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cjbhab

Member, Male, 35, from Sask, Canada

every day i’m close to losing it on somebody in the gym locker room. i dont understand why everyone has to smash their locker door shut. Apr 12, 2024 at 1:35 AM

    1. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      every day i’m close to losing it on somebody in the gym locker room. i dont understand why everyone has to smash their locker door shut.
    2. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i wish some pharmaceutical company enjoyed money and figured out a way to charge me $69 a day for silence.
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      2. BB23
        BB23
        69.99
        Apr 11, 2024 at 5:59 PM
      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        Apr 12, 2024 at 12:46 AM
    3. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      the dyson air blade tap is the worst invention in the history of the world. I hope whoever came up with it dies in a fire.
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    4. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I wish everyone would get tinnitus. There would be a cure by Friday.
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I can already see those greedy pharms ready to charge us an arm and leg for treatment.
        Apr 11, 2024 at 1:11 AM
      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        Apr 12, 2024 at 12:47 AM
    5. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I lost it on someone on tiktok today because they posted that rubbing castor oil around the ears for 1 month will cure T. fed up with BS.
      1. SumGuy
        SumGuy
        non t people think this is a joke. I stopped talking to friends that are toxic about it
        Apr 6, 2024 at 9:56 PM
      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I wish it was as easy as using castor oil sigh
        Apr 6, 2024 at 11:59 PM
      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        I asked them how rubbing castor oil around the ears will regenerate damaged hair cells and they asked me what i was talking about. lol
        Apr 10, 2024 at 5:46 PM
    6. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      also the dentist put a note on my file not to use the ultra sonic cleaning device for future. i am grateful.
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    7. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      my update is that the drill was not as bad as teeth cleaning. there was only like 60-90 seconds of drilling. will see if i spike.
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    8. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i’m getting a filling at the dentist. terrified. i mentioned T. he said he will try to work fast. says he has T in 1 ear.
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    9. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      polled 100 people at the mall today. 1 guy said he had a mild ringing sometimes. 99 didn’t know what i was talking about
      1. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        That's the thing that scares me the most. It's an invisible disability - but even some doctors and audiologists don't even know about it (severe T, H etc.) or will gaslight.

