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billie48

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No, you need to click 'start a conversation'. This is profile message which is not private chat. Dec 6, 2018

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    1. Andrew40
      Andrew40
      Sorry to bother you..I have extremely reactive tinnitus which for some reason has been getting worse continuously over the last 8 months.
      Now it began to be felt not in the ears as before, but in the head. Because of this, it became louder by 30 percent...
      Billy, please tell me what you think about this?
      1. billie48
        billie48
        I had 2 episodes of hyperacusis which lasted about a year each time. Reactive tinnitus may be a less intense form of hyperacusis. I tried to protect from loud noises or loud venues at first, then progressively cut back on protection. It is a hardening process to train the brain to get used to sounds. Hang in there. Time will help heal hyperacusis for many people.
        Apr 4, 2024
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      2. Andrew40
        Andrew40
        Billy, I hope you are doing well now. I have catastrophically reactive tinnitus that was felt in my ears. Now half the sessions of cranio-sacral therapy it is felt in the head and it is much worse subjectively. What can we say about this movement of noise? Have you had this happen, was your noise REACTIVE?
        Apr 12, 2024 at 9:54 PM
    2. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      I love your positive description on how you have managed to overcome intrusive T! And get back to enjoying life.
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Thank you. Glad that you find it helpful. Positivity is always helpful to reduce stress level, which then may help to calm tinnitus in the long run.
        Aug 21, 2023
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    3. 4Grace
      4Grace
      Putting the head set on makes me depressed since any type of hearing protection makes my T super sonic. For a family dinner, walk on the beach, can I do without the hearing protection? I have to mask all day even when outside for a walk. If I can cope with spikes, at the moment I cannot, can go without protection? Can you do a loud windy beach now that you are habituated?
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I have custom musicians ear plugs. The occlusion drives me insane. The sound of my body is loud. If I cover any of the outside noise the loudness is unbearable
        Aug 15, 2023
      4. Bimmerboy
        Bimmerboy
        @billie48 hey, on both occasions did you have pain hyperacusis( stabbing/burning) or loudness ?
        Sep 6, 2023
      5. billie48
        billie48
        I did have fleeting stab of pain but not a daily thing.
        Sep 7, 2023
    4. 4Grace
      4Grace
      If I can participate in these occasions I think I can get my life back problem is my T is getting louder by the day. I have a little girl who has charge syndrome. She screams every day. I put on ear muffs but it does not help much. The other day I went to the beach. It was very windy.
    5. 4Grace
      4Grace
      I don’t mind missing concerts and loud events. However getting together with friends can be a loud event. Missing out on life is a tough one for me. My friends are going away for the long weekend. When we get together playing cards it can get loud. I want to go but I am afraid.
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        It’s been 8 months. I ha hopes that it would get better. At first I had better days. Now every day worse. Does not matter how much I try to protect many times a day I am around some sort of noise. I have had to take a leave from work. I have seen many a doctor. Protecting my ears while out is close to impossible for me. T is blasting with them on plus talking and chewing or so did my body is super loud.
        Aug 15, 2023
      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Benzo’s worked best but not good for long run. I am desperate. I had the hearing loss on mirt but actually thinking of giving them another try. That’s how bad it is. Zoloft made T worse plus restless legs. Ciprilax went insane.
        Aug 15, 2023
      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Sorry for long post. God please help me. I have lost joy in all that I loved. This has consumed me.
        Aug 15, 2023
    6. 4Grace
      4Grace
      @billie48 Hello, thank you so much for your detailed success story. Most inspirational story I have seen that has actually given me some hope. I would so appreciate your help.
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        @4Grace , thank you for the kind words. Glad the success story has helped you. I am not an expert on tinnitus but I can share my experience, hopefully this can help you. God bless.
        Aug 15, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @billie48 - I deleted my profile posts because I did not want to have negative stories on here. To be honest though I am suffering a lot.
        Aug 15, 2023
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    7. austinv295
      austinv295
      Hey @billie48 I got Tinnitus about a year ago (January 2022) I guess due to taking a ton of painkillers from knee surgery, stress, and anxiety constantly my whole entire life. I was sitting on my chair doing an internship with a company while in College and a screeched came out of nowhere and thats how it started...
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Hope your conditions will improve which is possible if we are more accepting of the new normal.
        Jun 28, 2023
    8. LostTruck
      LostTruck
      @billie48 Hi, how are you currently doing? Was your tinnitus ever reactive and if so, did the reactivity go away over time? Did the tinnitus also reduce in severity at the same time your hyperacusis improved? Did you ever have ear aches with your hyperacusis? Thanks
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      2. LostTruck
        LostTruck
        @billie48 Also, were you working a job while dealing with the severe reactive T and H? Right now, I'm not working. I miss doing it but I worry about possibly making the T and H worse by going back to work.
        Jun 23, 2023
      3. LostTruck
        LostTruck
        @billie48 I've been looking into possibly making a career change that could accommodate my circumstances better. Not sure if there are any jobs outside the home that won't have some risk involved though. But maybe I could try to find a job that I could do remotely from home in a quieter environment.
        Jun 23, 2023
      4. billie48
        billie48
        About protecting the ears, it is often suggested that we need to be exposed to normal ambient sounds of the environment. But each person's sound tolerance is different. I think if you can afford it, taking a break is a good way to have less stress. Again career change to a less stressful job is a good idea if you can afford it.
        Jun 28, 2023
    9. TLion
      TLion
      Hi @billie48,

      I was inspired by your success story. What does loud tinnitus mean for you? Mine is so loud since my worsening 3 months ago that I cannot concentrate, work, function. I cannot image how to live like this.
      How long did it take you to have a day where you could see a light at the end?
      I’m dependent on low dose Xanax right now to survive because it quietens tinnitus a bit.

