Freerunner I'm so sorry you're suffering please keep fighting as you know dpdx also got T and H from a caloric test and he slowly got better over time.
Why did all this rage fell upon me? Why did I have to be the one of the severe cases in this forum and world wide? Why Was I not given a chance to stand against this? Instead, every singe thing I did was making me suffer even more, like it wasn't enough to begin with. I pray to God to take me in my sleep, but I doubt it is going to happen soon. I desperately wanted to live, it just became unbearable
Whispers are cutting through my ear plugs and causing me pain..... The others do not understand me. I am not willing to live like this with deliberating constantly worsening tinnitus on top of all the other bullshit. Fuck what my life has become. I had a perfect life at the start of the year.
Hearing ailments are awful I grieve for you my brother, you have the fact that your case is still acute it can and usually does get better in time. None of this is meant to diminish the authenticity of your suffering I know you're hurting but only to give real hope.
@SD7 it is literally 10 times worse since the onset and I wonder how am I going to manage? It spikes like hell for no reason. It is god damn loud with 6-7-8 tones spinning together in both ears. H is severe I have to wear earplugs all day at home and it used not to be the case. I have a job that does not allow me 100 % work from home. It is so hard and I think I might soon be gone for good.
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