Just wanted to lift this off my chest. I went to a GP today to get a referral to a TMJ specialist, maybe I don't have TMJ or maybe I do, I just want to do what I can to rule things out and at least get some peace. The doctor was an idiot. He asked me questions why I thought I needed the referral and then as soon I started to answer, he just cut me off. Did that maybe 5-7 times before I got irritated and nicely asked him to stop interrupt me. His whole body language and tone were just "you don't know anything and you are just making things up". I had to argue for my sake and eventually he hesitantly gave me the referral. Then gave me a 10 min speech why this was of no use to me anyways. He also told me that jaws don't have anything to do with T. That T comes from fluid behind my ears. T IS CAUSED BY FLUID BEHIND THE EARS. And noises. That are the two only causes for T. I hope you understand that I got really freaking pissed off but kept my calm. He said that and then behaved like I was making this up, that I had no reason to go to a TMJ specialist because it has nothing to do with my T. The other GP I saw a few weeks ago was just telling me about her Madonna concert and how loud it was and then told me that AD are so great, that I might consider to get them to ease my mind. I came there to ask for CBT, why the hell would you want to put somebody that is relatively young on AD? I am feeling good enough that I can carry out my work, pay my bills, living fairy decent but need help to get over those dips that I get all the time and the fear of having worse T. How can you not be educated enough to know that AD are not good for you unless you are in a really tough situation, and they are freaking oxidant which is BAD for your T. Sorry for the rant guys but I am getting really fed up seeing doctors that knows NOTHING about T at all. Like telling me that the world is flat even though there are clear evidence that it is round. Then refusing to look at the evidence and then act like I am a nutjob. I hope the TMJ specialist is good, she seems like she knows a lot about T and has worked with that a lot.