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  1. Tryn2BHopeful

    @angel223 I don't really know how to answer that sorry.

    @angel223 I don't really know how to answer that sorry.
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    Got exposed to 90-100db for several minutes before I could get my earplugs in at a work event in...

    Got exposed to 90-100db for several minutes before I could get my earplugs in at a work event in a "Barn"... Praying no damage was done... but I never really know for 2-4 days until after exposure if something happened for some reason.
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    Attending a Noisy Indoor Graduation Ceremony: Tips and Experiences?

    I recently faced this scenario, except I got lucky because the ceremony was held outside and the class was about half the size. It was stressful, especially when my wife disappeared into the crowd to find my son among them. My tinnitus was screaming, and I had a headache, but I got through it...
  4. Tryn2BHopeful

    Well its done... I guess we will wait and see.

    Well its done... I guess we will wait and see.
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    Feeling the same way. I was doing well, until one thing in December for my daughter that I...

    Feeling the same way. I was doing well, until one thing in December for my daughter that I thought was fine. Worse than ever. Trying to forgive myself has been hard. I keep hope that things will calm down eventually.
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    Need to get a crown on one of my top molars... any recommendations? Should I be worried? NAC?

    Need to get a crown on one of my top molars... any recommendations? Should I be worried? NAC?
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    Missing another one of my kids school events. Breaks my heart.

    Missing another one of my kids school events. Breaks my heart.
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    Think I got a new "pure tone" in my left ear... its relatively low atm, I don't hear it all the...

    Think I got a new "pure tone" in my left ear... its relatively low atm, I don't hear it all the time and is maskable unlike all the others but is definitely new... ugh... Even avoiding everything and protecting my ears... Trying to not feel doomed. My right ear on the other hand seems to be...
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    T is very loud today. Trying to deal with it and not break down. Seems like the same pattern...

    T is very loud today. Trying to deal with it and not break down. Seems like the same pattern every week. M-OK, T-Moderate, W - Severe, T- Moderate, F-OK, Sat -OK, Sun - Severe. OK is not great but livable. Its the humming, hissing, ear sensations... ugh... Sometimes I just don't understand the...
  10. Tryn2BHopeful

    Right there with you!

    Right there with you!
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    I am really trying... but I am not sure I can "recover" from this more than once. I should of...

    I am really trying... but I am not sure I can "recover" from this more than once. I should of been more careful. Water under the bridge as they say. Every time it seems like things are going in a positive direction, T smacks me down again. Life can be cruel. 😢
  12. Tryn2BHopeful

    Your Experiences on Cozaar/Losartan?

    I take 25 mg. My tinnitus actually seems better when I take it... I don't know.
  13. Tryn2BHopeful

    SSRI-Induced Eustachian Tube Dysfunction (ETD): Advice and Experiences?

    I take Mirtazapine for sleep. I haven't taken anything else. I was told it was impossible for the medication to cause tinnitus. Yet here I am. I hope you find something that helps. CBT was a bust for me, but it did help to talk to someone in the beginning, when I felt like I was about to go...
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    Interesting thought - Is Anxiety and Stress a possible precursor to T? As our brain undergoes...

    Interesting thought - Is Anxiety and Stress a possible precursor to T? As our brain undergoes whatever changes that ultimately causes T, do we experience it as a result? There seems to be a link, but I wonder which is the result of the other.
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    Do Most People Recover from Tinnitus While We Are Left Behind?

    In my opinion, when people habituate or reach a point where they can function, they usually do not come back here. This site can be a difficult place, and understandably so. It can be hard to process and may leave some people feeling even more desperate. I left this site for a while, and I have...
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    SSRI-Induced Eustachian Tube Dysfunction (ETD): Advice and Experiences?

    @kgolive, your story is similar to mine when it comes to SSRIs. You are still very early in this, and it is clearly disruptive to your life. Things do get easier, but you need to be careful with your ears and avoid becoming complacent when things start to feel okay. That is advice I wish I had...
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    SSRI-Induced Eustachian Tube Dysfunction (ETD): Advice and Experiences?

    My tinnitus started after taking two doses of Escitalopram (Lexapro) two years ago. I seemed to develop issues with Eustachian tube dysfunction much later. Pressure builds up easily in my ears. It seems like Eustachian tube dysfunction can occur along with tinnitus, especially the reactive kind...
  18. Tryn2BHopeful

    This is good?

    This is good?
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    @Juliane Didn't seem to be... but after the second surgery I had for a kidney stone the size of...

    @Juliane Didn't seem to be... but after the second surgery I had for a kidney stone the size of Plymouth Rock I had a lot of problems. I still believe that something they gave me sparked the entire series of events that followed. I sorely remember them questioning whether they gave me...
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    Ear sensitivity... guessing Hyperacusis isn't improving like it did before.. maybe I am not...

    Ear sensitivity... guessing Hyperacusis isn't improving like it did before.. maybe I am not giving it long enough.... Seems like I am in for another 2 year wait and see, after spending the last 2 years getting to a good point. Stupid... and could of been avoided... but.. it seemed safe... Not...
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    Strange enough... before I got T I had stomach pain that I went to the doctor about. I would...

