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    You just do not seem to understand. It is not about being negative, and it is not about being anxious. It is about giving people a warning. I...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    It is just hell. I feel that i have already given up. I just know that i will never improve.
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    Over a month and my head still feels like I've been in a boxing match and I have slight nausea whenever I talk. How on earth can being few hours...
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    Had a complete mental breakdown today. Sobbing like child, my T suddenly exploded in my ear. Today i was convinced that my body wanted to drive me...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    That was the db level. I was so naive again an thought my ears could handle it. Is it enough to further damage my hearing? I got new tones....
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    DamagedJoe commented on Strife_84's profile post.
    And how was your T before your Spike?
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    It already feels like an eternity to me. To be honest, I cannot sleep at all without masking. I tried in the beginning, but now I do not dare to...
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    DamagedJoe commented on Strife_84's profile post.
    Shit man. That sucks. Going through a worsening myself. Could you explain your Progress for the last years?
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    DamagedJoe commented on Strife_84's profile post.
    I am in the same situation. You Said you didnt notice your Tinnitus before?
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    I think am experiencing my first spike after a visit at a bar with an avg of 68db. Feeling drained and defeated. I am so fed up.
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    I want to believe you so badly. I am seven months in, and it is very, very hard for me. My hope is fading that I can improve 🥺
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    Do you hear it at night when your ears are pressed against the pillow?
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    How was your hearing test?
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    @2049v i do the same. Always masking, Always running. I think i worsened my T last Weekend. Was in a bar with an average of 68db. Got a new tone...
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    I am in a similar situation, with tones at 1220 Hz and 2020 Hz, and I also experience reactivity. My question is, has your reactivity improved...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Thank you @2049v. It was noise trauma for me... I think its getting worse. :( And so will my life... I just want it gone, i want to sleep without...
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    I can't do that anymore. I'm not strong enough for it. My life no longer has any meaning. I can no longer feel joy. My relationships are...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Same here... Im sorry to hear that.
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    DamagedJoe left a message on vilebubbles's profile.
    Hey, how are you doing? Im worried about you!
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    I am so unhappy and angry. This life is not worth living.
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    You had multiple chances and ditched them? Wow, the universe is unfair, I guess. I got tinnitus immediately and never got a second chance.
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    Why is this always a "gift" that we should be so f****ng "thankful" for? I competely agree with you! If I could decide, I'd choose not to be...
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    March Update: I have been more consistent with the sound therapy this month, and there is definitely objective progress, which is encouraging. At...
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    DamagedJoe commented on vilebubbles's profile post.
    I feel your pain. Today ist a bad day for me. This condition will kill me someday.
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    I wish I didn’t know what was happening to me. I used to hope it’d stabilize. Now I see it’s just going to progress.
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    DamagedJoe commented on vilebubbles's profile post.
    What was your first noise trauma?
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Same for me. The sounds are awful. It's torture. If it gets worse, im out. Life sucks. I can Not See a future where i habituate.
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Shit man. I am very sorry to hear that. I'd like to know the future 2 years from now on. It's an unforgiving mistake. I just want a second chance...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Did anything happen? Or is it just the way it developed?
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    Thats very nice of you. I honestly do not believe in it anymore. There are nearly no changes at all for me. I will have reached the 5 month mark...
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    DamagedJoe commented on DamagedJoe's profile post.
    I'm very sorry for your/our suffering. Do you believe in this so called "fading"?
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    Same. When I saw the Texas road house ceo killed himself due to tinnitus, I had this horrible feeling in my stomach. I knew I’d do the same if I...
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    DamagedJoe updated their status.
    I saw a clip of the movie "Baby Driver" today. The memory hit me like a ton of bricks. I had seen the movie years ago and shuddered at the thought...
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    I can't stop crying; my tinnitus is so so so loud right now
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    DamagedJoe updated their status.
    I still haven't dared to sleep without my masking.