      Greetings,
      Daniel
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Loud tinnitus was devastating to me the first time it happened more than 10 years ago. I had relentless anxiety and panic attacks daily and i had to depend on medications to survive. It took me 2 to 3 years to feel more normal bit I consider myself a tougher case than others because of my prior history of suffering from anxiety and panic disorder plus PTSD.
        Feb 2, 2023
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    10. Jonnie
      Jonnie
      Hey Billie, really appreciate your positivity! Fellow Canadian here, also in the IT field! (but haven't been able to work because I haven't gotten the T under control yet.)

      Let's be forum friends :)
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Thanks Jonnie. All the best to you and your IT career.
        Oct 21, 2022
    11. Elles
      Elles
      What can you eat everything triggered my ringing. I've tried cucumbers lettece rice
      1. billie48
        billie48
        I wish I can help but I have no experience nor knowledge about foods causing tinnitus except some people complaining about MSG, caffeine, gluten, too much salt etc. Please post your question in the main support forum so more people can comment on it.
        Sep 11, 2022
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @Elles - food same thing with me
        Aug 15, 2023
    12. kmt
      kmt
      Do you have any suggestions on what can be done to calm the nervous system: ketamine? NAD infusion? Stellate nerve block? I am new and trying to just calm my nervous system.
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        I don't know much about those treatments you mentioned. I think the common approach to calm the nerves is to do calming exercises such as outdoor leisurely walking, light jogging. Try also deep abdominal breathing.
        Jun 20, 2022
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    13. Mi1
      Mi1
      Hi! How long did your setback take?
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        There is no setback much in this 2nd episode emotional wise. I know what to expect like hearing loss, hyperacusis, loss of balance and loud tinnitus. Just accept them and move on knowing time will help and it did as I am used to the new normal now.
        May 29, 2022
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    14. Deborah Waite
      Deborah Waite
      I took oil of oregano and it is louder now. Are you better from second episode to left ear?
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Yes the 2nd episode is much easier emotionally to handle. I gradually habituate to the new tinnitus. But the hearing on left ear has not come back. Thanks.
        Jan 22, 2022
    15. AnnieMac
      AnnieMac
      Thank you so much for you kindness Billie, much appreciated xxx
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    16. Jeff M.
      Jeff M.
      Hi Billie,

      Long time to talk. I've been on hiatus. How are you?
      1. Damocles
        Damocles
        Aug 1, 2021
      2. billie48
        billie48
        Hi Jeff, I suffered sudden hearing loss on my left ear last December. But life goes on with me. Have been busy with gardening and fishing despite what the ears and tinnitus want to do. Lol.
        Aug 3, 2021
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    17. superworm
      superworm
      Hi billie48, thanks for your message on my thread. I didn't '@' you in my reply - sorry!

      I'd be keen to know more about yourself and your experiences with T.

      Cheers
    18. Vj926
      Vj926
      @billie48 i read in one of your posts that tinnitus induced by neomycin can eventually go away. As you mentioned, its hard to predict when, but it is good to know there is hope that it might go away. Have you seen people who have recovered from neomycin induced tinnitus? Thanks for your time
    19. porcelainblue
      porcelainblue
      Hello kmohoruk! I am a new member so cannot private message.
      I am based in Vancouver, BC. Based on forum posts, it seems you are in the Lower Mainland as well?

      I've had tinnitus for 2.5 weeks and am trying hard to find resources. I am mainly looking for an audiologist but if you have GPs or ENTs to recommend, please let me know!

      Thank you very much :)
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Thanks for contacting me but I am not sure if you mean you want to talk to Kmohoruk. But you may want to check out the tinnitus clinic at St. Paul Hospital which offers treatment service. The wait time may be long if using MSP provincial medical plan but you can pay to see them faster. Here is the link to their site:
        http://www.providencehealthcare.org/tinnitus-clinic
        Jul 1, 2020
      2. porcelainblue
        porcelainblue
        Sorry, I meant you :) I was copying pasting that message to as many Lower Mainlanders I can find. Tinnitus is a very lonely experience so I am keen to build a support network!
        How was your experience with the Tinnitus Clinic? I thought they only did CBT.
        Jul 1, 2020
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    20. Eric D2
      Eric D2
      thanks billie, I can't reply to your PM for some reason, but I did post in the thread you made that has given me inspiration.
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Thank you Eric. You may have to wait a few weeks for your PM to work as this is a policy of the forum for new members.
        Jan 14, 2020
    21. Rogi Cetpla
      Rogi Cetpla
      Hi Billie,

      I would like to mirror Zigs compliments and questions.

