I've had it for 8 months and my brain is not ignoring it any better so how long did it take for you guys to stop crying yourself to sleep or to not be exhausted from living or maybe that's just me. Damn I didn't even know this was a thing and I wish I could go back and time and just sit in sweet beautiful silence. Oh what I would give that would be amazing. Also all my friend are a bunch of assholes who just think I'm dramatic but maybe I am. So that's fair. Also all doctors are idiots and just tell me to "relax and it will go away". Like why am I am I paying you to tell me what my mom said. I hate everyone. But mostly myself.