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twa

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I'm one week out from surgery. T/H have been stable. I've had some lower T with the extra sleep I've been getting by recovering at home. Mar 10, 2024

    1. twa
      twa
      Weird moment, I was cooking dinner and all of sudden the T was very quiet. I put in earplugs to see if I could hear anything.
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      3. twa
        twa
        @BrOKeN_1 it's happened to me twice in the last few months. It's so strange to me that I didn't believe it was not there. I thought it would be eventful, but it was strangely quiet. I thought, oh yeah, that's what quiet sounds like. It makes me want to cry remembering that life. I haven't cried in over a year about tinnitus.
        Mar 25, 2023
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      4. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Same here. Just some short lived whimpering. It's like it's too exhausting to even cry at a point. I'm really really glad you have had some quiet moments. I hope you get so so many more. And eventually.. well. Fingers crossed.
        Mar 25, 2023
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      5. twa
        twa
        @BrOKeN_1 thanks so much, praying it is possible. There are times I think this is as good as it's going to get. We have hope, for both of us!
        Mar 26, 2023
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    2. twa
      twa
      Went to the Ft. Worth Stockyards today on St. Patrick's Day! Lots of fun & very loud! My family was more worried about the noise than I was!
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        It's good your family is concerned. It means they are listening and learning to take hearing impairment/tinnitus seriously.
        Mar 18, 2023
      3. twa
        twa
        @BrOKeN_1 I hope so. They surprise me sometimes.
        Mar 18, 2023
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    3. twa
      twa
      I'm on Spring Break & staying in a cabin with my family. About 2.5 years ago I didn't think this was possible. Keep the faith ! Phil 4:13
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      2. Marshall
        Marshall
        It 100% gets worse before it gets better. And I had that same mindset. Now I’m doing stuff I never thought I would with 0 anxiety
        Mar 14, 2023
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    4. twa
      twa
      It is my prayer that I can watch a movie in a movie theater, this used to be my favorite activity!
      1. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        If only they didn't play the movies so damn loud! Should have an option not to hear it in deafening surround sound :)
        Mar 6, 2023
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      2. twa
        twa
        @Strawberryblonde I agree! There needs to be a class action lawsuit for playing 2 hour movies at dangerous decibels!
        Mar 8, 2023
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    5. twa
      twa
      Beautiful Texas sky tonight, amber and rose colored clouds.
      1. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        The best type of sky
        Feb 21, 2023
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    6. twa
      twa
      Uneventful weekend, worked on writing papers for school and took two naps. I miss out on sleep during the week, about 5-6 hours a night.
    7. twa
      twa
      Not sure if it was the activities with school & Valentines Day that caused my T to increase or the loud restaurant.
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      3. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        @hopefuldede T is a strange beast, sometimes spikes just because it can
        Feb 16, 2023
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      4. twa
        twa
        @Strawberryblonde thanks so much! @hopfuldede I've had some weird tone changes, like the ones people describe as loud tonal changes for 30 seconds. Those are bizarre!
        Feb 17, 2023
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      5. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Such a relief when they go and don't stick around! @twa
        Feb 17, 2023
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    8. twa
      twa
      Hope everyone has a happy Valentines Day! My husband is taking me out for lunch on Valentines Day, I think that is a first! <3
      1. Leila
        Leila
        Thank you very much, @twa! Enjoy your Valentines lunch :)
        Feb 14, 2023
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Enjoy the day too @twa :)
        Feb 14, 2023
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    9. twa
      twa
      I can predict with pretty good accuracy when it's going to rain by the change in my tinnitus to a ringing tone, usually within 3 days.
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      2. Jsm_Joestar
        Jsm_Joestar
        Its like a spidey sense but it tells you when its going to rain
        Feb 13, 2023
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      3. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        The national weather service would love you as an employee :)
        Feb 13, 2023
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      4. twa
        twa
        Feb 14, 2023
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    10. twa
      twa
      Had lunch with a friend today, she said she has cookie bite hearing and needs a hearing aid. No tinnitus though. ‍
      1. MindOverMatter
        MindOverMatter
        I also have a "cookie bite" hearing loss @twa . Which is btw one of the most tricky ones to "treat" with aids according to audiologists. Due to hearing often being so good over many frequencies.
        Feb 11, 2023
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      2. twa
        twa
        @MindOverMatter I did not know that, it makes sense that it would be difficult to treat.
        Feb 12, 2023
    11. twa
      twa
      Tinnitus has been up for the last 3 days with the rain. Thankfully, once the rain subsides it will calm down too.
      1. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Like your own personal barometer :)
        Feb 9, 2023
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    12. twa
      twa
      Day 3 of ice storm, husband returned, now kiddo is threatening to leave. I just want to watch movies and grade papers. #everybodycalmdown
    13. twa
      twa
      Day 2 of being at home during an ice storm, husband left in his 4 x 4 & said he wasn't coming back, for the 100th time. ;-) Bring on Day 3!
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    14. twa
      twa
      Day 1 of being home during an ice storm with kiddo & husband. It's always a challenge because they are loud, oddly enough the dog is quiet.
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      2. twa
        twa
        @Ken219 it's very dry and a bit sarcastic. :-D
        Feb 2, 2023
      3. ErikaS
        ErikaS
        @twa are you able to enjoy activities in the home with them, such as puzzles and watch TV/movies without it spiking your T?
        Feb 2, 2023
      4. twa
        twa
        @ErikaS yes, we've baked cookies, walked on the treadmill, taken pics, played games and my T is fine. It's the stress of being inside mainly. I'm ok with it, but my guys both have ADD and it's difficult for them.
        Feb 2, 2023
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    15. twa
      twa
      I spend half my day telling my dog to stop barking! Anyone want a self-proclaimed guard dog?
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      3. twa
        twa
        @Damocles, I think you'll have to travel across the pond. You can swing by here and get a friend for Guy's pug.
        Jan 28, 2023
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      4. twa
        twa
        :-D
        Jan 28, 2023
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      5. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        I run away when I see a dog, terrified of the barking sound!
        Jan 28, 2023
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    16. twa
      twa
      So my husband tested his musket within earshot in the garage. Really?!!
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      3. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        What?