      Wishing you all the Best,
      Rogi
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Thank you Rogi. You are so kind. All the best to you too.
        Billie
        Nov 26, 2019
    22. Zigs
      Zigs
      Hi Billie

      Sorry if you have already answered this, but I found your amazing post from 2014 and found it really helpful. Just wondering why you have stayed active on the forum if you feel better able to cope? Is it just to help others? That’s amazing if so x
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      2. billie48
        billie48
        Yes Zigs, I stay behind to help others out of compassion for them. Hope others don't have to suffer as much. That is my sole purpose hanging around.
        Nov 18, 2019
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    23. COYS
      COYS
      Hi billie. I’m 7 weeks into T H and TTTS through acoustic trauma and your story gives me a lot of hope. How did you get your T and H?

      Thanks
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Hi COYS, glad that my story has helped you. I am unsure of the cause. Could be acoustic trauma.
        Mar 8, 2019
      2. COYS
        COYS
        Is your H now completely gone? My pain is slowly going away but my ear clicking is still there
        Jul 2, 2019
    24. billie48
      billie48
      No, you need to click 'start a conversation'. This is profile message which is not private chat.
      1. Contrast
        Contrast
        new users cannot send PM's for atleast 24-48 hours
        Dec 6, 2018
      2. billie48
        billie48
        Thank you @Contrast. That explains it. Thanks.
        Dec 6, 2018
    25. RobertFahey
      RobertFahey
      Is this the mechanism for having a one-on-one conversation?
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      2. RobertFahey
        RobertFahey
        When I click on your name in my intro thread, I see Billie48, Male from Canada. I see five light blue links to click on: Profile page, Follow, Ignore, Find All Posts and Find All Started Threads.
        Dec 6, 2018
      3. billie48
        billie48
        I am not sure if this is due to the newness of your username. You may want to ask others about this issue in the main support forum or better yet search out @Markku to ask him if there is a condition for starting a conversation.
        Dec 6, 2018
      4. billie48
        billie48
        Yes, thanks to @Contrast's clarification, new members can't do PM right away and that is why you don't see that option.
        Dec 6, 2018
    26. Delaspiga
      Delaspiga
      Good morning Billie, thanks for comments.
    27. Delaspiga
      Delaspiga
      Do you think her T will go back to the way it was before she got depressed when her anxiety stops?
      1. billie48
        billie48
        I am not a doctor and so it is not for me to say with certainty about her T. But anxiety and stress are known to make T worse. So if her spike is due to anxiety and stress, then when the anxiety and stress is less, it is reasonable to assume that her T will go back to former level.
        Apr 30, 2018
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    28. Delaspiga
      Delaspiga
      Hi Billie, my mom has had tinnitus since the age of 35 she is now 77. Six months ago she went into a deep depression and had to be up in a mental hospital. She has anxiety attacks all day long which makes her T really loud.
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Do you know what her anxiety is about? Usually anxiety caused by distorted thoughts or cognitive distortions can be helped by CBT counselling and also mindfulness meditation. If she has anxiety attacks all day, then the doctors should give her some anti-anxiety drugs to help her.
        Apr 30, 2018
    29. Delaspiga
      Delaspiga
      Thank you. Is it okay if I tell you her story she does not speak English very well.
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Sure. You can click the conversation mode to start some private messaging as this profile only allows limited number of characters per post.
        Apr 29, 2018
    30. Delaspiga
      Delaspiga
      Hello Billie, read your story and it sounds like what my mom is going through right now. I'm losing hope that she will get better, how long did it take you to get back to normal?
      1. billie48
        billie48
        Sorry about your mom. Perhaps ask her to join in the forum so everyone here can give her some support. My first year was filled with sufferings and was on Ativan & Prozac with sleeping pills. The 2nd year was better but still with lots of setbacks. I felt much better and more stable on the 3rd and after that I wrote my success story. Perhaps show her my story to give her hope. Take care. God bless.
        Apr 28, 2018
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    December 13
    Location:
    Canada
    Occupation:
    Information Technology
    Tinnitus Since:
    03/2009
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    not sure
    I suffered tinnitus and hyperacusis very badly a few years back, with ultra high pitch screaming tinnitus and piercingly hurtful hyperacusis. They together opened the flood gate of hell of relentless anxiety and panic attacks. The sufferings were so intense that I thought I would never be able to have my good life back. But never say never. With the help of many kind and experienced folks, and by listening to their collective wisdom, with gradual switching to more positive approach, my life is back to normal nowadays. Tinnitus still rings with its ultra high pitch, but it has lost its tyranny over me. I don't care a dime about it and I live my life abundantly to compensate for tinnitus suffering (if any). Tinnitus is livable and beatable even if not cured. Don't give up hope and have faith that you can be well in due TIME. God bless.

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    Postivity is a life force! If life has to be lived one way or another, why not live it positively? Nothing to lose but much more to gain by being positive.