I hear it everywhere. Its not a nice sound. Like scratching finger nails on metal. Very instrusive. Been six months. No peace. Where can i take a break? How can i go on like this? I feel no joy. I just go thru the motions. I know u think its depression. Its not. I am beyond depression. I am just numb. It has become too meaningless. I hear it all the time. Its worse when it spikes. Anyone out there been here? How to get better? I am desperate. I am.beyond panic attacks and crying. It does not help anyway. Nothing helps. How to live with a brain taken over by an insane scream? No LOL. Just ranting. No light at the end of my tunnel.