Hello...I don't mean to be harsh what I wrote...I just being honest what I'm feeling...bare with me and understand...new customer here I'm 50 years old. Born partly deaf due high fever when was a baby. This was before I seen my ent doctors in bay area Hercules and Pinole............ I have seen so many doctors about this and none could help me. They tell me that I should just try to "ignore" it and take medication for severe depression. This is really driving me crazy and sometimes I just want to end my life. How would you feel if you always heard a sound like a distant alarm, roaring buzzing noise every second of your waking life? I really don't see how I can continue living with this. I have seek already in UCSF....Dr told me i have to seek a psychiatric and i have been searching and tried to contact some of them...they all don't answer or return my calls. Honestly...i feel i am about to give up really!!!. I have seen a psychiatric at Richmond hilltop mall...he only gives me some prescription that makes me sleepy but it makes the noises worst!! He kept telling me continue using but I refused cause it was making it worse...what I'm saying is I'm not sick in my head or have mental issues...no body understand what I'm hearing...it's so freaking loud ...like a jet roaring!! I cannot sleep at all! It's so unbearable to deal with it everyday...24/48 non-stop!! It just gradually increases day by day...I just don't know what the fuck to do...driving me insane!! Crying and praying everyday hope some miracle comes take it away from me...just never ever heard such thing tinnitus..whatever you call it...it's a monstrous evil deadly (noises) inside my ear or head..wherever it's coming from. I have been struggling...trying to cope with it...hell nothing isn't helping...my life is falling apart...JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! scarring the hell out of me what I might do... Also I tried so many vitamins and stuffs like that but just isn't working Wasn't sure if I could put my number here...I don't hear well. I'm hard of hearing...deaf left ear...partly right ear and wears hearing aid.