Aschenherz
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Aschenherz

Member, 37, from Germany

I hate this disease. sure, you have good days and bad days. But this... it is ridiclious. I don't even want to deal with it. But i have to.. Mar 21, 2024

    1. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i am overwhelmed by all that messages. I can't say much to it, but thank you so much you all.
    2. NYCGuy
      NYCGuy
      I hope you are doing okay buddy
    3. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I will kill myself. Goodbye.
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      2. CRGC
        CRGC
        Please please hang in there man. You're stronger than this, you can do it.
        Dec 27, 2022
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      3. Jerad
        Jerad
        XEN1101 and Shore are coming soon & many here believe they’ll be game changing treatments for T and even H for Xen
        Dec 27, 2022
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      4. twa
        twa
        Hang on. This was very difficult for me two years ago. I cried every day. I was sad and depressed. I decided to focus my life on getting my doctorate and becoming a professor. It helped me to take my mind off of the T and H. There are some days now, it's just a smooth buzz. Right now, it's ringing, but it doesn't affect me like it did 2 years ago. Praying for you to find strength and peace.
        Dec 28, 2022
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    4. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I will not get by the hum. It will kill me. So i will use Headphones. If it is getting bad, than so be it. I am so fed up about this.
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      3. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        I'm sure your T will become a minor nuisance after a while. It took me three months in 2016 to find peace with it. After a worsening in 2020, it went to a 10/10 but thankfully the hum went back to its previous level after 1 year or so. I'm quite positive that time could also be a healer in your case.
        Dec 25, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        did you took any anti-depressents? I have the feeling, it made it worse for me. I have this hum for 2 months and it is driving me insane. thank you for all the messages.
        Dec 26, 2022
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      5. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        Hi there @Aschenherz , I hope you're still here with us. Please don't do anything hasty! Tinnitus can change for the better after some time. So please hold on

        But in regards to your question: yes, I do use an antidepressant, which is mirtazapine. I only use it in the evening before I go to sleep.
        Dec 27, 2022
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    5. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i pray to god, that the loudness and the intrusivness will subside after a couple of weeks. Like the Doc told me.
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    6. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I think, im gonna die..
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      2. CRGC
        CRGC
        Hang in there buddy ❤️
        Dec 22, 2022
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        i am taking it, but the tones getting louder and louder, the low hum is the worst. I saw several posts here, that you can't habiutate to the car idle..
        Dec 22, 2022
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      4. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        Don’t give up!
        Dec 24, 2022
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    7. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      how do you know a ssri is working? what are the first symptoms?
      1. CW Dragon
        CW Dragon
        takes a while to set in, noticed my anxiety gradually lower after about a month or so.
        Dec 20, 2022
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    8. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      the motor in my head is now much more intrusive. It was a real deal to endure the day. hopefully it is only a temporary effect.
    9. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Sertraline is affecting my Tones. Much louder.
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    10. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      It is a psych ward, of course they set me on SSRI. Took my first pill this morning.
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        no, Zoloft..
        Dec 15, 2022
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      4. tpj
        tpj
        I hope it helps you.
        Dec 15, 2022
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      5. Damocles
        Damocles
        Good luck.

        Hopefully you get the good-trip and not the bad-one. ☝☝X'd
        Dec 15, 2022
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    11. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      should i take Lexapro?
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      2. ZFire
        ZFire
        I know lexapro has a lesser side effect profile compared to other SSRIs.
        Dec 15, 2022
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    12. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      can i take something, besides ssri for getting my mood up? I feel like dead the past five months.
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      2. tpj
        tpj
        Hi @Aschenherz. @SmallRonnie takes supplements to help with his mood. Maybe read his posts, get some idea of where to start.
        Dec 11, 2022
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      3. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        How are you!?
        Dec 14, 2022
    13. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I don't know what to do really.. nothing seems to work the 2nd time. The hum is by far more annoying than high-pitched tones..
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      2. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        The hum was really messing with me yesterday ugh
        Dec 11, 2022
      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        it is like a Rave in your head.
        Dec 11, 2022
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      4. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        Yes! I kept asking my family can you hear that noise ~.~
        Dec 11, 2022
    14. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      There is a five hour Window, where i can sleep. Definitely too little. I can't cope without sleep.
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      3. sakrt
        sakrt
        @Aschenherz Hello, was wondering if you got any help, relief in the "Psych ward"? Were your Drs. familiar to T/H and had suggestions for medications?
        Dec 14, 2022
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      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        omg, i really thought, psych ward is the right word for it. i am so sorry..

