Bump in This Road Called Life

Not sure why I’m posting this?

I’ve met such lovely people on here and just want to thanks everybody for their encouragement, kinds words and banter.
I’m going to take a few weeks break from here, I’ve had an absolute f@##@# of a week. Went back to work which was an absolute disaster and it feels like I’ve hit a brick wall. All of the momentum I thought I was gaining seems to have stopped. I feel so angry in myself for feeling like this again, I know we all have them days but it feels like my brain is going to explode. I’m getting major panic attacks again and my anxiety has hit a all time high. I feel like I’m pulling my wonderful partner down with me and it’s not fair on them.

I’m going to visit my Aunt and get myself through this little rough patch, don’t think I’m any use to anybody in this state.
I consider myself a postive person and have a strong will so I’m more than confident I will pull through this little bump in the road. I just thought I’d post how I’m feeling at this moment in time.

Anyway as Arnie says “I’ll be back”

 

@Jcb,
Stay strong and our love and thoughts will be with you and here for you.
Love glynis x

 

You've contributed a lot to TT, and the world's a better place for it. You've hit a very rough patch, and it's only natural that you need a break, but you're never useless. Just by existing you give people someone to love, talk to, or look up to.

I don't think this forum is going anywhere anytime soon, so have a nice break and if you need to talk to someone, and it truly can help, I would be glad to. Just remember that you're not alone, and if you feel like you're having a hard time handling it, you can always come back here and vent, but, I hope that your life gets back on track and that you don't need to return here.

 

Stay awesome JCB. I have no doubt you’ll get through this so keep your chin up mate.

 

Jcb - you’re one of my best mates on here.
I know how the ongoing nature of this wretched thing can get you really low.
I am quite sure there will be better days ahead.
If you can just manage to see this ‘hiss’ as normal, it will begin to bother you less.
Come back when you’re ready mate, and give me a bit more stick....xx
Dave

 

@Jcb
I’m so sorry you are hitting a rough patch and having a hard time. You have always responded kindly to me. I will be hoping things improve for you very soon. I know how tough it is. ❤️

Tracy

 

I am going to miss you So much, Jcb.

emma ❤️

 

Morning everybody.

Just a little update, feeling so much better now. Got taken away for a little holiday by my partner after I came back from my Aunts. This seems to have lifted my spirits and don’t seem as anxious now. Still feeling a bit tender emotionally but overall more postive.

Ive had this headache for about a month, the pressure seems to be in the front and sides. Today I woke up and my head feels so much better, no pressure at all which again as made me happy.

Thank you all for your kind replies means a lot.

 

So nice to see you, Jcb. I am happy to hear that you are feeling better, you were missed.

 

Awesome news Jcb.

 

Thanks Emma how’s the pup?

 

Getting VERY big, Jcb.

 

Haha I bet she is, fun times ahead Emma