Thing are getting worse. My T is driving me almost to distraction and I don not think that I can suffer much more of this torment. I have lost all hope especially after reading that a cure may be as far away as 100 years. I used to offer support on these threads but it has just grinded my whole being away. I know that suicide is wrong in the eyes of God but living seems not to be much of an option. The first thing I hear when I wake and the last thing before I anaesthatise myself with alcohol and diazepam. My life has sunk so low that my marriage is in difficulties because of this horrible affliction. I take anti depressants and diaz and occasionally a zolpadine which I am desperately hanging on to for really bad spikes. Some days theT seems so loud that I will either end my life or go mad. I hope you fellow sufferers have an easier time than me. Thanks.