Aschenherz
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Aschenherz

Member, 37, from Germany

I hate this disease. sure, you have good days and bad days. But this... it is ridiclious. I don't even want to deal with it. But i have to.. Mar 21, 2024

    1. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      2017 i took Notrypytiline. I thought it doesn't helped. I was wrong. It was curing my H. Thank god for TT and thank god for old messages.
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      2. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I accept anything. This is too much, tbh. Yes, I am at the early phase but t and h is just a whole new level of pain.
        Sep 12, 2022
      3. ZFire
        ZFire
        I’ve been taking it for a year now. I’m tapering off it now. Did you have Pain hyperacusis ?
        Sep 12, 2022
      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        Not really. I am so thankful for that. I have full ears, headache and fatigue sometimes. But it only lasts for hours.
        Sep 12, 2022
    2. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      anti inflammitory diet for the reactive t and the h. my body will heal and i will lose it. For sure.
    3. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      From now on only good vibes. All other things aren't useful. Focus on the breath, while H is giving you pain. Be like water. Don't focus.
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      2. Lurius
        Lurius
        Don't you know that you should always be yourself, unless you can be Batman? xD
        Sep 11, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        :D yes, that would be something.
        Sep 11, 2022
    4. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I didn't really knew, how good I was with only tinnitus. Reactive t with h is so much more to handle. I am early in, but still
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Best of luck my friend. I pray H with reactivity is short lived for you.
        Sep 9, 2022
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    5. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      It seems like I cannot get any sound in my ears. But I am also worried, that silence will make my threshold even lower..
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    6. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I dont get this new condition. My tones are so silent, when I sleep with no external sound. As soon as i play something in the background
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    7. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      It is deeply saddening, that the "suicidal" thread is so big.. I'm wishing you all better days.
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    8. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Hm. Seems like the refrigerator is now stuck in my head. Maybe I should shut him down.
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    9. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am in it again. H is also back. 6 Weeks. Had 2 good years though. We will see, what happens.
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      3. CRGC
        CRGC
        Hopefully you are able to get the stress under control and the T and H will subside!
        Sep 7, 2022
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        There was someone on the forum a while back who had a similar issue. They said they started listening to their tinnitus again and the anxiety brought them out of habituation or something.
        Sep 7, 2022
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      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        Thank you for this kind words :) I hope, you also getting better <3
        Sep 7, 2022
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    10. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i have tmj. hopefully it's reactive with my T Sound.
    11. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      the T is consuming me, when i think on the future.
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      2. TheDanishGirl
        TheDanishGirl
        same here :( I can not see a future with this...I have to take 1 day at a time.
        Jul 7, 2017
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      3. Paul10
        Paul10
        Regardless of T staying the same, worsening or lessening, your ability to deal with it and how you react to it will change. I am very slowly starting to understand that. Good luck and God bless!
        Jul 7, 2017
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        thank u Paul. Well, i can live with it, no doubt about that, but it feels like a rip off of my previous life.
        Jul 9, 2017
    12. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      first weekend that i'm alone with t.. hopefully i will get through it with some positive vibes.
    13. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      feel kinda dumb how much i suffer with this mild t..
    14. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      most insane t these days, don't know, if i can make this with such a unbearable thing in my head.
      1. Paul10
        Paul10
        u can.Im going thru a perceived increase also;thing is,the T I rated as my worst doesn't bother me hugely now,its there,but guess I'mSTARTING to come to terms with it(never thought that was possible)so this 'new'increase,while it seems terrifying now,should-by that reasoning-become like my 'other'T as well.I know u can do it,we're different but we've all got human brains,and the brain is an amazing thing. God bless!
        Jun 21, 2017
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    15. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Best Weekend since T onset. Just had a lot of fun and forget about my t.. till i went to bed. But anyway, happy :)
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      2. Jake007
        Jake007
        Awesome man, love it!
        Jun 6, 2017
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    16. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      maybe i'm lucky. Last three weeks i got 1-2 mild T Days. The others are severe, but Days like today are really awesome.
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        had H for two months. horrific days, but it's getting better. some things are still very unpleasant, but it's okay for the most part.
        May 30, 2017
      4. MJv
        MJv
        Lucky you :)
        And the H dissapeared by itself?
        May 30, 2017
      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        mostly. had sounds for it from some working tools etc. Trained my brain not to overreact on this at home.
        May 30, 2017
    17. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Three days with really Bad T let me left in despair.
      1. vermillion
        vermillion
        Why this have to exist?
        May 28, 2017
      2. jimH
        jimH
        Spikes that last a while can be really tough. I've had this demon in my life for a very long time. If there's one thing I've learned it is that anxiety and fear make spikes last longer. Try to remind yourself that it's temporary and will go down to a lower level soon. Also, anything that can reduce your anxiety level will be helpful. Take heart,...this too shall pass!
        May 28, 2017
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    18. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      When u really wish u would die and wake up with a gentle hum
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      2. vermillion
        vermillion
        May 17, 2017
      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        I take Pregabalin and Notrypytline. That helped a little bit. Also i have talking therapy.
        May 17, 2017
      4. missingsilence
        missingsilence
        I'm happy to hear your T has gone down a bit, stay strong Aschenherz!
        May 17, 2017
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    19. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Yesterday was a good evening, this day is like shit. Nice. T is really an ugly disease.
    20. TinniTom
      TinniTom
      Don't think about why, just enjoy it :)
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    21. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      first mild t-evening since beginning. don't know why.
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    22. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      When i see the first signs of getting better?
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  • About

    Birthday:
    Mar 20, 1987 (Age: 37)
    Location:
    Germany
    Occupation:
    I work in an Museum
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2017 H since 7/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown