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I am in a psychiatric hospital. I have left myself without choice. I can’t die because I have no method. But the tinnitus is here to stay. I have sleeping meds and sleep time is the only relief in this time and I just don’t wish to wake up.

I am in a psychiatric hospital. They did an ECG. I’ve seen no cardiologist. It doesn’t matter anyhow. I know I have brain damage because I can’t read or remember long Wikipedia pages and I used to be a law student. I can no longer enjoy food. The screaming tinnitus is here to stay. I have no way...

I just tensed my body extremely hard. Everyone kept saying there’s nothing wrong and I believed them. I also started Wellbutrin but I doubt this is the cause. I haven't seen a neurologist or cardiologist but introspectively this is obvious. The tinnitus started after I ejaculated and it has...

Soon after posting this I paced too hard to the kitchen and got light-headed again. Definitely having tinnitus now in my right ear too. I should pace really slowly because I think I unknowingly may have injured my brain yet AGAIN. Shit. I don’t know why I keep doing this. Haven’t seen a...

Hi all, I did a very very intense Valsalva maneuvre in a stressed situation which unknowingly damaged major parts of my heart. The next day, I felt a weak heartbeat but the psychiatric nurses and the doctor didn’t think it was worth a follow up. In a midday, I orgasmed and immediately felt...