TortureChamber
Have always hated loud noises - and have no history of concerts or listening to loud music. Regularly wore earmuffs because I've always had some degree of hyperacusis - so avoided loud sounds.
Developed a lung infection called MAC (Mycobacterium Avium Complex) at age 29 (despite having zero risk factors - never smoked, never used drugs, healthy immune function - confirmed by immunologist, and normal lung function - confirmed with spirometry testing - go figure).
Prior to treatment had zero tinnitus and exceptional hearing.
Administered a combination of azithromycin (500 mg), ethambutol (1200 mg), and rifampin (600 mg) - 3x/week for ~16 months to date.
The entire treatment (even prior to treatment) I used a combination of supplements (NAC, magnesium citrate/threonate/glycinate, taurine, vitamin C, vitamin D3, alpha-lipoic acid, ubiquinol) in combination with nutrient-dense foods (rich in vitamin A & E) in attempt to prevent/minimize likelihood of ototoxicity during antibiotic therapy.
Developed a very faint tinnitus in left ear ~3 days following influenza vaccine (September 2019) and it initially drove me crazy - sounded like wind blowing/whistling. "Habituated" to it after several months.
Early Mach 2020 I developed a higher pitched ringing in both ears with what I'd describe as some sort of jingling/tambourine-like noise with an electrical-type buzz that's still relatively faint, but extremely anxiety-inducing.
As of current, I'm panicking because I need to finish 18 months of treatment AND I may not even be cured of my lung disease. Can no longer focus on work and been contemplating suicide due to the fact that I may lose more hearing and develop louder/more intrusive ringing.
I'm highly impressed with this community, but fear that I may not be able to enjoy the future.
Plus I have the looming fear of a potential return of my lung condition... have been deeply depressed/suicidal because I've done everything in my power to prevent hearing loss/tinnitus for most of my life - and I end up with it... seems like I'm locked in my head (a torture chamber) with no escape.
Developed a lung infection called MAC (Mycobacterium Avium Complex) at age 29 (despite having zero risk factors - never smoked, never used drugs, healthy immune function - confirmed by immunologist, and normal lung function - confirmed with spirometry testing - go figure).
Prior to treatment had zero tinnitus and exceptional hearing.
Administered a combination of azithromycin (500 mg), ethambutol (1200 mg), and rifampin (600 mg) - 3x/week for ~16 months to date.
The entire treatment (even prior to treatment) I used a combination of supplements (NAC, magnesium citrate/threonate/glycinate, taurine, vitamin C, vitamin D3, alpha-lipoic acid, ubiquinol) in combination with nutrient-dense foods (rich in vitamin A & E) in attempt to prevent/minimize likelihood of ototoxicity during antibiotic therapy.
Developed a very faint tinnitus in left ear ~3 days following influenza vaccine (September 2019) and it initially drove me crazy - sounded like wind blowing/whistling. "Habituated" to it after several months.
Early Mach 2020 I developed a higher pitched ringing in both ears with what I'd describe as some sort of jingling/tambourine-like noise with an electrical-type buzz that's still relatively faint, but extremely anxiety-inducing.
As of current, I'm panicking because I need to finish 18 months of treatment AND I may not even be cured of my lung disease. Can no longer focus on work and been contemplating suicide due to the fact that I may lose more hearing and develop louder/more intrusive ringing.
I'm highly impressed with this community, but fear that I may not be able to enjoy the future.
Plus I have the looming fear of a potential return of my lung condition... have been deeply depressed/suicidal because I've done everything in my power to prevent hearing loss/tinnitus for most of my life - and I end up with it... seems like I'm locked in my head (a torture chamber) with no escape.
- Location
- USA
- Tinnitus Since
- 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Long-term antibiotics
- Gender
- Male
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