Recent content by nedenben

God, if you're real... please, just take me away. I can't keep doing this.

In two days, it'll be my two-year anniversary.

I can't bear to look at pictures of my younger self anymore without being overwhelmed by guilt. I'm only 21, but it feels like I've already ruined my life. I just don't see how I could possibly build a future for myself. . And the hardest part is… I don't know if I'll ever get to be a mom. Not...

I really can't do this anymore

My tinnitus is unbearable, my exam yesterday went terribly, and I still have to study for another exam, but I can't focus :).

I can't stop crying; my tinnitus is so so so loud right now