    Strange enough... before I got T I had stomach pain that I went to the doctor about. I would just wake up in agonizing pain... it did go away... then T started. I don't know if they had anything to do with on another.
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    I cant go out anymore... I don't do anything. I am scared to go to my kids graduation in a...

    I cant go out anymore... I don't do anything. I am scared to go to my kids graduation in a couple of months. Despite some of the positive messages I have received on this site, I just feel like I am spiraling. T is worse then the first time I got it, maybe even catastrophic... I have always...
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    I always considered my T moderate... but I think its severe now...trying to hold a job, raise...

    I always considered my T moderate... but I think its severe now...trying to hold a job, raise kids, do everything that one needs to do to live is exhausting wit h T... Nobody seems to notice or care that I am struggling... After almost 2 years you would think I would simply know that. Its the...
  24. Tryn2BHopeful

    I hope it continues for you. I was having similar progress in December 2024. Since my last...

    I hope it continues for you. I was having similar progress in December 2024. Since my last setback the "drone" has been terrible, along with the high pitched reactive T. Going past month 3 of that setback and onto year 2 of T. Not to scare you, but all I can say is be careful, its easy to feel...
  25. Tryn2BHopeful

    I never cared for silence, but now I would do anything to experience it again.

    I never cared for silence, but now I would do anything to experience it again.
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    @MindOverMatter I certainly pray that comes to fruition. I always appreciate your positivity...

    @MindOverMatter I certainly pray that comes to fruition. I always appreciate your positivity. Especially when I am having trouble seeing it. Trying to stay strong. Hard day today.
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    @adpolandam Almost 2 years for me as well... started after a couple doses of Lexapro... Not sure...

    @adpolandam Almost 2 years for me as well... started after a couple doses of Lexapro... Not sure if that was a the catalyst or what, but it doesn't much matter anymore. My daughter is the only one who seems to empathize with me and offer me some support, otherwise I have been on my own like many...
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    @kingsfan I fear I may keep getting worse as well... I apparently don't know what may cause a...

    @kingsfan I fear I may keep getting worse as well... I apparently don't know what may cause a permanent increase, I thought I did... Started working a day from home each week because driving on the highway has become more difficult.
  29. Tryn2BHopeful

    I need to stay strong though.... I know I am not the only person going through this, but its a...

    I need to stay strong though.... I know I am not the only person going through this, but its a personal battle for us all.
  30. Tryn2BHopeful

    What hurts more and I think is making this harder is that I was almost over that hump. I was...

    What hurts more and I think is making this harder is that I was almost over that hump. I was have decent days I could handle sounds just fine. I had hope... then I went and did something stupid that I thought would be fine... This condition can be deceiving. I hate the dark thoughts I have...
  31. Tryn2BHopeful

    Thinking about my future is depressing... Will I make it 1, 2, 5 years? I am still feeling the...

    Thinking about my future is depressing... Will I make it 1, 2, 5 years? I am still feeling the latest set back more than ever, persistent humming, higher hissing, ear discomfort and sensitivity... Guess I am cooked....
  32. Tryn2BHopeful

    I definitely feel that. I keep a card my daughter made for me that says "You got this!" On my...

    I definitely feel that. I keep a card my daughter made for me that says "You got this!" On my dresser and read it every morning. It keeps me going
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    Went to my daughter's xmas orchestra concert. Seemed fine at the time not to loud. Few days...

    Went to my daughter's xmas orchestra concert. Seemed fine at the time not to loud. Few days later increased T loudness, sensitivity, and distortions. Been terrible since. Rarely have a ok day now.
  34. Tryn2BHopeful

    I am glad to hear this. Be careful and don't become complacent. I did and unfortunately I am...

    I am glad to hear this. Be careful and don't become complacent. I did and unfortunately I am back on here. Best of luck to you.
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    I feel like I am in the same place right now :(. Unfortunately if we want to be in this world we...

    I feel like I am in the same place right now :(. Unfortunately if we want to be in this world we have to keep on going and hope the spike subsides or by some miracle we "habituate" to it again.
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    I hear you, and I know your right. However its just hard to feel that way. I was so close to...

    I hear you, and I know your right. However its just hard to feel that way. I was so close to getting over the hump... and I screwed up. I am tired, stressed and I just don't know how to find my way back again. I need to stop blaming myself and move forward, easier said than done. As always I...
  37. Tryn2BHopeful

    Why is T so fricken variable?... one day its ok, the next is pure hell. Ugh... what did we do to...

    Why is T so fricken variable?... one day its ok, the next is pure hell. Ugh... what did we do to deserve this?!
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    Low Frequency Tinnitus

    When I first got tinnitus and described the low drone, I went to three different audiologists. The first one said it must be energy building up in my ear and releasing as sound. The second one admitted they had no idea, which I honestly respect. The third one told me I was imagining it.
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    Low Frequency Tinnitus

    I first experienced this about a month after developing tinnitus in my right ear. At the time, it was mostly intermittent, occurring after car rides, loud events, or at night. It felt like an 80 kHz drone moving back and forth in my head, eventually fading out like the idle of a distant car...
  40. Tryn2BHopeful

    I do this myself. How trivial those things really were. T gives you a completely different...

