@Bill Bauer I hope it goes away sooner. Heck, I guess I'll be happy if it goes away in 2-3 years. Fluctuations are crazy, sometimes it's the slightest hiss which might as well be silence. Other times it gets super loud. It's exhausting.
I'm just really depressed. There is this girl I like that I see being in my future. I just don't know how stable I can be or want to ruin her life because I lose it. :( I used to look to the future but I don't anymore. If this could go away or get reduced and more manageable I think I'd be able to look ahead again.
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