Hello everyone, my name is Jusin. I'm 25 years old and about a week ago my titinnus began. I woke up thinking an alarm was going off and ran all Ovrr my house in a panic trying to find it. I couldn't find anything and wind up pssing out anyway. When I woke up the next day and still years the noise I almost lost my mind. I Ran outside to escape the sound but it followed me. I began researching and that is how I ended up here...while everyone reading knows what I'm going through maybe you can help shed some light because I just don't think I'm going to make it past a month.... Cut to a few days later and i don't have any idea how to do this. For the past 3 days I've thiugh of nothing other that suicide, the thoufh of living another 60+ years like this is enough to make me sick enough to throw up!! I try and explain it to everyone around me and no one takes me serious. I tell my family suicide has been on my mind for days and they tell me to see a therapist! I don't see how a therapist could possibly help because this sound is soo unbearable! I've done nothing at work the past week. I have not been interested in eating or doing any of the normal activities that interest me. I see plenty of articles of people committing suicide for this very reason so I'm clearly not the only one. How can I support myself when I can focus on work? How am i supposed to maintain any relationships if I'm constantly in a panick attack or miserable.. I know I've only had it for a week but knowing that this is my life... Forever... It's too heavy of a burden to carry.