Forcing Myself to Get Better

Discussion in 'Support' started by Taylorslay, Jun 15, 2018.

    1. Taylorslay
      Happy

      Taylorslay Member Benefactor

      Tinnitus Since:
      09/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Years of excessively loud headphone use
      Quite a strange title. However, that is what I'm doing, forcing myself to get better. I mentioned a while back my Hyperacusis has made significant progress, but the problem is, its not gone. I won't settle for anything less than it to be gone. I'm returning to high school in a few months and I face new challenges to my Hyperacusis but I am trying to do everything in my power to combat them.

      Currently, I am having myself turn the music I listen to up a little louder, slowly as my tolerance builds up. However, as we all know noise can put us right back where we started and that is what I'm also trying to avoid.

      I don't get as bad of spikes when wearing earplugs anymore. And I've switched from foam earplugs to musicians earplugs when in restaurants. And hopefully at one point I'll be able to not have to wear them near as much.
       
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    2. Contrast
      No Mood

      Contrast Member Benefactor Hall of Fame

      Location:
      Clown World
      Tinnitus Since:
      late 2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      noise injury
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    3. Contrast
      No Mood

      Contrast Member Benefactor Hall of Fame

      Location:
      Clown World
      Tinnitus Since:
      late 2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      noise injury
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      Something that numbs the pain or regenerates OHC's in the future could hopefully put this completely behind you.
       
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      Taylorslay
      Happy

      Taylorslay Member Benefactor

      Tinnitus Since:
      09/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Years of excessively loud headphone use
      Thank you for the article, I have had a long running fight with this and by no means am I like I was months ago. However, it is still a struggle in many ways. I would I try to make the best of it. And it doesn't weigh heavy on my emotions anymore so its very tolerable, but it does hold me back in many ways. Thanks again. <3
       
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    5. Michael Leigh

      Michael Leigh Member Benefactor Hall of Fame

      Location:
      Brighton, UK
      Tinnitus Since:
      04/1996
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Noise induced
      Hi @Taylorslay

      I admire your tenacity and determination in wanting your tinnitus and hyperacusis to improve as much as possible. I have mentioned many times that you have made significant improvement in the nine months that you have had these conditions - and there I think is the problem. I don't think you realize how far you have come and are expecting too much of yourself. You are still in the early stages of tinnitus and hyperacusis, which often take up to 18 months sometimes longer for a full recovery and habituation to happen. Try not to put too much pressure on yourself as you risk undoing some of the progress that you have gained by introducing stress and anxiety.

      Try to relax and take things easy. The habituation process is something that cannot be rushed. Try to divert your attention to other things. The improvement that you seek with your tinnitus and hyperacusis will happen when you let go and stop focusing on them...

      Take care
      Michael
       
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    6. Mystery Reader

      Mystery Reader Member

      Tinnitus Since:
      11/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Still Under Investigation
      Hi, @Taylorslay
      If you don't mind me asking, what musician's earplugs are you using now, and how are they working for you? Hope all is well.

      Mystery Reader
       
    7. yonkapin

      yonkapin Member Benefactor

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      Melbourne, Australia
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      March 2012
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    8. Dem

      Dem Member

      Location:
      PL
      Tinnitus Since:
      11/11/17
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Currently - Concert 2012-2016 H - virus
      Be sure to protect yourself from dangerously loud noises, even being fully cured you can still take damage from less loud sounds than healthy person.
       
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    9. yonkapin

      yonkapin Member Benefactor

      Location:
      Melbourne, Australia
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      March 2012
      Of course. I always have my custom plugs handy in case I'm somewhere where it's too loud.
       
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      Taylorslay
      Happy

      Taylorslay Member Benefactor

      Tinnitus Since:
      09/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Years of excessively loud headphone use
      I'm not sure what kind but I know they are 16-18db coverage at the least.
       
    11. Mystery Reader

      Mystery Reader Member

      Tinnitus Since:
      11/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Still Under Investigation
      @Taylorslay

      Thank you! Your posts are inspiring, by the way. Good luck to you!

      Mystery Reader
       
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    12. Acer Palmatum

      Acer Palmatum Member

      Tinnitus Since:
      June 1st 2018
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Perhaps thyroid dysfunction
      Swimmers ear putty is helping agreat deal and distracting myself as well
      I agree with you guys

      Wondering if the musicians ear plugswouldwork at times definitely willing to try them
       
    13. Acer Palmatum

      Acer Palmatum Member

      Tinnitus Since:
      June 1st 2018
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Perhaps thyroid dysfunction
      I love gardening bc it so therapeutic all around
      It has helped me to deal with the struggle and is an excellent coping skill to manage the symptoms of tinnitus
      I just have to get used to pronouncing it correctly. Lol
       
    14. Coffeebean

      Coffeebean Member

      Tinnitus Since:
      06/2017
      Cause of Tinnitus:
      Noise
      Hi @Taylorslay

      You're post really resonated with me, as I am in a similar situation whereby my hyperacusis has improved a lot over the last year, but I still have not been able to give it that final 'push' to be able to leave it all behind me. I admire your tenacity to improve and I feel the same about my own condition, but as @Michael Leigh correctly points out it is generally a slow process of months/years that should not be rushed. Slow and steady wins the race, I suppose :)
       
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