Utdmad89

Just shouting into the void.

Why is there nothing that can be done. Just watching your life slip through your fingers is agony.

At this point I don't see the point in carrying on. When you can't live a normal life.

Not decades away when life will be basically over anyway, after years of agrophbia, OCD, then all this shit. When my kid is grow up.3

How does that effect my vision? God I wish someone actually gave a shit. Someone who is working fast to get treatment out 2

Surly it can't be noise induced, if I've got VSS and that is worsening. How do I have T/H/N and VSS, from listening on headphones loudly 1

Someone kill me please

I'm so sick of being in pain. I want to die. Why isn't assisted suicide available in this country

And look after yourself, Go outside and do leisure activities, I'm very jealous. Fuck this world. Fuck my life. Need an easy way out

How the fuck has it come to this. Shouting into he mist. What's the point. If you can go out, have audio without pain, work,

Not that anyone gives a shit. Funny how everyone disappear. Life has been one long joke, how much is one person ment to deal with

Just have to sit in silence. Soon won't be able to watch tele or game. It feels I'm literally being pushed into killing myself.

Going untreated for years, or Diabetes, sod knows how long I've actually had that. Guess my health is truly fucked

How is this all noise trauma?! It can't be surley If I'm getting visaul problems. Guess it was the drugs, and meds, or the sleep apnea

And I have started getting worse Visual symptoms, like watching tele or gaming it seems laggy or stutters, scaring the crap out of me

Can't manage my diabetes as the meds I've tried have made my ear symptoms worse. This is literally going to kill me

18 months ago my life was finally beginning, now I'm nearing the end. No job, no qualifications, shit past, no future. Just a useless pos

Looks like stuff for T is coming. But that isn't my only problem. What I'd give to go back to just T. Or even better before all of this

They haven't even begun to understand noxacusis. Hyperacusis there is some understanding but no funding.3

I hope my partner and son can forgive me. I don't have much longer. The no hope is a killer. Why can't somebody be doing something quicker 2

So sick of the pain. Having to be in silence with the T blaring. 100% I'm not going to make this. My life is pointless.1

Just checking in mate, hope you're doing a little better and watching some EPL/Championship.

There truly is no expert. My Mrs thinks ill get back to 80/90% myself, but I know my days are numbered. No hope no help no future. 4

He told me to play sports. Get jaw and neck massage and sort my OCD out with Meds lol I'm fcked 3

Told me to see an osteopath for my neck and jaw as my T is Somatic. Also said get my OCD in check which would be the most difficult thing. 2

Dc Boedts said my cases is very treatable and said he thinks it's TTTS causing my issues. Said my OCD is playing a massive part 1

When is there going ti be something done. Everything is at a snails pace or none existent! Fuck these conditions. Life is utterly pointless

18 months today, why is mine permanent. Why did I have to get H/N on top. What is the point in my life now

Nothing

Looking for the easiest and surest way of ending it. Can't do it at home, I don't want my son to find me that way. I can't believe there is