        I'm not a severe sufferer, but my life is altered so I can atleast imagine what severe T or loudness H feel like.
        Apr 5, 2024
      2. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        So good luck explaining this to friends or family, because in essence, no one knows what is going on, not even the sufferer himself.
        Apr 5, 2024
      3. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        The gaslighting just makes me mad. Reading stories from severe sufferers getting 0% understanding from their therapists...
        When there is nothing that can help you, the least you want is understanding from someone in person but if you don't even get that...
        Apr 5, 2024
    10. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      Is inflammation just some imaginary made up thing?
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        we do all these things to get rid of inflammation. how do we know when inflammation is gone ??!
        Apr 5, 2024
    11. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      would hydrogen water do anything? enhances production of BDNF, promotes growth and survival of neurons.BDNF is essential for neuroplasticity
    12. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how do these fitness class people never get tinnitus? when their class measures 75DB. i’m measuring from a separate different room.
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      2. BlueMoon86
        BlueMoon86
        Some people are just lucky. My dad went to two of the loudest concerts in history, The Who and Motorhead and didn't get any tinnitus. I was lucky too for many years, it was a freak idiopathic hearing loss that gave me mine, not the 20 years of loud music through headphones/earbuds.
        Apr 4, 2024
    13. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      sleeping is so hard and stressful. it’s annoying. it’s easier to sleep when you don’t have work in the morning, less pressure.
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      2. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        Yeah I pretty much only sleep for 2 to 3 hours a night for about 5 days until it catches up with me. Then I will finally get about 6 hours of sleep.
        Apr 3, 2024
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      3. L along the way
        L along the way
        Yes, personally i can't do morning shifts. I'm lucky to have only afternoon and evening shifts. I also am grateful i don't work full time anymore. I don't know your situation, but i'd try to see if you find ways to not have to wake up early for work and such. Plenty of rest is good for any issue i guess, and that's also harsh of t.. that to find rest, itself became an issue.
        Apr 3, 2024
      4. L along the way
        L along the way
        I use sleeping meds, it has been of help. I hope i wouldn't need them in the future. I'm repeating myself, but i guess it's okay.. trying to have faith things will improve, and going day to day
        Apr 3, 2024
    14. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      lots of SBUTTs happening right now . it seems completely random. i can have no sbutts in a day or i can have them multiple times per hour.
    15. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      dont get how so many are hearing vehicles inside their house. i live facing a busy street. if i don’t open my window i don’t hear anything.
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Utdmad89 i do have H. everything feels extremely loud to me.. there’s just no sound coming through the wall. i can only hear what is in my house unless a fire truck goes by. im not the only one with hearing issues on the internet but i am in real life haha
        Apr 3, 2024
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      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I normally don't hear cars but I occasionally hear my neighbors if they're like shouting and I have an asshole neighbor and his ambulance engine at 5/6 am. His sole goal in life is to wake up the entire neighborhood and be smug about it.
        Apr 3, 2024
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      5. gameover
        gameover
        You must live in a well built building with modern Euro-style windows, not Murican cheap junk.
        Apr 3, 2024
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    16. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      everybody who doesn’t have severe T and H is an expert on T and H and thinks they could find a solution in 24 hours if it were them.
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    17. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      everybody’s going through something but nobody’s going through this.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Well many of us on TT are going through it, so not quite true...
        Mar 30, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        If they're handling it well, that's a pretty good sign it's mild. I know - I used to be one of them over two years ago.
        Apr 1, 2024
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      4. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        We all are going through this here.
        Apr 3, 2024
    18. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      is anyone else’s jaw almost always sore? like i feel like i’ve been giving a blowie for the last 72 hours.
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    19. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i tried to go to a U19 soccer game last night and it’s just not enjoyable because i can’t communicate anymore with earplugs on.
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    20. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how is there no fix for this lmao? it’s 2024. AI should be able to come up with a fix in 1 click lol
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      3. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        You really don't get genetics do you?
        Mar 29, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Utdmad89 i must have been adopted lol because nobody in the past 300 years of my family history has had any ear problems.
        Mar 30, 2024
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      5. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        You can't possibly know that for sure. And they might not have had thiers activated. I have diabetes but my brother and sisters don't. And they are all fatter than me.
        Mar 30, 2024
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    21. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      k how the F do you get rid of tinnitus. i’m fed up. im ready to be done with it. i’ll pay anything.
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      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        we stopped serving breakfast at 1030 …. AWWW HORESESHIT!!!
        Mar 29, 2024
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        nobody in real life has T at a level where they can’t go to a 71 dB restaurant because it will result in a 5 week suicidal spike.
        Mar 29, 2024
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      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        i’m ready for @Utdmad89 to come in here and calmly explain to me that i’m fucked haha
        Mar 29, 2024
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    22. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      imagine being able to wear ear plugs without hearing blasting T. i never got to experience that. i bet it’s lovely.
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        In the early months after onset I tried often to suppress all noise with plugs and isolation. But if I don't have at least the slightest ambient noise besides my T I start to go mad. I can hide from the world but not that awful ringing.
        Mar 29, 2024
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      2. Jammer
        Jammer
        It is the price we pay for protection - quite a racket.
        Mar 29, 2024
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        Mar 29, 2024
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    23. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i miss my old life. i’m managing , but i miss all the things i used to do. i miss being able to go to a simple restaurant.
      1. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I miss the spontaneity and freedom of pre-T life even with other issues.
        Mar 30, 2024
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    24. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how many people do you know in real life that have severe T? like i’m talking guys who are so worried they are writing down account numbers
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      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I thought about it a few times on adding a family member on all my accounts but T has made me too bitter and vindictive. If it gets to that pt, I'm just going to cash everything out and burn all the money in my back yard, even if it's illegal to burn money. I'm at a pt where I don't give F. No one is getting anything if I decides it is the end. Taking it all with me. lol.
        Mar 29, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @crescentsky haha this is kind of sad but understandable :(
        i would want to make sure the wife has enough money to pay the bills and still have a nice place to live.
        Mar 30, 2024
      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        Instead of writing down account numbers, I would just change my will in accordance with my wishes. And yes I am thinking of doing that because of T.
        Mar 30, 2024
    25. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      it’s so hard to describe what my symptoms are and find what the problem is. Theres gotta be more than just T.
    26. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how many medical problems do you go to the doctor with and there is absolutely nothing they can do, no relief whatsoever?
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      3. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        @cjbhab alot more than you think. Stuff you haven't ever heard of. There are people in all sorts of pain that can't be explained. At least for T it's quite common, and there is research.
        Mar 28, 2024
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Doctors are med pushers
        Mar 29, 2024
      5. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Juliane i also feel like this is one of the only conditions where meds will do absolutely nothing if not make the situation worse. We have to be very careful what we take and nobody understands that except travis henry lol.
        Mar 29, 2024
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    27. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I feel like there is nothing that you can do except act like everything is okay since there is nothing anyone can do for you.
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      2. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        Every fn day. The days I don't people think I am crazy or overreacting.
        Mar 27, 2024
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      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        this is what the non-T ppl & your fam&friends expect you do. However, when they have a problem like a papercut, they expect you to drop everything and act like it's the end of the world.
        Mar 27, 2024
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Same conclusion! I feel like I am acting every day. Every day could be my last and people would say "she seemed so normal and happy!"
        Mar 29, 2024
    28. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      Is it a specific condition where you have extreme pain in your head / ears in silence ?
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      2. Ngo13
        Ngo13
        If it's not sound induced, it could be trigeminal neuralgia pain
        Mar 27, 2024
      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @BB23 i’ve got extreme pain and pressure on left side of head and ear and behind the eye. pain in the whole head really though.. and it gets worse in silence. like the whole head tenses up.
        Mar 27, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @RunningMan it does get a lot more milder with my maskers.
        Mar 27, 2024
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    29. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i had a good stretch where i didn’t have much pain and pressure in my head, but it is back. i wonder what is happening internally.
    30. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i don’t see a situation where T isn’t fixed in 20 years… but i also don’t see a situation where it is. :/
      1. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Not fixed, but maybe some treatments which can knock it down a notch for most people will be available by then. Auricle could work for some people within a few years.
        Mar 26, 2024
      2. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        At least there's somethings for T coming. H/N there is nout.
        Mar 26, 2024
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Nov 3, 1988 (Age: 35)
    Location:
    Sask, Canada
    Tinnitus Since:
    06/2016
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Sinuses, Ear infection