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Cata

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I'm no longer looking for silence, I'm done with this, that's hurting myself for nothing. All I want is for the volume to drop. Pray for me. May 7, 2024

    1. Cata
      Cata
      I'm no longer looking for silence, I'm done with this, that's hurting myself for nothing. All I want is for the volume to drop. Pray for me.
      1. tpj, Sansa, Kiyomi and 6 others like this.
    2. Cata
      Cata
      I have this "hummmmmm" low frenquency...
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      2. Justin Jones
        Justin Jones
        i hear a low hum, too. i sleep with a fan running next to my head. it took me a while to try using a fan to sleep, because the hum i hear is like a giant annoying fan, so why would i want more of that? when the fan is on, i still hear the low hum, but somehow i am able to sleep well.
        Jun 12, 2024 at 4:58 PM
    3. Cata
      Cata
      All I want is to be able to sleep well with this shit, that's all. Tell me that's possible with really horrible tinnitus like that. (3/3)
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      3. Stayinghopeful
        Stayinghopeful
        its possible, i sleep well with very bad reactive tinnitus.

        I have 3 tiers depending how loud it is

        1. Melatonin 5mg
        2. Restavit tablet
        3. 7.5mg-15mg Mirtazapine
        May 5, 2024
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Mirtazapine at low doses (less than 15mg) will knock you out. I cut a 15mg tab into quarters and I slept for nearly 24hours. Be careful with it as it has very rarely been associated with Visual Snow Syndrome
        May 5, 2024
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      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        The usual supplements like melatonin, L-theanine never helped me, nor OTC meds much, not even newer med Quviviq to this point. Zolpidem helps some taking low dosage overnight when I wake up. Mirtazapine helps some people, at least temporarily, if you're ok with common weight gain and possible bad side effects and inability to wean off.
        May 7, 2024
    4. Cata
      Cata
      and I also think maybe for some people they think it's severe while for others it might not be. But anyone here with a 10 alarme siren?(2/3)
      1. Stayinghopeful
        Stayinghopeful
        Severe is how much it affects them. I have very loud tinnitus and im Okay.
        May 5, 2024
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      2. MindOverMatter
        May 5, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        There's so many factors. Too many. I have very loud tinnitus tones that I deal with okay and others that I struggle with greatly.
        May 5, 2024
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    5. Cata
      Cata
      I need to hear from people with really severe and reactive tinnitus who manage to sleep with it. I know it's hard to compare tinnitus.(1/3)
    6. Cata
      Cata
      Well, I have a radio in my mind now. Kind of funny I guess...
    7. Cata
      Cata
      The brain is really fucked up. Has this ever happened to anyone??
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        i do not get high because the one time i tried, my tinnitus got pretty bad. But i do have stretches where i hear musical tinnitus at night.
        Apr 3, 2024
    8. Cata
      Cata
      When I'm high, I hear music instead of tinnitus. Music that doesn't exist, as if I were composing a rock song without even thinking about it
      1. L along the way, 4Grace and streifzug like this.
      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        That’s sounds better than what I have. The song I listen to sucks …. EEEEEEEPPPPEEEEEEE
        Apr 3, 2024
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    9. Cata
      Cata
      Sorry for the spamming and negative posts. I kind of try to use this page as a diary when things aren't going well.
      1. streifzug, tpj and Kiyomi like this.
      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Never apologize. We understand. That’s why we are here. If it helps let it out. You are not alone. Keep the hope for better days.
        Apr 2, 2024
        Juliane, streifzug, Cata and 3 others like this.
    10. Cata
      Cata
      And everything that follows... I'll have to mourn being alone for the rest of my life, probably.
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    11. Cata
      Cata
      I don't even know if I'm going to find love. Who would want a woman who wears earmuff, is afraid of the slightest noise...
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      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        I wouldn't'worry about that too much.. from my perspective, focus more on your own wellbeing. At least, that's what i do, i hope i can feel good within at some point, and maybe love will find me, or not..
        Apr 2, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        If it is love, those things do not matter. At least this sadistic condition shows you who your friends are and who loves you
        May 7, 2024
    12. Cata
      Cata
      I would have loved to have a husband and children. But I'm going to have to grieve over that.
      1. Juliane, Sansa and Kiyomi like this.
    13. Cata
      Cata
      I'm a 25-year-old hermit. Because I'm disabled. But I must have the strength and courage to keep on. Just to keep on surviving.
    14. Cata
      Cata
      I just wish we could communicate only by message for a while. I can't do what normal people do. Going out, eating out, chatting...
      1. Juliane, Kiyomi and aab like this.
      2. aab
        aab
        So sorry to hear.
        I can relate. I am homebound. Severe hyperacusis and tinnitus.
        Apr 1, 2024
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    15. Cata
      Cata
      My father wants to see me, wants me to answer his calls and I don't know how to explain to him that I can't. I don't think he'd understand.
      1. Juliane, Kiyomi and aab like this.
    16. Cata
      Cata
      For months now, I've been trying to avoid talking to people as much as possible and avoiding noise.
      1. Kiyomi and aab like this.
      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Does it help?
        May 7, 2024
    17. Cata
      Cata
      How long will it be before people with tinnitus, hyperacusis, noxacusis are seen as truly disabled?
      1. Juliane, tpj, _Shoto_ and 2 others like this.
      2. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        How long will it be that someone gives a shit and does some research, and finds some treatment for H/N
        Mar 27, 2024
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      3. Chess
        Chess
        Never. We are far too rare a subgroup.
        Mar 28, 2024
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    18. Cata
      Cata
      How much longer are we going to suffer in torture?
      1. tpj, _Shoto_, aab and 2 others like this.
      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        Years..
        Mar 27, 2024
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    19. Cata
      Cata
      Please, make me really deaf. And to think, maybe that's why Van Gogh cut off his ear... Out of despair.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        I would love to be deaf with no tinnitus
        May 7, 2024
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Sep 20, 1998 (Age: 25)
    Location:
    France
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2023
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown