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    Suicidal

    I'm at the point where I've started writing a note on my laptop with the idea of turning it into a letter in case I actually commit suicide. Hell doesn't exist after death; I'm living it right now. This suffering is indescribable. I can't take it anymore; it's getting worse every day. I'm only...
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    quetiapine. before that i had also taken olanzapine and risperidone. does it also help you sleep?

    quetiapine. before that i had also taken olanzapine and risperidone. does it also help you sleep?
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    Hi I'm also schizophrenic so I feel you. What antipsychotic do you take?

    Hi I'm also schizophrenic so I feel you. What antipsychotic do you take?
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    I'm no longer looking for silence, I'm done with this, that's hurting myself for nothing. All I...

    I'm no longer looking for silence, I'm done with this, that's hurting myself for nothing. All I want is for the volume to drop. Pray for me.
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    I have this "hummmmmm" low frenquency...

    I have this "hummmmmm" low frenquency...
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    Hi, I'm taking the liberty of writing to you here. I saw one of your posts where you said you...

    Hi, I'm taking the liberty of writing to you here. I saw one of your posts where you said you had no trouble sleeping. Do you have loud tinnitus with horrible tones? How does your brain manage to ignore this and get a good night's sleep???
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    All I want is to be able to sleep well with this shit, that's all. Tell me that's possible with...

    All I want is to be able to sleep well with this shit, that's all. Tell me that's possible with really horrible tinnitus like that. (3/3)
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    and I also think maybe for some people they think it's severe while for others it might not be...

    and I also think maybe for some people they think it's severe while for others it might not be. But anyone here with a 10 alarme siren?(2/3)
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    I need to hear from people with really severe and reactive tinnitus who manage to sleep with it...

    I need to hear from people with really severe and reactive tinnitus who manage to sleep with it. I know it's hard to compare tinnitus.(1/3)
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    Suicidal

    Let me also add that it wasn't his tinnitus that made him suffer the most, but his noxacusis, not hyperacusis as @Travis Henry said. Hey, I never had a chance to chat with D'Angelo, but I read all his messages, and it was really his noxacusis that made his life unbearable, he said so himself...
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    Well, I have a radio in my mind now. Kind of funny I guess...

    Well, I have a radio in my mind now. Kind of funny I guess...
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    The brain is really fucked up. Has this ever happened to anyone??

    The brain is really fucked up. Has this ever happened to anyone??
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    When I'm high, I hear music instead of tinnitus. Music that doesn't exist, as if I were...

    When I'm high, I hear music instead of tinnitus. Music that doesn't exist, as if I were composing a rock song without even thinking about it
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    Sorry for the spamming and negative posts. I kind of try to use this page as a diary when things...

    Sorry for the spamming and negative posts. I kind of try to use this page as a diary when things aren't going well.
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    And everything that follows... I'll have to mourn being alone for the rest of my life, probably.

    And everything that follows... I'll have to mourn being alone for the rest of my life, probably.