@tobyharrixon See, I've taken a different approach. Do I want to live another 40+ years like this, struggling every day on top of the existing crapfest that life can be? Absolutely not.
However, by accepting the part of life I enjoyed is over and this is my new reality I can try and squeeze out as much fun as possible of my few remaining years.
I eat what I like, smoke as much as I like, drink what I like and if it fucks my health, who gives a shit!
Not saying it's a healthy choice, but hey, if you're gonna die anyway, why not! Better a few years enjoying everything you may have denied yourself out of concern for the future that you still can than a rush to just get it over with.
Works for me anyway.
However, by accepting the part of life I enjoyed is over and this is my new reality I can try and squeeze out as much fun as possible of my few remaining years.
I eat what I like, smoke as much as I like, drink what I like and if it fucks my health, who gives a shit!
Not saying it's a healthy choice, but hey, if you're gonna die anyway, why not! Better a few years enjoying everything you may have denied yourself out of concern for the future that you still can than a rush to just get it over with.
Works for me anyway.
i am planning to give up myself in January tbh, but I should try my best before then, even though I'm not doing that now. But that's all I can think to say, try your best