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man....just tired of this shit , spent my life on music , desperately need to make music, has always been the way out for me....stranded...fucked.
I understand your feeling .am sur it comes one day you will continue producing music . please can you send me your music I want to know your style.
There you go, did this just before onset of T.
And this.. https://youtu.be/kED11aGobUk
But, yeah, havent really made any proper music since that ...
Generic of film or what ?
Not sure what your question means ?
I do these trailers for work , then I make music for fun as well.
Why can't you still make music, but keep the volume down?
Its...complicated,,, I guess.
Technically , I could ..Hard to be inspired..cant play live and that is what my music is for.
Still....something to think about ...fuck if i know ?
The one before onset is badass
Look into Guqin search it, that's what i'm getting once i sell enough modular stuff. Guqin is ideal T+H ( and even hearing distortions or reactive T) instrument.
And it's holy :O :O and if you eer get back into the real stuff you could make several albums of neo chill, neo folk, vapor yin, and cyberquin music with the guqin. Try to make some pitchbend 303 lines on the guqin - skilllllll
It's sad your ears arent the best. I had a 12" woofer spakear blown aside my head, part of a stack that would be up to the chest of an average man. I've given up on electronic music, too much depth to much movement, too many emotions evoking while sounding bad leading to bad feeling in the gut. I am confident the guqin will not do this to me
but maybe one day add a subtle drum machine track to the guqin. and go COME ON YOU CNNNNTS LETS HAVE SOME APHEX ACID
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guqin Check out how many times that article uses "quiet" or "very quiet" or "too quiet" to describe the GuQin T+H dream, its also minimalist!!!
I miss jamming out
Make music Razah as you may regret not doing so later in life.
What I mean is, right now you can make music on low volume, you technically can still indulge in your passion just not to the same degree.
If a bomb goes off near you(for example) and you develop severe H then any form of music is then completely out of the picture and you'll only look back and regret not doing what you loved whilst you still could.
Tired too... I guess if you don't have H (or mild), you should find a new way to make music at low volume. You could discover a whole new art and a lot of things about yourself.
Did you get the terminal illness brain tumor diagnosis? I want to send you flowers.
You're a troll Amber, all right we get it. Try to be funny at least.