        For real?
        Jan 27, 2023
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      4. UKBloke
        UKBloke
        I can't get over the fact there's someone here who owns a musket
        Jan 27, 2023
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      5. twa
        twa
        @UKBloke @Jupiterman @Ondine @Lurius @Strawberryblonde @Wrfortiscue @JoeCuber@Sammy0225 thank you for the kind words and some of these made me laugh too! Thankfully, the garage door was closed, but the sound was so abrupt that it took me off guard. I did give him a piece of my mind. He apologized. He said, I told you I was going to test it. It never occurred to me that he would shoot it!
        Jan 27, 2023
    17. twa
      twa
      Has anyone else noticed they are a human barometer of changing weather with their tinnitus? Mine changes to a ringing tone before rain.
      1. Lurius
        Lurius
        I've had that. I've felt like it's too random sometimes, but it can also be quite on point. I'm not sure what to think of it, but cloudy skies with a hint of rain often brings out the beast. But not always. So it's not accurate, exactly.
        Jan 22, 2023
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    18. twa
      twa
      Isn't it ironic of all things to malfunction in my car's system, it was the volume stuck on high from when my husband drove it???
      1. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        Did it spike your T??
        Jan 20, 2023
      2. Guywithapug
        Guywithapug
        Should have been stuck on low :)
        Jan 20, 2023
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      3. twa
        twa
        @Sammy0225 I don't think it did. Mine is usually a tonal change. I will get more ringing, instead of a buzz. @Guywithapug it should have been low, you're right. It was almost like it was on purpose, such a weird week.
        Jan 20, 2023
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    19. twa
      twa
      The radio in my car was stuck on a loud volume. We drove half-way to school & had to turn back. This is why I don't trust computers in cars!
    20. twa
      twa
      Made it through teaching my first 3 hour class today. I didn't notice my T except once & it was a buzz. I think finding another focus helps!
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      3. twa
        twa
        Jan 19, 2023
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      4. ashcash
        ashcash
        How does your hyperacusis feel while teaching? I'm supposed to teach a seminar in a few weeks but considering pulling out. Im worried projecting my voice to a large audience will somehow hurt my ears.
        Jan 20, 2023
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      5. twa
        twa
        @ashcash in a classroom setting for the last year and a half it has not bothered me. My classes are college freshman who are very reserved, initially. I have given presentations with T & H and they did not bother me while presenting. It may be later that I had more ringing, but it usually subsides and changes to a buzz in a day or two.
        Jan 21, 2023
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    21. twa
      twa
      Constant ringing tone all day long. The only thing that is different is that the wind has really blown in this weekend.
    22. twa
      twa
      For those who have experienced silence since onset, did you find the quiet strangely uneventful? Did you question if it was true?
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      3. Lurius
        Lurius
        I had something like this in the summer of 21. Ironically, my reaction was to celebrate by playing a wicked air guitar solo to a song I like.
        Jan 14, 2023
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      4. twa
        twa
        @Lurius, that's great! I was so stunned, I wasn't sure if was actually happening.
        Jan 15, 2023
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      5. Marshall
        Marshall
        I forget I have it every time I have a quiet day. So freaking peaceful.
        Jan 17, 2023
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    23. twa
      twa
      I accidently left the house without earplugs. I spent a noisy lunch & afternoon without protection. It was a challenge with hyperacusis.
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Hope it all went smoothly despite the lack of earplugs? :) @twa
        Jan 12, 2023
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    24. twa
      twa
      I had about a minute of silence last night for the first time in over two years.
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      3. twa
        twa
        @JPGL thank you! I have been teaching for the last year and a half. I take breaks in the summers. I wear earplugs outside the house, except for yesterday. Big mistake, but I'll try to be in a quiet environment today.
        Jan 12, 2023
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      4. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        That is astounding news!