    I do this myself. How trivial those things really were. T gives you a completely different perspective on things.
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    Well it seems that I recovered some, but not back to where I was prior... I never thought I...

    Well it seems that I recovered some, but not back to where I was prior... I never thought I would find myself wishing for my old T back. I always wondered how I would be able to deal with worse... I guess I am finding out... You just do, because there is no choice. Still hoping it improves with...
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    Feb 3rd Texas Roadhouse is donating all profits for Dine In and Out orders to the ATA. I told my...

    Feb 3rd Texas Roadhouse is donating all profits for Dine In and Out orders to the ATA. I told my wife this, and she said... What is the ATA?... I am thinking where have you been the last almost 2 years. :banghead:
  43. Tryn2BHopeful

    When I got tinnitus I didn't even know what it was. Now it alters everything in my life...

    When I got tinnitus I didn't even know what it was. Now it alters everything in my life. Awareness is lacking!
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    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    My daughter was born the year this thread started. I pray we see this come out before she goes to college...
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    Sadly I knew I would be back here some day. That it would get worse eventually, but I hoped it...

    Sadly I knew I would be back here some day. That it would get worse eventually, but I hoped it wouldn't. A simple thing I thought, a middle school orchestra concert, it shouldn't be to bad, and it wasn't until 4 days later. I still don't know if this is a spike or the new normal. Somewhat milder...
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    Well a positive if there is one to pull from this... The distortion or sound when I speak has...

    Well a positive if there is one to pull from this... The distortion or sound when I speak has gone away about 95%. T is still more reactive and piercing than before and its been humming in silence like crazy (that is an ongoing off and on thing), hopefully that's temporary as well... only time...
  47. Tryn2BHopeful

    Tbh I was doing better. Sound tolerance was much improved with less bad days and more ok ones...

    Tbh I was doing better. Sound tolerance was much improved with less bad days and more ok ones. Went to my daughter's orchestra concert and it seemed ok until a couple days later. Having back and forth days every since along with distortion to loud and sharp sounds in my right ear. I am sad to be...
  48. Tryn2BHopeful

    So sorry! Glad to hear from u.

    So sorry! Glad to hear from u.
  49. Tryn2BHopeful

    Yesterday was ok. Today is horrible, just loud and sensitive, happy birthday to me 😞

    Yesterday was ok. Today is horrible, just loud and sensitive, happy birthday to me 😞
  50. Tryn2BHopeful

    Tinnitus Reacts to My Own Voice

    I am going through the same thing right now. About four days after my daughter’s orchestra concert, I started noticing it again with certain words or volumes. Now my ears are sensitive to some sounds. I have always had reactive tinnitus but was making progress, though it seems to have been set...
  51. Tryn2BHopeful

    Had a good run and was doing well... but this disorder seems to always get you. Ears are...

    Had a good run and was doing well... but this disorder seems to always get you. Ears are sensitive again and new sound in my right ear when I speak. My fault I got complacent. I hope this is just a spike and will improve.
  52. Tryn2BHopeful

    @Thizzle some... in terms of sounds sensitivity and mental well being. T is still there, still...

    @Thizzle some... in terms of sounds sensitivity and mental well being. T is still there, still varies, and still drives me crazy sometimes. I wish it were gone or less, but that doesn't seem to be going happen.
  53. Tryn2BHopeful

    1 year ago today this started. A journey to hell, hope I can make it back. Wishing everyone the...

    1 year ago today this started. A journey to hell, hope I can make it back. Wishing everyone the best.
  54. Tryn2BHopeful

    I had a "good" run of days. With some terrible ones like today. I do plan to limit my time here.

    I had a "good" run of days. With some terrible ones like today. I do plan to limit my time here.
  55. Tryn2BHopeful

    Still alive. T still sucks most of the time. Hope everyone is doing as well as they can.

    Still alive. T still sucks most of the time. Hope everyone is doing as well as they can.
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    I will likely try to avoid the site for the most part. It's hard to avoid the negative posts. I...

    I will likely try to avoid the site for the most part. It's hard to avoid the negative posts. I am not saying they are not valid, or that I have have not done or will do the same. It's just not helping me right now.
  57. Tryn2BHopeful

    This site is to much. My T sucks but I don't wish to die. I understand the pain here but...

    This site is to much. My T sucks but I don't wish to die. I understand the pain here but positivity and hope is all I got going for me.
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    @4Grace I dont much see the point in posting much anymore. Mostly when I have a really bad day...

    @4Grace I dont much see the point in posting much anymore. Mostly when I have a really bad day. T still sucks, I have had some improvements here or there. It tends to go back and forth.
  59. Tryn2BHopeful

    I am happy for you! I hope you can find peace and leave this place.

    I am happy for you! I hope you can find peace and leave this place.
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    Need to exercise again, but I am so beaten down by T most days of the week I just cant get...

    Need to exercise again, but I am so beaten down by T most days of the week I just cant get motivated to do it.