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    BrOKeN_1 commented on Nemoriri's profile post.
    God forbid we live a little. Hope it settles quick.
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on zatara92's profile post.
    Feeling this today as well. Some of these spikes are certainly intense enough to break through past resolve. I pray we find the physical and...
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    Feeling really down. I'm so tired of having to live with this. The psychological and emotional burden of trying to be strong and carry on through...
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    @zatara92 Hold on! I know the spikes are tiresome. You understand the habituated process. I pray for better treatments or cure. Hang in there.
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    BrOKeN_1 updated their status.
    I love my life, my wife, and my kids. So its a shame tinnitus gets to steer the ship. Everything now revoles around this horrid condition and I...
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    @PeteJ, hindsight is a cruel mistress.
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    I find myself longing for the days when I was a kid and my mom enrolled us in piano lessons. I didn’t practice much, and I was one of the first to...
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    My noisy left ear really sucks. I get relief when I sleep but when I wake up it rears its ugly head in my left ear. I m still looking for some...
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    "I'm NOT tired of my life, I'm tired of the tinnitus and hyperacusis." - Jenny
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    How are you doing. I’m hanging in there. So glad summer is here. Been working in my yard and going to my sisters next weekend.
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    BrOKeN_1 reacted to Ken219's comment on Tryn2BHopeful's profile post with
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    Sorry you're going through a rough patch. I'm in the same situation. 35 years of tinnitus with many spikes. As we know time will help us...
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    Antihistamines and nasal corticosteroids make my tinnitus spike pretty badly, but at this point, there is not much that does not trigger it anymore.
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    @kingsfan you prolly shouldnt do that but i cant imagine its making any hard unless u scream like a maniac. I always need to shout and raise my...
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    Interesting thought - Is Anxiety and Stress a possible precursor to T? As our brain undergoes whatever changes that ultimately causes T, do we...
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    BrOKeN_1 updated their status.
    "No Rest For The Wicked" I must be an evil man. Or so the saying would insinuate.
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on Tryn2BHopeful's profile post.
    Possibly. Although I had my generalized anxiety and depression nearly completely under control before tinnitus onset. Ever since few of those...
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    A very stressful week + louder noise exposure to music over a 2 hour period has left me with bad TTTS vibration in right ear/head. It's the worst...
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    People with bothersome tinnitus are a minority, yes, but only when compared to how many people actually have some level of tinnitus worldwide...
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    BrOKeN_1 replied to the thread N-Acetylcysteine (NAC).
    More than likely. Unfortunately, NAC is more of a preventive supplement for hearing loss. There is a chance that the sudden increase in volume or...
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    Haven’t had my TTTS flare up in a long time but it’s back today. Frustrating, but scrolling thru my own posts helps reassure me that it always...
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on just1morething's profile post.
    T just can't let you have a Lil fun. I'm having new tires put on the motorcycle Tuesday and wr will see what a bad idea that is. Haha. The weather...
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on Kain's profile post.
    Definitely "Raaaaaaaaaagh". I never know how to congratulate someone on these big occasions. So lest just go with FUCK TINNITUS! But seriously...
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    7 year tinniversary
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    @BrOKeN_1 if you dont have hyperacusis pain I suppose you can still get around it, using good in ear monitors. I cant use those.
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on Andrei88's profile post.
    I always wonder how musicians such as Ozzy Osbourne, Eric Clapton, Chris Martin, Neil Young, Phil Collins and I'm sure a few others continue to...
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on Andrei88's profile post.
    Gotta find yourself an introvert. Girl who likes to read. Lol
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    Congratulations on your success. 11 years in the making. This hyper-vigilance circuit thing you speak of and try to break away from was the most...
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    Hi, I have a lot of posts on this board in years past. Like a lot. A lot! I largely stopped posting in 2019 after starting the "Shulman...
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    Rereading my old posts from years ago made me shed a tear. After losing my hearing aids a lot of old fears and memories came back. I almost forgot...
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    Hello all, As my tinnitus has been relatively stable for the last year or so (though I’ve had ups and downs over the past 10 years), I’m having a...
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    One of favorite quotes. Living with chronic unilateral tinnitus is not easy or fun. It can be very difficult to steer your thoughts from...
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    I just cried like a baby for the first time in I don’t know how long. In the span of four months, I’ve lost my dad, my chance at any kind of...
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    I don’t think I can do this :(
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    You can, I know you're scared but you'll make it through... it feels horrible and intrusive but it's not an actual threat even if your entire...
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    I made a decision today with a heavy heart. I'm not going to live like this. F*** you "god", or "universe" or whatever it is that has thrown us...
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    This is good to know. I’ve been considering trying bone conduction headphones for a while now but never went through with it. You definitely put...
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on BrOKeN_1's profile post.
    @Tryn2BHopeful I love that for you. I live for my kids! They a great motivator to fight on.
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    I definitely feel that. I keep a card my daughter made for me that says "You got this!" On my dresser and read it every morning. It keeps me going
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    Samsies... Nearly 4 and half years ago when this all started, I thought I'd just have to turn my music down, get used to it, and that would be...
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    BrOKeN_1 reacted to Muggumbo's post in the thread Sound Pharmaceuticals (SPI-5557 & SPI-1005) with
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    I think @Nick47 is one of the least pessimistic or negative people on Tinnitus Talk. He probably posts the most research-related materials...
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    So, I take it the drug was successful in the clinical trial. It would be great if this drug worked on non-Meniere's tinnitus sufferers, too.
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    “Stop scrolling and start living.” I know, easier said than done, especially when you first experience tinnitus. I’m posting this because I once...
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    BrOKeN_1 commented on BrOKeN_1's profile post.
    @MindOverMatter @Tryn2BHopeful Thank you for your hopeful comments. Not having a lick of silence since 2020 has been hell. At times I'll feel...
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    Even though it is difficult, you will make it guys. These spikes will ease up, eventually. Don't forget we've been here so many times before. Its...
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    I feel like I am in the same place right now :(. Unfortunately if we want to be in this world we have to keep on going and hope the spike subsides...
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    BrOKeN_1 updated their status.
    This current spike is gradually and expertly eroding the layers of psychological defense I built over the last few years. Tinnitus is just Evil...
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    Feel like the first person to ever have a positive ENT trip... didn't change matters, but he agreed with my self-diagnosis, told me to protect as...
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    You're are nuttier than squirrel turds. TDS is real.
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    But if you're unbiased, you can objectively say the same about those in the Democratic Party also.