        well, no. of course not. "we must see, why you develope tinnitus. It is a stress reaction" blah.
        Dec 15, 2022
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      5. sakrt
        sakrt
        @Aschenherz I'm sorry you dealt with that. Seems the same old, same old. :( I was hoping there was something new, with at least medication. (Bit confused, it was not Psych ward)?
        Dec 16, 2022
    15. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I can't sleep here. Not for a single second. Wonderful.
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      2. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        Is your T keeping you awake or the anxiety and stress over it? If it's the later it can be treated, I know it seems hopeless but once I tackled my anxiety, my sleep improved a lot. I did it with hypnotherapy.
        Dec 6, 2022
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    16. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      I am indeed in the psych ward, lol
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    17. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      Does Susan Shore giving you hope?
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      3. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        Wonder if it’ll help with the reactiveness
        Dec 5, 2022
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      4. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        Is it out yet? It was going to be released in December?
        Dec 6, 2022
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      5. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        2024
        Dec 6, 2022
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    18. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      if i want to habituate to my loud tones, should i keep the volume much lower or should it getting mixed with the tinnitus sound?
    19. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      but i have no options left. i am not capable of living in a free enviroement right now.
    20. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      i am going to a psych ward on monday. I can't take the depression and the intrusive thoughts anymore. i know, that it could get really bad.
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      2. Ngo13
        Ngo13
        Good for you for making the best decision to help yourself. I hope you feel better soon
        Dec 1, 2022
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    21. Sammy0225
      Sammy0225
      The low hum will go away mine Did after 3 months
      1. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        i can only hope and pray. thank you for reaching out.
        Dec 1, 2022
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    22. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      now comes the tine where everyone is playing Christmas music. It is deeply triggering for me.
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    23. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      do we have low hum success stories on this board? Or success stories to different tones at once? high and low pitched? If not, i am screwed.
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      3. Ondine
        Ondine
        Before bed I hear very faint sounds, and sometimes a spike, sudden inflammation or scary new symptom will occur like my head and ear vibrating ten days ago, but it disappeared as well.
        Nov 30, 2022
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      4. Ondine
        Ondine
        I can sometimes hear the low hum in the evening, but it doesn't vibrate and is hardly audible.
        Nov 30, 2022
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      5. Ondine
        Ondine
        I was on the verge of suicide nearly two years ago, but it got so much better though I would never have believed it. Please hang in there, success stories are possible, you will get better. You're not alone and this suffering will ease with time..
        Nov 30, 2022
    24. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      The hum in my head is killing me.
    25. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      barely survived this day.
    26. KoolKat
      KoolKat
      https://www.szynalski.com/tone-generator/
      try 2 match 1 of your tones, keep volume low dont use earphones, keep ear away from speaker and as you match the sound tell me if it somewhat covers or overlaps the tone coming from your head. if so HearinAids might help. Also dont do for 2 long n keep volume LOW, just test to see if the masking method would be effective. Real hearing aids are better BTW
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      2. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        i definitely have sounds where i hear it lesser 180 hz for example. But not that it is "gone"
        Nov 28, 2022
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      3. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        Ok so the HZ sounds do somewhat cover the tone in your head right, like it keeps you distracted right, well then lower the volume as low as you can where its just under the tinnitus tone in your head. you want to blend it can distract you. not too loud just right
        Nov 30, 2022
      4. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        open up another tab with tone generator and try to match your other tone and keep the volume just under the tone in your head, maybe u play with it so it blends in. no headphones either. if this somewhat help hearing aids is your best bet
        Nov 30, 2022
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    27. KoolKat
      KoolKat
      so basically your suppose to get an extensive hearing test from an audiologist that can pick up
      the small/subtle HIDDEN hearing loss, and then the hearing aid with masking tinnitus function once adjusted is modified to your tinnitus tone and it basically distracts you. I sat on the fence with this for years as i have good hearing but i probably have hidden hearing loss
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    28. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      some people here having insane willpower.
      1. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        tell me about it. WE ARE THE STRONGEST people out there. im telling U if we ever get a cure, LIFE will be EASY. granted their are other illnesses/ lifestyles that are torturous too, but for all other things it will be a BREEZE
        Nov 27, 2022
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      2. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        if we are ever cured I will forever be grateful and humbled. im talking after me being cured someone could smack me in the face or steal my wallet for no reason and id handle those situations with kindness. some may say its weak but tinnitus has broke me and taught me humility like no other. just as long im cured im good for life
        Nov 27, 2022
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      3. tpj
        tpj
        You're right @KoolKat. I know there are other issues, problems in life but the thought of a cure for this, it would be so amazing.
        Nov 28, 2022
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    29. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      developing new tones every week now.
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      3. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        thank you, it is insane, how bad it can get.
        Nov 27, 2022
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      4. KoolKat
        KoolKat
        i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy jesus christ We love you brother stay strong man. Fck. so not looking 4ward to living like this for the rest of my life, i mean for christ sakes. But hang on and seriously look into hearing aids.
        Nov 27, 2022
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      5. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        Like me
        Jan 27, 2023
    30. Aschenherz
      Aschenherz
      luck and mild t was the culprit, i guess.
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    Birthday:
    Mar 20, 1987 (Age: 37)
    Location:
    Germany
    Occupation:
    I work in an Museum
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2017 H since 7/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown