@Striveon@TheDanishGirl Yea, it really is a haunting existence. I'm struggling with a few other chronic health issues, so everything combined is overwhelming. I'm dreading the holidays, have a lot going on then.
And on top of that, my ENT did a rough job with a manual wax cleaning 4 days ago. He usually does a great job, but this time it was a bit painful. I coughed uncontrollably at one point, and he's like 'yup, that's the Jacobson nerve.' No apologies or anything, even though he knows my symptoms. And now my T and H are spiked, with some residual pain from the cleaning.
Wow, so I’m not alone in this right now. I feel like because of it, most of my decisions, and interactions with people are off. Then I retrace it in my mind, ways I could've positively altered the experience, by changing key decisions / things said. Then guilt, how I can't be more complete right now, how I'm letting everyone down. I've been here before, but this time it feels heavier, and it's a shitty place to be.
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