        I wonder if you teaching is helping your brain to ignore the tinnitus quicker?

        Hopefully it should keep happening and for longer periods of time.
        Jan 14, 2023
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      5. twa
        twa
        @Jupiterman I have been on break from school for the last month. I have been trying to sleep more, rest and take better care of myself. Thank you, I pray that it does happen again and more often. :-)
        Jan 15, 2023
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    25. twa
      twa
      I am half way through my doctoral program, by the grace of God. I started the program the same year T/H began, all things are possible...
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      3. twa
        twa
        @ErikaS thank you, it is amazing and challenging at the same time. I hope to work on finding peace and joy in the moment this year. I'm not sure if mine is reactive, but yesterday I forgot my earplugs and I spent the day out without protection. I had ringing all last night and today. The days prior to that I was having more of a buzz.
        Jan 12, 2023
      4. twa
        twa
        @CRGC Thank you! What is your PhD in? I have been teaching at the same time for a year and a half. I do not recommend the level of high stress for someone with tinnitus/hyperacusis, but I tend to seek out the most difficult path! Best to you on teaching this semester!
        Jan 12, 2023
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      5. CRGC
        CRGC
        Yes, teaching and completing PhD studies at the same time sounds quite stressful and demanding! Sounds like you are handling it just fine though :) my PhD is in international environmental law. I will be teaching the masters level class this semester, which means a smaller group. I'm happy about that. Thanks and good luck to you too!
        Jan 12, 2023
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    26. twa
      twa
      Just returned from a vacation cabin with my family. The guys had their own space & bunk room. I relaxed in my own quieter area. Perfect!
    27. twa
      twa
      Went to the State Fair recently. It was a beautiful day & I felt grateful to be there. I avoided loud rides, but rode the Ferris Wheel!
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    28. Jupiterman
      Jupiterman
      Congratulations, you are doing so well!

      If may ask;

      How do you manage your Hyperacusis while teaching?
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      2. twa
        twa
        My hyperacusis has improved, though i still have it. I wear musician's earplugs while I am outside the house, always. I think by managing hyperacusis daily, I am able to function somewhat normally. I do not immerse myself in loud environments, loud restaurants, movies or public sports events. I did recently go to the state fair and was fine. I avoided the midway with loud rides.
        Oct 19, 2022
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      3. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        Seems like a very sensible approach. And when you teach, do you use your musician's earplugs as well?
        Oct 19, 2022
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      4. twa
        twa
        @Jupiterman yes, I always wear my earplugs anytime I am outside the house. It has become second nature. I think I realize that for the most part, sounds are manageable. I just do the best I can to stay away from loud environments, but I don't panic if I accidently run into a loud situation.
        Nov 4, 2022
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    29. twa
      twa
      Just completed my 4th week of the new semester. My second year as a college professor, 22nd year in education!
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      2. twa
        twa
        @Eleanor89 I'm good, thank you for checking. I'm teaching and going to school.
        Oct 19, 2022
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      3. twa
        twa
        @Leila thanks so much! Teaching is hard, but I'm at happy teaching, learning and such.
        Oct 19, 2022
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        twa
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    30. twa
      twa
      I spent the evening at dinner with family. The restaurant was very loud & I wore earplugs. Next time, I'll take breaks and leave the room.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    US
    Occupation:
    Education
    Tinnitus Since:
    2017- mild /Sept. 2020-moderate
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    meds/acoustic trauma