It is a good thought. if it makes you feel worse then perhaps consider..Sometimes I feel reading all the severe stories set me up for a negative outlook..however now I just live day by day so basically I don't look into the future..
awwww..:( I worded that wrong..What I mean is I "live for the moment" do what I can..try to live out my dreams NOW. Hey man, you have a future, it's just a bad time...I just got out of a relationship. ..My conditions don't stop me from living. I " seize the day" and don't think to tomorrow..:)
Yes, they really build up the anxiety..I think it just depends on how fragile you are or new into T you are...on whether you are affected by them..Just remember that every case is different and doesn't reflect what will happen to you..Again..live for today :) None of us know what tomorrow will bring no matter what...but letting go of what it "may" bring is key to losing anxiety over it ;)
I'm not new to this, my t has eased a lot since the beginning but I'm going thru bad times. It's not only the t, but more things, t is the tip of the iceberg. But still sucks a lot. I'm a pussy, this explains everything. I need calm and quietness, lots, and now it's almost impossible to achieve. But we know that life is not fair and does not make any sense, it's a matter of lucky and unlucky people.
I do believe alot in the fact we are just plain unlucky. I didn't like because you called yourself a pussy. Don't say that shit..No dude, you're going through a rough time..no shame in that! On the bright side, glad it's eased alot since onset and its not even new...what caused it out of curiosity? (sorry if you said already. .meds and my memory don't mix)
I don't know. Stress? Cold? Years of clubbing? Ibuprofen? It doesn't matter, there is no cure (this tought kills me) except improving our mental outlook. Also, benzo withdrawal is a bitch. You know what? My brother and father have t and they're just happy. Why?. Btw don't feel obliged to reply. Just ranting
Not obliged..:) Yea..I haven't a clue either. Was just curious if it was meds or acoustic trauma etc..but yea you are totally right..If anything, TT is the place to rant and to people who understand. I have super bad days and not always positive. .My life is a battle..not easy..I think I have just become semi accustomed that this will be my life..for life..Yea I have tried w/d and failed.
Failed? Had to reinstate? Bad symptoms? It's not being easy for me but I'm gonna finish. Only 3 months to jump. It's your t cyclic or random? Mine is low volume most days but still severe, from the psychologic point of view. If I'm able to overcome this depression things will be probably better.
I failed in that I didn't basically sleep or eat for a couple mths..Health hit rock bottom. ..I was also under alot of stress. Ended up at ER and doc said i was at rock bottom health wise and to discontinue my taper and try again when my life became more stable. He was right. I plan to taper again at one point..I am at least down in the dose. My t is all over..high, low..I never know what to expect
I'm sorry. I had bouts of insomnia, ear fullness, and now feeling incredibly depressed. But I'm on a very very low dose and I'm not gonna give up now, if I have to go through 3-4 months I will go. My only fear is to have t spikes, but for now is pretty stable. What are you withdrawing of? Me, clonazepam, from 1.5 to 0.03 mg now.
Thanks man. Seriously. But the lower the dose, more difficult to continue. I am cutting at the ridiculous rate of 0.001 mg per week!!! This is taking forever.
Well, you're experienced with w/d, so take it easy, have you considered a crossover to diazepam and liquid microtapering? This eases things a lot.
Yes..absolutely. .Will be what I attempt next. I spoke to a psychiatrist who is on board with this method as my doc is not. So I sought out the psych for the means of tapering properly.
Good luck then. If you need help or support just ask :), my doc was not aware of microtapering but I still moved on and here I am, close to the end of the taper.
Yea my doc doesn't even know I have tapered! She is ignorant towards benzo effects..however in her defense it has helped me considerably..I just worry about long term effects and speculate if it has stopped me from recovering fully from H.
Most docs are ignorant...My pharmacist is my best " doctor" hahahah..Researches everything for me and has a personal interest in my health issues..says I am pretty unlucky..I get all the rare shit most docs haven't a clue about.
I feel the same way. T, depression, anxiety and ocd, but I will not complain about it, karma is a bitch. I should be grateful for all the good things I have.
I don't know...I think what goes around can come around..maybe sometimes some strings need to be pulled ;)...but liberally speaking yea..I agree with you..
If there is anything that makes you feel even just a tad better, I would suggest you do it. I know how hard it is when really depressed. .depression is a bitch! (actually) and no need for apologies. Sometimes its hard to see the trees through the forest ;)
I'm trapped in a foreign country and alone, and this is not helpful in my situation. Only music makes me happy, but I have to be careful with headphones. Anyway, hopefully tomorrow will be better or at least not as bad as today.
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