora
      hey there,
      you are also back again after 2017. Just dropped by to say hi and good luck to you.
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    22. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      how can you life with this shit. I am so tired of it. You can't have even some quietness in your own place.
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    23. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      setback. I have had the window open, because i need to get better with the rain. A helicopter was landing at the soccer place nearby. fuck.
    24. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Also i want to make sure of Notry really helped me with my H 2017. Or if this was just a coinscendce.
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    25. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am usually not the biggest fan of otoxic shit, but the H came at a very bad time in my life. I have so much other Problems right now.
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    26. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I guess, i am the Guinea pig for everyone here and trying the drug TrafalgarD suppossed to take for getting rid of H.
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      3. Freerunner
        Freerunner
        Can you please elaborate a bit more on the medicine? Is there any information anywhere it helps H? What kind of medicine is it? Since I googled TrafalgarD but nothing specific came.
        Sep 16, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I can link you the thread after work.
        Sep 16, 2022
      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        It is an anti-depressent and therefore russian roulette.
        Sep 16, 2022
    27. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      T is the first time after relapse a little bit calmer and not so reactive. I try to stay away from electronic sound since three days.
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    28. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I would give a lot for the H to stop. I cant cope with that. It is so new to me.
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        When did you develope H. And do you have any idea why? Hope it clears out.
        Sep 14, 2022
      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        2 months ago. Include reactive t, dysacusis.. my tinnitus is nuts till then. A lot of new tones etc. H started after valsalva maneuver, I guess.. my t got loud and I panicked..
        Sep 14, 2022
      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        The distortions are the biggest problem.. it gave me a nasty head t, which is brizzling. It feels like 2017 again. Maybe I felt out of habituation. I cant say, when my h went away the first time, but it was not as long as now...
        Sep 14, 2022
    29. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I thought i was better after harsh 3 years of constant roboter-mode. But now i know, why this forum exists. Relapses. Nasty shit.
    30. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      okay, today is a bad day. Mind wanders again. Don't know, how to life with H and T and reactiveness and dysacusis tbh.
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    Birthday:
    Mar 20, 1987 (Age: 37)
    Location:
    Germany
    Occupation:
    I work in an Museum
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2017 H since 7/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown