So true. I worked through sickness and pain routinely. Constant physical labour on the graveyard shift. Many nights I'd be running on no sleep. I had never called in. It was hearing damage and tinnitus that broke me. Nobody could believe it.
I keep telling my other half this.So far he's shouted in my ear twice. I said this is literally the difference between me getting better or continuing to suffer... Saying sorry just isn't enough.
@Tweedleman i wouldn't wish it on anyone . It's my own personal hell I can't detach from and always have to rise above. There's good days, but I miss the me without t.
@Steph1710 exactly! I try to explain the sleepless nights and the anxiety. I can't afford to keep having louder t because of stupid mistakes, it's US who get stuck with the consequences. We're already struggling with a situation we can't control. It just makes me feel even LESS in control.
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